Kis Morh Te
With one last dance to Buddhu Sa Mann, Birla's annual children's Christmas party concluded. Everyone was brought onto the dance floor, including a reluctant Harshvardan and a buoyant Manish. Manish circled Harsh like a shark before taking his hand in a rather intimate slow dance. For Aarohi's sake, he couldn't quarrel with Harsh, but that didn't mean Manish couldn't embarrass and mortify Harsh in other ways.
"Thank you," the kids gushed as they enveloped Vansh' Santa,' Akshara, and Abhimanyu in a bear group hug. The impact of the hug propelled Akshara into Abhimanyu's arms. It was moments like these where time fell still, and she gazed into his eyes as if they were the best present she could ever get. Haider called it her Harlequin Romance face. Akshara thought he was teasing her until he explained that it was the best she could ever look. You look like a woman in love, and there is nothing more precious than that, Akshu. Don't let it go.
She could have admired him forever if she hadn't seen Kairav's face twitch in concern.
"Sorry," she murmured, her voice barely visible over the cheers of the kids and the music in the background.
Abhimanyu coughed as he straightened himself out. "Okay, kids. It's way past your bedtime so let's go back." The kids put up a fight to stay back, grumbling and stomping their feet cutely, before a yawn escaped them. Vansh offered to escort the children back to their hospital beds with the orderlies, but Aarohi insisted he stay around for her announcement.
Aarohi didn't know where to begin. Well, she did, but standing in front of both families and knowing what she was about to admit to was nerve-wracking. Everyone's attention was on her. The Goenka's had questions in their eyes. Harsh and Mahima's eyes and tapping feet indicated impatience with her conduct. Abhimanyu's attention wasn't on her, as always. And Akshara. What was in Akshara's eyes? Was it fear, concern, heartache, or something else entirely? Something Akshara never shared?
"Aarohi, is everything alright?" Akhilesh asked.
Oh, AG, she thought, always the first to come to my aid. To defend me and support me. Will you love me the same, or will my choices disgust you?
"Dr. Aarohi, get on with it," Mahima chastised.
"Main ye shaadi nahi kar sakti (I can't marry him)," she blurted out. Her voice bounced off the walls. The joyous ambiance from the party was long gone. In its dust were the Goenka's and Birla's gaping faces.
Thud! A mop hit the ground. The custodians looked like deers caught in headlights.
Harsh's brain went wild with questions. When did they arrive? How much did they hear? Would they tell the press what they heard? These custodians were a PR nightmare for Harsh.
"I'm so sorry, Sir," a custodian apologized profusely.
"Can you guys come back in a few minutes?" Aarohi requested the cleaning staff, "we're having a personal discussion."
"Kya kaha tumne?" Manish questioned when the door shut.
"Main ye shaadi nahi kar sakti," she repeated, much slower this time, enunciating each word.
"Sach?" Kairav, Neil, and Haider's faces gleamed with delight when Aarohi nodded. If pissed-off elders didn't surround them, the trio, along with Maya, would've started dancing like bharati.
Aarohi braced herself for their disdain.
"Is this some kind of joke?" Harsh demanded.
"Shaadi koi gudda gudiyon ka khel nahi hai Aarohi, ek pal haan keh diya aur dusre pal inkaar! (Marriage isn't a game Aarohi)," Manish shouted.
"Do you know how serious this is?" Akhilesh exclaimed. His shrill voice stung Aarohi's heart. She wasn't used to being reprimanded by AG.
"And you called us crazy? Said our son flip-flops! Look at your granddaughter, calling off the wedding so late!" Harsh and Manish went back-to-back. Swarna and Manjari tried to intervene and calm them but to no avail.
Thwack! The noisy sound of Kairav's gift striking the floor got Manish and Harsh's attention. "Pehle Aarohi se uski wajah to jaan lo. Phir ek dusre se jee bhar ke lar le na (First let Aarohi explain herself. Then, you can fight to your heart's content)." He went up to his sister and asked her softly. "Bolo, Aaru. Main hoon na tumhare saath."
"He doesn't love me, Bhaiya. How can I marry him if he doesn't love me." In a much smaller voice, she said, "I can't do that to Akshu." Kairav was taken aback. Her vacant black eyes looked so sincere, so rueful. When Aarohi's walls were down, he'd see anger or anxiety in her movements - a twitch, restless leg, or breaking something in a tantrum. But her eyes were never this vulnerable.
"You knew that before. What changed?" Harsh clenched his fists.
"What changed is I can't reject an internship at AAIMs on the gamble that one day, he'll warm up to me."
"Tum Abhimanyu ko ek job ke liya chor rahi ho? (You're abandoning him for a job?) This is ridiculous," a wry smile slid on Mahima's face.
Manjari paced around the room while Parth tried to still her. "I don't believe this. Jo ladki itna pyaar karti hai ki woh mere Abhi ke liya aag mein khud jaaye woh usse ek job ke liya kaise chor sakti hai? (How can the girl who jumped into a fire to save Abhi leave him for a job)."
Anand, Swarna, and Suhasini begged the same question while Akshara's eyes forewarned Aarohi to stay quiet. Yeh sahi jagah nahi hai iss baat ke liya (this isn't the right place to have that conversation).
"Main woh ladki ho hi nahi (I'm not that girl). Woh din, apni jaan pe khel kar Abhimanyu ko Akshara ne bachaya tha, maine nahi." Manjari gasped.
Aarohi turned toward Abhimanyu before continuing, "aur uss din Manjari Aunty ki liya pooja bhi Akshu ne ki thi. Maine bas ase hi credit le liya."
Abhimanyu couldn't believe what he was hearing. "Kya?"
"Haan Abhimanyu. You wanted to know what she said to convince me to bring her to the Ruby hearing? It was, "agar woh mere liya pyaar mein barbaad hone ke liya tayaar hai toh main bhi uski mohabbat mein badnaam hone ke liya raazi ho," Kairav chimed in.
"Tumne mujhe jhoot bola (you lied to me)."
"Abhimanyu woh-"
Before Aarohi could plead her case and beg for his forgiveness, Abhimanyu clutched Akshara's shoulders with a pained expression. "Tumne mujhse jhoot bola woh bhi baar baar (you lied to me repeatedly)," he roared.
"Abhi-" Akshara beseeched, wilting in his grip.
"Abhi kehne ka haq un logo ka hai jo mujhse pyaar karte hai (only the people who love me can call me Abhi)," Akshara stumbled back when Abhimanyu released her. "Aur jo dard tumne mujhe diya hai, woh toh koi dushman bhi na de (my worst enemy wouldn't cause me as much pain as you did)."
"Abhi," Akshara wailed, "I'm sorry."
"Don't," he walked backwards without breaking eye contact. His eyes spoke more than words ever could. Stained red and brimming with tears, it was a miracle that he could still walk after having the ground beneath his feet shake. He stormed out of the hospital with Neil and Parth trailing after him, fearing kahin ye kuch kar na de (fearing that he'll do something to hurt himself).
Akshara fell to the floor. Her cries were unstoppable as the two families clashed over who was to blame for this tamasha.
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It was an unprecedented morning at the Goenka Villa. Not only was Aarohi being condemned for her vices, but Akshara wasn't coming to her defence. Her elder sister shut herself in her room, unconsolable since Abhimanyu left. Of course, Maya and Haider waited outside Akshara's room to ensure she was okay while the entire family dealt with Aarohi.
"Just shut up, Aarohi!" Akhilesh screamed. Amongst all the Goenka's, Akhilesh was the most hurt by Aarohi's betrayal. He went out on a limb and defied his brother for her, and this is how she returned the favour. "Tumhe eshaas bhi hai tumne kya kiya hai (Do you realize what've you've done)?"
"Akhilesh shaant ho jao," Suhasini urged.
"Nahi Maa. Aaj nahi. After all she put us through, put Akshara through, she expects us to support her internship in Delhi? Impossible. She's running away from the consequences."
"Let her go, Akhilesh. Let her experience life without a doting family and a devoted sister, where she'll have to clean up her own messes. Maybe then she'll learn to value what she has." Manish looked ashamed. "Waise bhi, itne saalon se Akshara ko apne se door rakha jab uski koi galti nahi thi (we separated Akshara from ourselves for years when she was innocent)."
"Bade Papa-"
"Nahi Aarohi. I don't want to hear anything." Like his granddaughter, Manish spent the morning in solitude. Agar ho sake toh hume maaf kardo Naira. Tumhari beti ko hum kabhi samaj na paye. Waqt se pehle hi usse bada kar diya. Kaha ki ab Sirat na sahi, toh tum hi Aarohi ki maa ban ke qurbaani de do. (If possible, forgive us, Naira. We never understood your daughter. When Sirat died, we told Akshara to take on the responsibilities of Aarohi's mother when we shouldn't have. She was just a kid.) We're just as much to blame as Aarohi. I'm sorry.
"Akshu, can I come inside?" Everyone tried and pleaded for Akshara to open the door. Many came up and apologized, but Akshara didn't budge until she heard Aarohi's faint knock and repentant appeal.
Aarohi's breath hitched when she saw Akshara's state - pale, cheeks swollen, and nose stuffed, as she'd just been crying.
"Aaru," Akshara leaped into her sister's arms. "Ye tune kya kiya Aaru? Aur kyun kiya? (What did you do? And why?)" She questioned amidst sobs.
"I did what I should've done in the beginning. I'm sorry Akshu. I'm sorry for everything."
"He hates me, Aaru. He hates me." Aarohi tightly clutched her sister as they both wept together - one cried for breaking an innocent heart while the other cried for her sins.
I was hard-pressed for which song I wanted to use as inspo or background music for this chapter. I narrowed it down to Qismat and Kis Mor Pe. Tell me in the comments if you think I did right by these characters.
Personally, I wonder if I should've been harder on Aarohi because I remember reading and agreeing with tweets where everyone was like "Abhi is going to kill Aarohi for her lies". But then, I thought back to the Tilak where he let her slide cause Aarohi didn't matter to him. Its what Akshara thought that mattered and it was Akshara's betrayal that pinched him the most.
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