I feel this is not desperation but she is helpless. She wants to get rid of this burden and namesake relationship. She only wants either him to accept her or leave her.
[/QUOTE Exactly, All pointing at her only for every single thing. Even though her mother/ sister never cared about her using her, she thought it is a family, that's how she has grown up accepting family faults, and that's how it is. It is very touching today her helplessness. I don't know how they will build their relationship. For angadh it is easy he is admiring her personality without a face, and unknowingly it is easy for him to fall for her. But Sahiba is not sure how she will accept him.