I somehow felt his anguish when he talked about why he is taking transfer and leaving. His 'bardasht' nahin ho raha hain and talking about suicide did show his pain. He doesnt know sai is hurt in accident yet. So his tears are only related to the pain of not being able to make it work with Sai.
Yesterday, mujhe kya mila hain and today's bardasht nahi hota hain look poles apart. This pain looked more deeper today, when Samrat probed further.
Just my opinion. I dont doubt his love for Sai, but what he does to get her is wrong.
If at all there is anything I could not forgive him for, it is the way he still conceals Pakhi with 'dost' word. Just doesnt make sense to me. I dont call it having soft feelings for her, but I dont understand what he wants to show. A big mistery for me. Sometimes I feel that his going for 'dosti' word is the only way they could show the conflict point for the viewers?!....I DONT GET IT. It is getting intolerable for me.