*~H.G.O.R.C. #550~*- $~Invites Only~$ - Page 35

acha suno,

main ne jo bhe bola aj agar wo dekh kar laal ho gayi ho to, i mean agar kuch kuch hova to tell me,

or agar gusse se laal hoi to. phir SORRY main nahi bolon ga hoti raho gusse se laal mera kya jata hai, jo jana tha chala geya. ab khone ko hai kya mere paas..

lekin haan dosra wala laal ho jana, ye wala ye dekho niche

eyse sharm se hona hai to ho jao na,

Ap ko a rahi thi na sahrm,mujhe to nahi a rahi thinai matla dono he sharmayein ge to...acha choro main nahi bolta.ye sab next time sahi

chalo bye bye,

GN, RD, TC, ❤️

i love you so much, muaah

kheyal rakhna apna bhe or .. bus apna he, lol :P

abhe RD ka matlab nahi samjh aya na? i know nahi aya hoga,

is ka matlab hai RD = romantic dreams,

main kesi batain kar raha hoon aj, kahin sachi me mar na pare, lol

sar pe pathar laga hai i think mera dimag thora right left ho geya hai, loool

ok bye AKJ

ye AKJ Ap ka new name hai

matlab nahi maloom na? jao dekho likha hai main ne ache se pehle 3 pages me ja ke dekho kahin mil jayega

acha lage ga Ap ko,

BRB

mujhe eyse me rest karni chahiye or main laptop ke samne betha hoon, lol

kehte hain kabhe kabhe dil ki awaz me bohot dam hota hai...

mere sath kuch din pehle bhe eysa hova tha or aj bhe same...

aj to main ne time bhe note kiya.. 10:25 AM tha,

main mirror ke samne khara ho kar apne forehead pe jo zakhm hova hai os ko dekh raha tha ke kitne din lage ge is ko theek hone me.

to eyse he mere dil ne kaha ke ansar bohot din se on ko online nahi dekha to abhe dekho wo dikh jayein gi.. to main ne socha its ok thori deir baad karta hoon. but dil ne kaha nooo abhe dekho..

main jhoot nahi bolon ga, Bhootni jee ki kasam ❤️ mere WA ko open karte he next within 30 sec wo dikh gayin mujhe..

real me nahi online.. itni kismat kahan meri ke real me hota eysa... wo to na pura hone wala sapna he ban geya hai :P

meri ankhon ne khushi ke ansu a gaye.. OMG ke yaar abhe bhe mera dil os naagin ko le kar itna solid signal deta hai??? akhir kiyon???

ye iteefaaaq nahi hai. ya kya hai i dont know,!!

or eysa bohot baar hova hai.. main ne pehle bhe btaya hai na ke kuch batain main share nahi karta os naagin ke dar se,!!

hamara aj bhe iteefaaq ho jata hai, na baat hoti na phir bhe kese? wo main nahi btaon ga becoz wo ohot zalim hai or mujhe dar hai onhon ne phir wesa hone he nahi dena or main agar thore time acha feel karta hoon to wo bhe nahi hoga then...

but blv me hamara aj bhe iteefaaq hota hai, kese, kab ye main nahi btaon ga....

to ye jo dil ko signal milta hai ye kese yaar? ye bhe nahi keh sakte ke dono ke dil ka koi connection hai?

matlab wo hota hai na ke dil to dil wala connection.. wo nahi hai. wo ek side se nahi ho sakta... wo bhe os larki ke sath jis ne mujhe use kiya? meri feelings se khela or use kar ke phenk diya? or naye ashiq ke sath bhaag gayi phir mur ke dekha bhe nahi , to wahan ye dil se dil wala connection ho he nahi sakta..

ye jo bhe hai na ye one side se ho raha hai :P mera dil mujhe signal deta hai to koi baat hoti zaroor hai :P ye kamina weak hai lekin bohot loyal hai mere sath :P

eysa nahi hai ke mera dil signal de or on ko bhe de ke a jao online, lol eysa nahi hota hoga..

matlab yaar on ko to shayed maloom bhe na ho ke main online hoon or on ko he dekh raha hoon...

main ne kisi ko reply bhe karna ho na to os person ka mesg read kar ke phir bhootni jee ko dekhta hoon ke kahin online to nahi? phir again os person ko reply kar ke phir se dekhta hoon ke wo online to nahi hai? matlab yaar ke main jab WA pe hota hoon online to eysa nahi hova kabhe ke main 30 sec se zeyada time on ke ID se door rahon lol

but eysa main karta hoon. wo to nahi kartin, jesa ke kaha on ko shayed maloom he na ho ke main online hoon.

wo to apne ashiq ka reply karne ati hongi, osi ki care karain gi na wo.. sacha pyaar hai on ka wo :)

kuch log Ap ko future me nahi rakhna chahte... but main wo unlucky hoon insaan hoon jis ko wo naagin apne past me bhe nahi rakhna chahti...

mujhe nikal diya life se, future me nahi rakhna tha ye samjh ata hai. but wo mujhe past me bhe nahi rakhna chahti. to eysi larki se meri taraf se mere dil ka to connection ho sakta hai but on ki side se nahi hai to ye connection work nahi kar sakta..

to ye sab kya hai i have no idea.. meri soch is ko samjh nahi sakti.. main ya to na samjh hoon ya kuch or.. mujhe koi idea nahi ke mera dil itna strong signal kiyon deta hai mujhe...

mujhe siraf ye pata hai ke wo meri zindagi me is tarhan se hain jese main sans leta hoon. lol.. jis ko kabhe main 10 minutes tak yaad kiye bina na reh sakon ye kese ho sakta hai ke mera dil mujhe signal na de...

but phir bhe ye baat meri hoti to theek tha... i mean yaar mera dil kahe ke dekho wo dikh jayegi. to kya on ko osi time ana hai? lol

main ne open he 1 minute keyliye tha becoz main kuch kar raha tha. or main ne Dad se bhe baat karni thi.. or main tab ka busy hoon abhe 2 PM ho gaye or main ab free hova hoon. to mera point ye hai ke jab bhe mera dil kehta hai ke jao wahan wo dikh jayein gi. wo kese dikh jati hain mujhe....

eysa nahi hai ke wo har time WA check karti hain, lol main on ki yadain dekhta hoon or kabhe kabhe 4 hours + tak wo online he nhi atin.. but jab dil kahe to a jati hai..

mujhe kuch pata nahi ye sab kya hai :P

or dukh ki baat bhe hai shayed ke ye feelings mujhe os naagin keyliye ati hain jis ki waja se meri ankhon se ansu nikalte hain..

dard itna hota hai ke main smoking start kar deta hoon, or abhe bhe kar raha hoon.

ye naagin reason hai jis ki waja se meri eyes 12 hours tak to red rehti hain dukh se..

ye naagin reason hai jis ki waja se mujhe nend nahi ati..

ye naagin he reason hai jis ki waja se mujhe 2 baar heart attack a chuka hai, wese to 3 baar aya, lekin 2 baar to paka on ke dard dene ke baad aya..

main na samjh nahi pa raha ke main lucky hoon ya unlucky hoon..

lucky is liye keh raha hoon ke on ki waja se meri kismat ko jo 32 chand lage they. looool sorry yahan bhe 32 likh diya,

to jin ki waja se meri kismat achi ban gayi thi wo sab abhe bhe 1 tarhan se mere paas he hai..

or unlucky itna ke jo meri life me eyse hai jese shayed main khud keyliye bhe nahi wohi reason hai mere har pain ka or main on ko 10 minutes tak bhula bhe nahi saka aj ki date tak,!!

main kya kahon khud ko? lucky? ya unlucky...

kya kahon ke mujhe pyaar karna nahi aya tha ya on ko is pyaar ko samjhna nahi aya tha??

kya sochon ke kya main on ke sath ki waja se hum dono ko ek sath nahi la sakta tha ya on ki chotti soch ki waja se ye maan loon ke eysa ho nahi sakta tha?

kya sochon main ke jis ko main ne khud se zeyada pyaar kiya os ne badle ne mera sath tak nahi diya? chalo sath to door ki baat thi summer 2016 tak bhe on se wait nahi ho saka tha,!

kya kahon main dosron se ke kya mere pyaar me eysi koi baat nahi thi ke wo kisi or ka na sochti.. kya kahon ke itna weak tha mera pyaar ke wo naya ashiq le ayi? or reason bhe nahi diya ke kiyon,! on ko shayed khud nahi maloom ke eysa kiyon kiya onhon ne :P

ye jo bhe bola main ne abhe, mere paas in baton ka jawab nahi hai...

i think hum dono me jo baaat same nahi wo ye hai ke main sab chezain dil se sochta hoon.. or wo dimaag se :P

agar onhon ne dil se socha hota to main guarantee deta hoon ke on ke sapne/goals bhe poore hote or main bhe on ki life me hota or shayed ab tak hum ek sath bhe hote...

kiyon ke ye dil bohot he gandi cheez hai. ye sach me kameena hai bohot.. ye khud ko dhoka nahi de sakta :P is liye dil ki jo sunta hai eysa possible hai ke eysa feel ho ke yaar kahin kuch utla he na ho jaye, but kuch time ke baad ye ehsaas ho he jata hai ke nooo. dil ki baat he sahi thi or hai..

dil Ap ka apna hai, ye khud ko dhoka kese de sakta hai... lekin dimaag jo hai na ye ehsaas ko nahi samjhta. wo duniya ki baton ko he samjhta hai is liye wahan pe galti ho sakti hai :P

main dil ki sunta hoon.. mujhe is ne dhoka nahi diya kabhe.. or jo ye kehta hai wo hota bhe hai... but kuch baton me main majboor hoon, jese ke naagin jee wala.. abhe wo sune he na main to kya karon?

jese last time 2019 me kaha ke plz mujhe block na karna meri baat to sun lo...or badle me kya hova?? block kar diya geya mujhe.. suna he baat ko ke main ne bolna kya tha...

sun leti to kuch nahi jana tha on ka..

meri limit to yehi hai na.. is se agey main or kya kar sakta tha ke wo meri baat to sun le... jo baat tak na sune os se or kya umeed rakhta main...

samne ho to or baat hai. abhe online koi block karne ki baat kare to Ap kuch nahi kar sakte na..

in ke paas dil hota na to shayed ye dil se bhe soch letin...

zindagi to kisi ki bhe nahi ruk sakti.. kuch ki khushi se chalti hai or mere jeson ki dard me. lekin rukti nahi hai. but dil ki sun lene se kuch behtar ho jati hai...

ek baat puchon? kya Ap ne kabhe mujhe ek pal keyliye bhe insaan samjha tha ya samjha hai?? becoz agar insaan samjha hota to eysa nahi karti.. eysa to koi kisi animal ke sath nahi karta..

sochna is baat ko :P kabhe 1 pal keliye bhe mujhe insaan bhe samjha hai ya nahi? :P

mujhe i think abhe chalna chahiye..

main aj bohot sad hoon... wo kya hai ke pehle he dard ho na to dosri batain bohot feel hoti hain..

or mere sath kuch ajeeb hota hai.. eysa lagta hai jese ye sab sad chezain side pe beth kar wait kar rahi hon ke ek sath ansar pe attack karna hai..

or eysa he hota hai.. sab ki sab problems ek he sath a jati hain.

or main itna strong nahi hoon ke already dil toota hova hai, itna sad hone ke baad ye sab bhe dekhon...

eyse me itne ansu atey hain ke mera pillow bhe bheeg jata hai.. or ye baton wala nahi. sachi wala bheeg jata hai...

to i need thori si break.. kuch hours ya kuch din.

wo kya hai jis ki waja se life ki ye halat hai theek bhe osi ki waja se hota hoon main..

wifi band kar ke abhe on ki yadain dekhon ga or kuch acha feel hoga ❤️

wifi on kiya to kahin eysa na ho wo online a jayein or main khud ko sambhal na sakon or on ko mesg kar ke on ke haton se insult bhe karwa loon, shutup bhe sun loon, or block bhe ho jaon.. mujhe to bohot dar lagta hai ab. eysa nahi karne wala main to wifi band rahega or yadain read hongi.

i hope ke sham tak thora acha feel ho warna aj main mar jaon ga...