Arylie Fanfic (2)-For the love of you - Chap 34 upt pg 26 - Page 15

What’s with gul khan the whole show is about mailing and her mom winning ..evil and more evil

Chap 28-LOVE

He went straight to that orphanage when he landed in Mussourie. He met a lady same age as Imlie, her name was Rati.

"Where is Imlie? Please tell me even if she told you to not disclose . Please.." he pleaded.

"I really don't know Aryan ji. I wish she had told me the kids here are missing her terribly. She has been gone past one week without a word.

Not even sure if she will come back here or not" she said sadly.

Aryan felt frustrated then why she sending letters if she don't have intention to even meet him, she knew that he will come for her.

"Do me favor if she comes back without telling her please call me. Here is number" he gave her a card with his contact info.

"Please Please call me if you find anything about her." He left for Mumbai same day. He didn't know how to contact her anymore.

The number she used to have is going to voicemail directly. He was lost.

Next morning, he left for his work. During afternoon, he saw Imlie crossing the road near the shopping markets.

He ran after her but he lost her in crowd. After that he looked around the market for an hour when she felt tap on his shoulder.

It was her when he turned around. He grabbed her hand and took her away from crowd to nearby sidewalk where he can talk.

There wasn't much people there anyways

"Kya hogaya tumhe, tumhare letters kya kehna chahti ho tum" he asked her cupping her cheeks. He wanted answers.

"Aru..sorry Aryan bus likh lia jo mujhe kehna tha..but sachai to wahi hai humare bich-we love each other but cant stay together" when she said that

he left her cheeks as if it hurts to touch her now.

"Then stop sending me letters. Don't torture me mentally like this. You have moved on for sure. I saw you in the market with someone" he said indirectly

"Kyu someone Aryan bolo no aadmi ke saath dekha" she said straight looking into eyes

"Whatever, point is you are doing this just to get reaction out of me? torture me mentally? why?"

"Are you jealous Aryan?" she asked ignore his above ask.

"No why would I be?" he scoffed.

"Hmm. Anyways its none of your business. And about letters, those are my deepest thoughts about you. I have to share it.

I cant keep it with me. Since its about you , its your right to know. I have no right to keep it with me so i am sharing.

I have to go now Aryan. " She was turning to leave when she turned and smiled "I didn't smell smoke on you today, thank you." her eyes glistened but she left before it falls in front of him.

He didn't stop her. It was getting complex, her behavior. He does not want to stay in Mumbai anymore.

Too many memories when he goes back home in their room. Even if he sleep in guest room he feels her around everywhere.

The bitterness and resentment was starting to come back. He went to his dad when he couldn't think straight.

He told him everything. "Beta, what should i say other than that its time to move on" he looked disappointment and there was sense of melancholy in his voice.

"how should i move on dad, i love her too much. I cannot forget her she has left mark on me. How? I want to hurt her dad? Isn't that dreadful for me think like that?"

"Beta tumhare usemein farak kya rehjayega bolo"

"I don't care Dad but i want to hurt her. She is torturing me by sending letters i thought the love she has for me we will be able to talk it out but today the way she talked to me it wasn't my Imlie.

She is just writing to me so she can get it out all the feelings she has for me. I don't know anymore" he kept his head on his dad lapped and cried.

Dad just caressed his broken son silently.

That night Aryan decided, he will start dating again. If she is keeping track on him its definitely going to hurt her.

He downloaded dating app , created profile and started randomly sending requests to random women.

It was all his anger, bitterness and resentment that was making him do this. There was knock at the door, the house help handed a letter to him.

Aryan wanted to tear it but his heart was against it. So late night ? A letter again? that means she still in Mumbai.

I am sure she didn't come here herself she must have send it with someone. Finally his heart won against the mind, he opened the letter to read it contents.

My dearest husband-my hero:

Happy anniversary!! I am sure you forgot and am glad you did because like I said today we cannot be together.

I love you and always will. Let me tell you when i really fell in love with you. Yes i liked you but love its really heavy.

It was when you hugged me from back after the trip and you were trying to pacify me. Knowing you , you were never comfortable with women around.

That's why your relationship with Anya didn't last long in college. But that gesture , it made my heart full yes i was mad but i fell in love with you then.

I fell in love with you when you sleep and you softly snore of tiredness. I fell in love with you when i see that intensity in your eyes when you talk to me as if there is nobody in the world but me.

I fell in love with you when we made love. I fell in love with you when you stood like a rock for me after the acid attack. I fell in love with you when you kissed my scars.

I fell in love with you even when you were away from work. I fell in love Aru. I wish only happiness for you . I know you will be angry might even want to tear this letter please don't.

These are my deepest thoughts. I fell in love with you for being you. I love you for everything you have done for me and still do today when we met i saw the hope in your eyes.

That hope in your eyes confirmed that you still loved me but Aru there are times when two people who loves the most cannot stay together under one roof we are those two people.

However much we love each other, sometimes keeping a distance is a must. Its an overwhelming feeling so i am poured it here.

There is no point of expectation.

--Wifey Imlie

P.S. Thank you for quitting smoking again. I was the most content person today.

Aryan was shaking he had mixed emotions he almost crumbled the letter and was about to throw in trash but yet again his heart won.

He put that letter with other letters. She wants not to expect she will get that, thought Aryan. "I don't know why is she playing like this with me. I am not able to understand anything "

he muttered to himself. He will without coming in front of her will try to track her first if she still in Mumbai if not she will go back to Mussourie.

He poured himself a drink and cheered himself for marrying and ruining his own life .

Why she is doing so.. Letter why

Last line just make me laugh... Cheers for marrying n ruining his own life🤭🤭😂😂

You will find out after few more chapters :p😳

Very excited for further chapters

Chap 29- trust and ibadat

While he tried to track Imlie down somehow , next one week was uneventful, no letters come through.

On Monday morning, he received two more letters but this time she has put in few lines.

Letter 1 read:

My Akadbagga,

Trust is very important in any relation, i know that you have no trust left in me i have destroyed that hope in you.

I trust you .My trust comes with fear hence sometimes you hid things. There is quote by unknown person and i will end the letter with that.

I am tired Aru, i want to lay my head on your lap .

"Trust each other again and again. When the trust level gets high enough, people transcend apparent limits, discovering new and awesome abilites of which they were previously unaware of."

-Imlie.

Letter 2 was much shorter than last,

My everything , My Aru-

Humein Unki Ibadat se Fursat nahi milti,

log na jane kisko khuda kahte hai,

Dil mein rakha hai unko fir bhi

Jaane kyon log humen juda kahte hai

-Im...

The second letter ended abruptly with her name. Aryan realises all of sudden, how can he be so stupid. He had let the anger got the best of him.

Those bitter emotions blinded him from seeing anything. She is in pain, something is wrong. Is somebody bothering her?

Is she any danger? His sane side was back. He wanted his Imlie back , he will not listen this time , i will kidnap her if i have to.

But first let me see if his team found any info on her. The khabri updated him saying that there was Imlie Rathore that had left to Mussourie.

This was enough for Aryan to pack and leave. He promised he will not come back without her.

He will find out what is bothering her or who is bothering her . He feels stupid . He was an ace officer how come he never thought of it as an officer , he would have sense danger ahead of time.

But no he thought as a husband emotionally unpractically. He wish he could beat himself up but that for later first to get Imlie.

He made sure dad doesn't get worried so he told him everything before he left. He carried all the letters he received so far, he read it again and again and kissed them. How couldn't i understand ? You are in pain but what causing it ? Tears spilled but he quickly brushed it away.

Omg i was knew that she must be in some pain... May be some health issues or aftee that acid attack don't know but loved it... Imlie calling aryan aru is so sweet... Loving it😍😍

Wow what a shayari black faree 🤓🌹 yes imu is in pain for sure.. waiting on Aru’s reaction on it 😵

chap 30- Betrayal

He arrived at the orphanage next morning. Rati met him again but this time she broke down as soon as she saw Aryan.

"She knew you will come, she told me to give you this last two letters. I cannot tell you anything more than that" while sobbing she handed the letters and ran inside.

Aryan wanted to read them in private setting, so he hurried and booked a hotel room nearby. He had gut wrenching feeling since he saw Rati.

He opened the letters and read it contents. After reading, he sat there frozen. Biggest betrayal. How can she? Without thinking he broke everything in the room and fell on his knees

he hids his face in the hands and cried out. "Why Imlie, you betrayed me you are a liar you never loved me" he was grinding his teeth in anger.

He left the letters in room and left . One of the letters read:

My mad Aru,

This is the second last letter and they will be my most hardest letters. I promise after these there will be no more.

Did you realize what my each letter represented? It represented 7 stages of love from my view. Yes Aru, it was so apt for the life i am having.

I wanted to leave you with my thoughts not just pictures to remember me by. The last two stages are madness and death.

Madness i have for you its untreatable. I laugh when i write this because its so unseemingly of me. I am mad for you.

You know when i realized my madness for you? The Party i brought Ved with me, he had been giving me creepy feeling for beginning i took a chance that night and bought him with me to the party..

you know why? So you can get jealous as jealous as i was when i saw you with Anya. Isn't that madness?

Nobody knows this and i reveal to you today, i did stalk you little bit whenever you were in Mumbai just to see your face. Nothing creepy sort.

My madness for you is so much that day i broke up with you. It started as joke remember i texted you i will divorce you i was just messing with you even though i was really mad but i could never leave you in my imagination.

But they say na never say never? I know you would come to pacify me and i would be easily give in and we would have gone our way.

I have been having pain in stomach, i hid it from you yes madness again my assumption not to bother you because i thought it was minor

I got another pang of pain when i saw babusaheb yes i met him and told him i never want to see him and that i love only you Aru. See madness again.

My last madness was when you came to beach and i had decided to separate because i got a call about my reports. I have uterine cancer, but it was very well advanced.

They wanted me to start therapy. At first i thought i will do it while you were away in UAE but i know eventually i will have to face you and i could not tell you because i know your reaction.

Madness again. I cannot see you devastated, i thought while i stay separated from you i will do therapy and if it works out i will come back in your life and somehow we would be back.

Even though it would take me 100 years i would have pacified you somehow but it didn't go as planned.

You saw me in Mussourie first time after we parted I been there for my therapy they have one of the best hospitals.

You saw me changed? my hair,my clothes yes it wasnt your Imlie. I don't have any hair Aru. It was a wig, clothes because it was easier for me to wear those - i had became too weak.

Long sleeves hiding the IV Scars and Injections Scars plus i already had acid scars. But it was still me.

I wanted to run wrap my legs around your waist and hug you but i couldn't . I kept patience maybe soon i will see you but this time forever.

My therapy has relapsed. Cancer has metasized,i cannot take this pain anymore i do have much time left anyways.

I thought i will quietly leave and maybe by the times you got these letters i might not be here anymore.

Hence i wrote these letters to pour my heart out. Madness, Madness and only Imlie can do this Madness. Please handle yourself , am a coward not able to tell you and just leave.

Please take care of yourself Aru and promise me you will move on.. I am tired i will continue you in the last letter.

I love you and always will"

The last letter: Death

My Akdu,

I love you I love you I love you and its not enough how much i say it. I want to see you before i go.

I don't know if i have strength left anymore to bear this alone. I feel selfish now that i revealed to you towards the end.

I might be gone by the time you get these letters. I don't want to die alone Aru am scared. I cry everyday to thinking about you which makes the it works for my therapy .

But i don't care anymore , I saw you other day you looked so good Aru and i was happiest when you didn't smoke.

I cannot thank you enough. I have hurt dad in this process I am really sorry my sorry isn't enough for what i have done.

But it was necessary I didn't want dad to be hurting his weak heart would not have able to take it. To see his daughter in this state it would have broken him Aru.

I hope you understand . Please understand I didn't want to hurt Dad. I am sure you must have been most hurt because i hurt dad and it must have even dislike me.

Please don't hate me anymore, at least you cannot be with me but give me satisfaction that you still love me I can die more peacefully.

Rati knows where I am, if you still love me I want to see you given am still alive. And if you do come please don't mind my appearance. Am not same anymore physically.

But am same Imlie it was façade last year. You see death can scare the most bravest person i thought i was brave i thought would never tell you and just disappear eventually from your life as you move on .

I Love you and always will, i will always be there for you when you feel the breeze kissing your cheeks, be assured its me kissing you.

When you feel the hair on your neck stand, don't worry it wasn't a unfamiliar ghost. It will be me hugging you from behind.

Death is the last stage for everything and my end is here. I hope i can see you, i don't want to die alone. One kiss , one hug that is all i need.

I love you and always will. I know i have lost right but today i will say it punish me if you must but bolne do aaj-

Yours and only Yours forever Imlie.

There was lipsticked lip on the letter as token for Aryan to remember her by.

The papers were on the floor still hour later Aryan came back and kissed it. He went out to get a breather.

He was feeling suffocating before he goes see her he wanted this letter. He kissed the lips on the letter and neatly tucked in his pocket.

He will not let her go that's it. He will not-Imlie has to pay for this for that she has to be here with him.

He had brought her favorite shirt luckily. He put on white shirt for her, he button his shirts while tears dropped.

His white shirt was visibly wet here and there because of tears.

He cannot imagine his life without her or nor he wants to am sure there must be something. She cannot give up like this, he thought.

This is the hardest thing he has ever done in life. He then went to Rati to get the address.

"I won't let you betray me Imlie . You cannot betray me and leave. I won't let you" talking to himself .

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Note: Please don't❤️ beat me up for this guys . Next chapter is the last chapter