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Only 2 more parts! 😔 glad swarna just gave an insight into akshara and didn't tell her story..

Awesome

Originally posted by: mudz

Only 2 more parts! 😔 glad swarna just gave an insight into akshara and didn't tell her story..

Awesome

I want Abhi to hear what’s in Akshu’s heart from her only
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Love love love the story...! Awaiting AbhiRa scenes

Loved it 😍pls update the next chapter soon 💖💖

Chapter 18

Abhimanyu rushed quickly to the spot Akshu had sent him on his phone. He found her sitting in a secluded spot facing the lake. It was a beautiful peaceful place . From where they were, they had a great view of everything across the lake but they were hidden to people on the other side by the trees. Abhimanyu went and sat next to Akshu and looked at her.

“Hi Abhi.” Akshu said without turning around. Abhi was seeing her after two weeks and realized she looked paler than before.

“Hiiiii. Akshu, how are you?” He wanted to take her in his arms and never let go but once again, controlled himself.

She finally looked at him and smiled. “I am okay. Better. I know you have to go back to work so I won’t take much of your time.”

“Aksh….”

“Abhi, please let me talk. This is really hard for me to do and I been preparing for this for days so before I lose my courage, let me please just say what I have to say and than I promise I’ll listen to whatever you want to say.” Akshu turned to look at the lake again. She was slightly shivering and Abhi wanted to offer her his jacket but he was scared to do anything that might upset her. He was scared of what she might say. He was scared of his heart breaking.

“Okay. Please tell me.”

“Badi Mumma, Kairav Bhaiya and Bade Papa….all of them have convinced me to start therapy. They think it might help me….I had my third appointment before I came here today. Is it helping? I don’t know. Maybe it’s too soon to know that. I still can’t open up to my therapist yet. She says it’s a slow process, you know?”

Abhi nodded. He was happy Akshu was going to therapy now.


“She asks me a lot of questions but I….I can’t give her the answers. I know the answers but I can’t give them to her. She told me to start a journal and write down my thoughts, she said it might help me understand myself better. Writing down what’s in my mind and my heart might make it easier for me to handle everything better. But Abhi, the most peculiar thing happens when I pick up the pen to write.” She turned and looked at him. She stared at him for a few seconds. Abhi once again noticed how big and beautiful her eyes were and how sad they were. And they were staring at him so intensely as if they were trying to look into his soul.

“What happens, Akshu?” he asked her softly.

Akshu turned to look at the lake again. “You know Abhi, in my life, you are my first and truest friend. The only friend I ever had that I feel safe around, that I feel comfortable around. You have always been there for me without any questions, without asking for anything in return. But I always pushed you away.” She took a deep breath. “You once said to me that whenever I want to share anything with you, you will listen. I rather talk to you then some therapist who is a stranger. Will you still listen after how I been treating you?”

“Always.”

“It’s a lot. You might be late for work.” Akshu laughed.

“I don’t care. I can be here for as long as you need me to be.”

“Okay.” And so for the first time in her life, Akshara Goenka shared everything. About her childhood. About her birth mother she didn’t get a chance to know. About her Papa who loved her the most. About her Sirat Maa and the accident. About Aarohi’s hatred. About how because of Aarohi, she was sent away and forgotten. How she grew up thinking she was all alone and that nobody wanted her. How nobody loved her so to protect herself, she closed herself off. “But then you came to my life and changed everything.”

She took another deep breath. “Whenever I try to write about what’s in my heart, I only write about you. When I try to see what’s on my mind, I can only think of you. I can only remember the moments I had spent with you. I can only remember how I feel when I’m around you. How light I feel, how happy I feel. How I feel like when I’m with you, nothing bad can touch me. No pain can come near me. In the last two weeks, when I didn’t see you? I thought a big part of me was lost.” She turned to look at him again.

He tried to process what she was saying. She was describing exactly how he felt about her. “Akshu? Why didn’t you call me earlier?”

Akshu continued talking as she didn’t hear him. “Badi Mumma says this is what it’s like when you love someone. Do I love you, Abhi? I don’t know how that can be possible. I am not capable of loving anyone. Whoever loved me, left. So I closed my heart off. Now I don’t know how to let anyone in again. But you? It’s like you forced yourself in and now won’t leave. It seems like I can’t be away from you either. I can’t sleep, I can’t eat. I can’t do anything because you are not with me.”

Abhi took her hand and held it. It was ice cold. “Akshu, listen to me. I know it’s hard for you to believe it but I’m not going to leave you. No matter what.”

She turned to look at him. He saw the tears in her eyes. “But Abhi, I can’t give you the love you deserve.”

“I don’t care. My love for you is enough for both of us.”

“I don’t deserve that, Abhi. I don’t deserve you. And you…you deserve someone better who can make you happy.”

“Nobody can make me happier more than you. And let me decide for myself who deserves my love or not. I only love you, Akshu. And I always will. No matter what.”

“And you will never leave?”

“Never.”

“Promise?”

“I promise.”

Akshara stared at Abhimanyu with a blank look. Abhi tried to guess what was going on in her head and before he could guess, Akshara leaned over and placed a kiss on Abhimanyu’s lips.

OMB!

how cute, intense, sad, emotional, meaningful and open this chapter is.

She does not need a therapist. she needs only Abhimanyu.

Where is the hug hug. The signature. AbhiRa huggsss.

EVERYONE TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK

THIS WAS THE HARDEST ONE TO WRITE

Lovely part.... every emotion u described so welll.......❤️❤️❤️

Thanks for the tag! The end is near is making me sad. The Abhira or so to speak Akshus confession was perfect. The kiss sealed their love forever! Beautiful