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jate jate ek baat yaad a gaye, ye SS dekho,

mera ID is game me ( KSA ) tha,ek dost ne change kar diya tha bina poche

lekin ek option hai mere paas,

os keyliye Bhootni jee agar Ap ijzat do to mujhe khushi hogi,

kiyon na main apna UN change kar ke eysa rakh loon, ( KSA-32A ) nahi matlab jesa ke Ap ko ache se pata hai i love 32, or oper se A bhe, to rakh loon?

de do na ijzat plz, socho kitna acha lage ga jab main kisi ko maaron ga,

likha ayega killed by KSA-32A, hayee socho socho,

to ijazat hai? rakh loon? dekho ijzat de dena mujhe khushi hogi or agar na di to phir bhe main ne rakh to lena he hai, to acha hai na ke ijzat de do,

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abhe Ap sochogi ke Ap se ijzat kioyn le raha hoon, ary baba is me bus 1 he cheez ka taluq mujh se hai,

KSA me jo A hai wo bus mera hai, KS to Ap ka hai, then 32 bhe Ap ka, or last wala A bhe Ap ka, wese 32 ka taluq Ap se hai but os pe haq mera hai, to is ID me ( KSA-32A ) is me bus ek he *A* mera hai baki sab Ap ka hai to is liye ijzat le raha hoon,

thank You advance me

bohot jaldi Ap ko ye ID dikhe ga,

oye yaad aya mujhe jo kaam ki baat thi wo to puchi he nahi main ne,

main abhe aya to sensor dekha main ne jo CC me laga rakha hai main ne, or wo dekh kar mera dimaag hil geya ke haila what is this,

sach sach btao kon aya tha is CC ko kal stalk karne? or sara din kiya, wo bhe itna ke 1st oct se itna nahi hova jitna kal ke din hova :P

to kon hai samne aao mere,

agar Bhootni jee hain to on ko kuch nahi keh sakta main, marna hai kya on se puch kar

lekin wo nahi ho saktin, lol wo to ignore kar deti hain to CC stalk nahi karne wali wo, os ke paas apne ashiq keyliye time hai, mere liye to 1 sec ka time bhe nahi os ke paas, na online khelne ko or na he.....

but i m serious :P cc me sachi kal koi aya tha or bohot zeyada stalk kiya, blv me itna poore month me nahi hota, abhe wo kon tha kon nahi i dont know,

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aj shaam ko 9/10 pm pe ana online online khelain ge, abhe khelna hai to abhe a jao

CC me aj kal kuch bohot ajeeb ho raha hai,

or ye meri samjh se to bahir hai ke kiyon ho raha hai, kon hai or kiyon kar raha hai,..

eysa lag raha hai ya to kisi ka dimaag tez ho geya hai jo mujh se bhe agey ki soch raha hai,

ya koi new person hai jo mujhe os level ki takar de raha hai jis me abhe tak main kuch bhe samjhne ke kabil nahi, becoz mujhe samjh nahi a raha,!!!

26 oct ko NB ki BD thi, main ne wish kiya or os ke baad 27 ya maybe 28 oct ko main aney laga tha yahan lekin main ne dekha kuch yahan,

last time bhe main ne bola tha ke CC ko os din itna stalk kiya tha just within 24 hours, utna to poore oct me nahi hova tha..

or same wesa he kuch 27 ya 28 oct ko ho raha tha,

jo os din bola tha main ne ke oct me utna stalk nahi hova jita os din hova tha, same wese he 27 ya 28 oct ko os se bhe 2x zeyada stalk hova,

itna stalk ke CC me to utnni posts he nahi hain,!

koi pagal kahe mujhe ya kuch or,

lekin mera yakeen karo is CC me koi a raha hai, i dont know wo sach main stalk he kar raha hai ya nahi lekin kuch ho raha hai yaar...

bus Ap samjh lo ke is CC me sachi me koi sensor he laga hai :P koi bhe aahat ho na is CC me to mujhe pata chal jata hai.

wese to koi din bhe khali nahi jata, yahan daily koi ata hai, or kon kon ata hai wo bhe mujhe 100% maloom hai, main to online he nahi ata, but phir bhe maloom hai wo bhe 100%. or jo bhe yahan atey hain wo jante hain ke main sahi keh raha hoon,

mujhe on se problem bhe nahi, agar hai to is baat se ke abhe zarorat se zeyada stalk kiya geya last month.. main ne kaha na utni yahan posts bhe nahi hain,

Bhootni nahi ho sakti, i m sure wo nahi hain. ary os naagin ko to mere marne pe bhe farak nahi parne wala,! meri baat ko wo sunna he nahi chahti,

mere 10 mesgs me se 9 ko 100% ignore karne wali, or jo 1 mesg read kar bhe leti thi wo bhe just 1 line ya half line, baki ka mesg ignore,

to wo nahi ho sakti,

wo yahan ati hai i know, kab kab ati hai 100000000% i know time bhe,!

lekin is liye nahi ati ke os ko meri fikar hai ya kuch or, eysa kuch dream me bhe nahi ho sakta,

to wo larki jo eysa karti hai wo meri old posts ko read karne ka soch bhe nahi sakti,

or koi hai nahi jis ko main janta nahi or wo yahan ata hai, jo atey hain PMs me baat hoti bhe hai, but abhe kon aya hai is ka ilaaj karna parega, lol samne to aye..

meri samjh se ye bahir hai, mera dimaag ye samjh nahi pa raha ke kon kar raha hai or kiyon,

lekin yaad rakhna main haar nahi manta,

mujhe bus os naagin ne he haraya hai, wo bhe mere dil ko target kiya jo bohot nazuk hai..

or yahan main haar bhe nahi maan sakta or jeet bhe nahi sakta,

becoz CC me koi aya wo to pata chal jata hai, lekin kon aya wo nahi maloom :P to jeet bhe nahi sakta main. Lol

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to yaar jo bhe eysa kar raha hai i think na karo eysa.. 1 mare hove insaan ko kya satana lol

ansarli to 14 dec 2015 ko he mar geya tha, abhe bus sans chal rahi hai

or ye last 3 months se jo main joker bana hova hoon is pe bhe ye na socho ke main theek ho raha hoon ya ho geya..

main jo 6 months gayeb raha tha eyse he nahi raha tha kuch tha..

bus meri kismat mere he khilaaf chal rahi hai... yahan a kar thora joker ban jata hoon ta ke khud ko he keh sakon ke sab theek hai.. or ye drama mera zeyada time chalne bhe nahi wala. Last 7 years se jab bhe koshish ki har time main toot geya..

24 hours main khud se fight karta hoon.. khud se he haar jata hoon.. khud se he again fight karne keyliye samne a jata hoon, or again khud se he haar ke toot jata hoon..

kya karon os naagin ka zehr he eysa hai,!

kiyon ke meri life ka wo time jab main ne life me 1st time haar maan li thi tab is naagin ne meri zindagi ko toy samjh kar khelna start kiya.. or main pagal samjha ke shayed meri life me abhe roshni baki hai... lekin muje kya pata tha ke toy ki zindagi me roshni tab tak he hoti hai jab tak wo khelne ke kaam ata rahe, jab useless ho jaye to phenk diya jata hai use kar ke

os naagin ne apni life me 2 kaam bohot perfect kiye hain,

1 = meri life me ane ka time, jab main haar chuka tha 100%.. tab os ne entry ki, jeene ki umeed dikhayi mujhe,

2 = mera sath tab chora jab main jeet chuka tha. Lol matlab manzil mere hath me thi..

meri kismat to dekho meri jeet bhe kesi thi,? manzil mili, lekin os manzil ko dekhna 1 bhe din naseeb nahi hova... mera office abhe ready bhe nahi hova tha or pehle he barbaad bhe ho geya tha.. becoz os ki opening 1st jan 2016 ko he thi,

or kuch log kehte hain ke ansar tum theek hona nahi chahte. Lol sahi kehte ho Ap log becoz Ap ne meri jaga a kar wo sab dekha nahi na, warna eysa na bolte .

to yes, or kuch ho na ho os naagin ne ye 2 kaam bohot ache se kiye,

meri life me entry or mujhe kick karna, dono ki timing, wah tareef ke kabil hai wo,

taana nahi maar raha, sachi me tareef ke kabil hai wo,!! meri zindagi ke sath kya hova wo choro, ek toy ki bhala kya life/feelings,?

Yahan to tareef os ke talent ki hai na ke os ko pata hai ke kab kisi ko use karna hai or kab kisi ko use kar ke phenk dena hai...

tareef karni chahiye os ke dimaag ki, os ki samjhdari ki, os ke talent ki...

main haar chuka tha na,? lekin jee to raha tha .. jeena chahta bhe tha..

tab ek naagin a kar hath tham le or 2 saal me Ap ko yakeen dila de ke nahi.. abhe life baki hai..

phir jab Ap os ki waja se jeena seekh jao to wo apne ashiq ke sath bhag jaye.. timing to perfect hai na?

ya to life me ati he na, jeene deti os andhere me mujhe. Lekin hath tham mar wahan dhaka diya jahan se main kabhe nikal he nahi sakta..

ye talent hai os ka, jo tareef ke kabil hai..

RB Ap ne agar ye meri posts dekh li to phir se kaho ge na ke again same batain?

Bhai ye same batain is liye hain ke main sab kuch bata nahi sakta,

i mean bata to sakta hoon lekin no idea ke kahan se start karon or kese,

Ap ko maloom hai main ne aj tak kuch bhe share nahi kiya ke os naagin ke wesa karne ke baad meri life me kya kya galat hova? lol Ap ne bus yehi suna ke wo bhaag gayi, ye kiya os ne wo kiya, but kabhe ye nahi suna na ke akhir kya kya hova meri life se?

main apni Mama ki kasam kha kar keh raha hoon is duniya me koi bhe insaan nahi janta ke mere sath hova kya kya hai.. sab batain mere dil ke andar hain.. jo mujhe bohot zeyada beemar kar chuki hain or kar rahi hain..

kya lagta hai Ap ko ke bus itni si baat hai ke wo naagin gayi or main ro raha hoon? wo baat bhe hai lekin jo kuch mere dil me hai na ye os ka shayed 5% he hai :)

koi marne ki dua eyse he nahi karta bhai .. Ap ko pata hai suicide ke bare me Islaam hamain kya sikhata hai. agar wo sab na hota to main daily sochta hoon..

Ap he baar baar keh rahe ho na ke main strong hoon? to agar eysa lagta hai to Ap ne ye kese samjh liya ke bus os naagin ke jane se he mai ro raha hoon. i mean Ap ko lagta hai ke bus wohi baat hai..

but yahan main galat hoon shayed. becoz main ne kabhe kisi se share he nahi kiya sab, naagin se kar nahi saka becoz os ko samjh nahi ayegi, jis ki soch chotti ho os se share kar ke time waste karne wali baat hai or khud ko he hurt karne ki baat hai,

mujhe chor ke bhaag gayi,

or meri life se khelti rahi,

in dono baton me fark hai bhai :P

Ap ko pata hai zindagi ki avg kya hai abhe? 60 to 70 wo bhe agar pehle mar na jaye koi to,

or mere sath baad me kya hona tha yaar starting me 15 saal ho chuke hain main apni he life se, khud se fight karne me laga hoon.. is me se naagin ka time nikal do to 8 saal phir bhe rehte hain..

kya lagta hai Ap ko ke koi itna strong ho sakta hai ke 15 saal khud se he fight kare or phir ye kahe ke nahi, sab theek ho jayega? lol

is ke ilawa dosri problems ko bhe face kiya main ne jo har insaan ki life me hoti hain..

dosre logon ko koi achi news ya khushi door se on ki taraf atey dikhayi de na to wo khush ho jate hain. lekin main dar jata hoon.. kiyon le last 15 years se yehi ho raha hai mere sath.. jab khushi kareeb ati hai to dukh me badal jati hai. main toot jata hoon.. lekin phir se kehta tha ke nooo. kuch nahi hova.. bus yehi karte karte itna time guzar geya tha or wo naagin ayi life me. jis ke sath ki waja se koi 1 saal laga or wo dar mere dil se door hova, or wo bhe tab jab os ne 1 tang pe khare ho kar zid ki thi meri life ki band bajane ki... main ne ankhain band kar ke yakeen kiya os pe,

apni kismat pe yakeen to raha nahi tha lekin karna para ke shayed ab acha waqat a geya,

os ke baad kya hova ye bohot baar btaya hai main ne ke wo kya kar gayi mere sath,

abhe Ap ya koi or insaan a kar kahe mujhe ke main kuch karna nahi chahta ya eysa he rehna chahta hoon to kese kaho ge Ap?

bhai main toot chuka hoon. ab main khud se fight karna to chahta hoon lekin himat nahi rahi. 15 saal bohot hote hain...

is sab ka blame os naagin ko he jata hai Bhai..! yaar main jesa bhe tha ro raha tha, sad tha mar raha tha lekin jee raha tha.. life mere hath se bahir thi lekin kahin na kahin to ja rahi thi na, lol

os naagin ne a kar mujhe roshni dikhayi. umeed dikhayi apne fake ansu dikha kar, or os ke hath se use hone ke baad meri life abhe os kabil bhe nahi rahi jese 2015 se pehle thi..