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aj kuch bola nahi jayega mujh se. bye.

hello evryone, matlab stalkers,

happy new year sab ko :) from KSA❤️

i hope ye wala saal acha ho, or 2020 and 2021 jesa manhoos na ho, becoz jo covid ne kiya duniya ke sath last 2 years me os ko dekh kar meri sab keyliye dua hai ke ye virus jaldi se 100% bhaag jaye, or sab ki life wapis track pe a jae :) i know ache se ke is virus ne duniya ko kese hila kar rakh diya..

sab khush raho,

meri dua wese puri hoti nahi, meri to GOD jee bhe nahi sunte lol. lekin phir bhe dua dene se kisi ka kuch nahi jata to de di :)

GOD jee bhe kehte honge jis uselesstoy ka sath ek Bhootni nahi de saki os ki baat main kiyon suno? lol GOD jee bhe samjh gaye honge ke ye looser kisi kaam ka nahi,

mera new year se koi taluq nahi hai, mera last wala new year 2015 ke start me he hova tha. os ke baad nahi.

wo kya hai ke is din ko le kar mere dil me bohot umeed thi.. ik chahat thi.

dec 2015 ke start me he mera dil karta tha ke main on ko sab bata doon ke main a raha hoon. or main bohot saare mesgs type kar ke remove karta rehta tha. or wait kar raha tha ke kisi tarhan se ye 2015 jaye or main new year start hote he 1st jan 2016 ko. apni Jaan ko good news sunaon ga, or kahon ga ke dekho.. bus ab thora sa wait hai kar lo, baki hamara milna confrim hai.! bus thora sa wait..💔

main ne on se share karna tha sab ke jo bhe main chahta tha, jo bhe mera plan tha wo sab ho geya.

or os din ko le kar main pagal ho geya tha.. eyse he sone se pehle sochta tha ke jab wo ye good news sune gi to kitni khush hongi wo :P. main eyse he apni ankhon ko band kar ke dil he dil me smile karta rehta tha. kiyon ke sab mushkil asaan ho gayi thi..

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lekin mere ye sapne, meri ye umeed new year ke 16 din pehle he khatam / toot gayi...

wo bhaag gayi apne ashiq ke sath.. or main on ko rokta raha. samjhata tha ke eysa na karo please.. beg karne laga on ke samne. ro ro kar bura haal kar liya lekin on ka heart melt nahi hova.. thora sa bhe nahi hova.

or wohi new year jis pe meri ankhon me khushi se ansu atey, theek osi din main dard se ro raha tha.. ansu to they lekin khushi wale nahi they.

wo din khushi ka hota agar onhon ne wo sab na kiya hota to.. lekin main hospital me apni zindagi or mout ke beech tha. or wo apne ashiq ke sath happy rehne lagin..

ye sab hone ke baad mujhe nahi lagta ke new year mere liye special ho sakta hai.. ye din bhe mere liye ek dard wala din hai.

i think kafi hai. meri halat already nazuk hai or ye type kar ke abhe phir se ansu a gaye.. os pal ki yadain ankhon ke samne a gayin.. jese wo sab aj ke he din hova ho.

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wese 2022 start hote he. bohot years ke baad meri ek chotti si wish puri bhe ho gayi.❤️❤️❤️

wo kya hai ke uselesstoy ki agar is level ki wish bhe puri ho jaye to mere liye to bohot bhari baat hogi na,

main chahta tha ke 2021 ka end ho on ko dekhte hove. real me nahi. wo possible kahan hai ab, online dekhte hove, or eysa nahi hova,

or main chahta tha ke 2022 start ho on ko dekhte hove, or ye wish puri ho gayi meri,❤️

acha hova ye saal os ko dekh kar he start hova jis ko dekh kar meri zindagi ki ye halat hai, matlab 2022 bohot bura jane wala hai, mazakh hai, lool

acha jaye is ki mujhe umeed dreams me bhe nahi ho sakti, lekin bus acha lag raha hai ke ye 2022 os ko dekh kar start hova jo meri zindagi me sab se top pe hai,

jis se mujhe khud se bhe zeyada pyaar hai, or osi se he mujhe sab se zeyada nafrat bhe,!

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or ye shayed on ko maloom he na ho ke main on ka he wait kar raha tha koi 10 PM se, main ne socha tab tak old wali yadain dekhta hoon, ke hamare ek sath hote hove jo new years aye they wo sab ki yadain dekh raha tha,

main aj kal wifi on nahi rakhta, i dont know but mujhe dar lagta hai ab online dekh kar bhe.. oct me sad rehne ki waja se pata nahi kya ho geya mujhe, but abhe dhere dhere theek ho raha hoon, phir online online khela karain ge,lol

main to new year pe on ka wait kar raha tha ke bus dikh jaye.., or wesa hova. kisi or ki wish mujhe mile os se pehle wo dikh gayin, matlab kisi se bhe baat nahi hoi thi 2022 start hote he, sab se pehle wohi dikh gayin, meri to eid ho gayi❤️

but wo ye nahi janti hongi ke on ka ye uselesstoy on ko online dekh raha hai,

kiyon ke wo busy hongi apne ashiq ko wish karne me or baki ke jo log on keyliye special hain wo on ko wish karne me or baat karne me busy hongi on ko kya maloom tha ke main on ko dekh raha hoon..

abhe i have to jana parega, pehle he ek post ne rula diya mujhe ... abhe or nahi. aj ka din to start he hova hai baki ke ansu nikaalne keliye 19 hours hain.

kabhe kabhe akela pan bohot pareshan karta hai or mujhe kisi apne ki zarorat hoti hai. or is time Dad ke ilawa koi bhe nahi hai jo mere dil ki sun sake. samjh sake,

Dad honge apni jaga, abhe to wo mere dost hain pehle, lol

main on se pehle baat karna chahta tha lekin 2 hour ki nend a gayi pata nahi kese. shayed naagin ko online dekh kar he itna sakoon mila. lool

mobile ko seene se laga kar pata he nahi laga kab nend ayi, or hosh atey he check bhe kiya ke mobile ki screen on thi kahin khud se he koi button press na ho geya ho. ya kuch bhe send na ho geya ho, warna os ki saza milti mujhe.

ok abhe last bye main jaldi se smoking kar ke Dad ko video call karon,

wo kya hai ke meri wish to puri ho gayi new year start hote he apni zindagi ko sab se pehle dekh kar ye year start karne ki,❤️

lekin mere Dad ki ki zindagi me hoon to wo meri call ka wait kar rahe honge, wo ye soch rahe honge ke on ka beta so raha hoga, but onko ye nahi maloom ke on ka beta to last 6 years se nahi so saka raat ko sakoon se.

BRB,

kisi ko batane se mere ansu ruk nahi payein ge,

mit jayegi zindagi magar gham dhul nahi payein ge,

dec jab bhe ata hai main tab bus dec 2015 ki he batain dekhta hoon.

or every year yehi dekh kar heraan hota hoon ke WAH Naagin ka ye roop bhe kam nahi tha, or sab se alag tha jo pehle kabhe dekha nahi tha,!

or dukh hota hai ke kash os ka ye roop me ne pehle dekha hota ya kam se kam thora sa to samjha hota,

main dec 2016 se ab tak ek baar bhe 20 dec se agey read nahi kar paya.. meri halat buri ho jati hai. wo sab batain jo os Naaign ne ki thin os me insaniyat hai he nahi to main wo agar read karne geya to mera bura haal hoga itna jo main soch nahi sakta,

main dekhna chahta hoon ke os me kesi kesi batain thin, yaad to hain mujhe lekin feel karna chahta hoon read kar ke, but meri koshish beekar jati hai.. main nahi kar paya aj tak,

or jo main read kar leta hoon wo 14 ki night se 20 tak hain,

or main ne is baar wo sab batain jo hain onko bohot he dheyan se samjha, or main ne likha kya hai is se zeyada ye samjhne ki koshish ki ke ye kis tarhan se baat kar rahi hai or kya bol rahi hai,

to main ne ye note kiya os ko ye 1% bhe fikar nahi thi ke wo kya kar rahi hai or kis ke sath kar rahi hai, or os ki waja se kisi ki life ke sath kya hoga,

pura month main ne baar baar read kiya wo sab, bus yehi dekhne keyliye ke os ko kitni fikar thi ye sab kar ke, or rezult hai 0%, :P

or dosri cheez main ne note ki jo bohot khas hai ke main os ko apni halat batane ki koshish me tha ke samjhe wo kya kar rahi hai.

lekin wo baat ko badal kar apne ashiq pe le jati thi, like main os ko keh raha tha mere heart me pain ho raha hai or os ne kaha haan ( os ka dil bohot acha hai dil karta hai os ke dil me chali jaon,) abhe is baat ka taluq mere mesg se tha he nahi lekin wo bus apne ashiq ke sath rehna chahti thi, os ki tareef, ke wo eysa hai wo wessa hai, os ka dil acha hai, wo bohot pyaar karta hai, main os ke bina reh nahi sakti,

ye sab batain :P