SidNaaz Unlimited cc 81 ~~~ Beautiful journey - Page 42

Originally posted by: divaprincess

Sidharth ne kaafi kuch apne control m rakha hua tha.. His privacy, his family's privacy, sidnaaz's privacy, even media seems to be respecting that as per viral's.. Although tab bhi kuch clout chasers the sidnaaz k naam par..

The way we use to wonder and joke that how he manages to keep everything hush hush and why he even needs to do that..unke projects se bhi pics late aur rarely aati thi..Itni secrecy toh politicians bhi nhi rakhte...

His family does not want any exposure and for sana I m sure he had guided her properly and her team will manage her in best way...

Baaki we can't do anything about those clout chasers and rumour spreaders except ignoring them...

Beautifully put…of the family was of attention seekers toh last 2 yrs we would have seen them out and about in public…so now with him gone…they will close ranks even more…to protect his legacy and memories. And for Sana…she can decide whatever she wants…to continue like before or opening up…it is her call…she has good guidance and her own experiences which will teach her

I hope you people are doing fine. I am having a horrible time coping with the emptiness. It is getting difficult. I desperately need something to hold on to.

Originally posted by: Kepner

I hope you people are doing fine. I am having a horrible time coping with the emptiness. It is getting difficult. I desperately need something to hold on to.

Not actually.. It's not getting better in fact more difficult as time passes.. Towards the end of day, I feel like now it's ok, I will remember him always, he is here only but going to sleep, it all comes back and next morning the realization hits hard and have to go through the process all over again..

Don't know what to even do...

When I am around ppl I am ok. But when I am alone in my room, I feel extremely depressed. I cry over stupid things. I start crying even if I cant find my headphones. No death ever has affected me this badly. It is difficult 😣 I was not ready for it. I could never have been ready for it. I can’t even imagine wat Sid’s family and Sana would have been going thru. Sid was not just a regular guy… He was very special. His loss is so big that a part of me will always be sad no matter how much time wil pass. I have lived his life with him for the past two years. Life without him will always be incomplete…. I wish he had lived longer… he deserved that… we deserved that. But Alas!!!!!

Sometimes it still feels so surreal. The unbeatable Sidharth Shulka.

But if I were to ever wish for anything, it would be to go like him. Leaving behind so much goodness. Such a massive impact. Such an honest love. Such a duteous son. Such a handsome hero.

And best of all, such a versatile human being. At the very Peak of everything he did. He won at life.

It's been 15 days but pain of loosing him is as same as it was 2 September.

He was in my dream this morning. He, Sana and his whole family having fun and masti. Then in my dream I realised he is no more and then in the dream it changed from live moment to some memories being shared in his memory. Few days back he came into my dream looking so handsome and he interacted with me and in that dream I never realise he was no more.

It is so painful even to see him in my dreams. But in both dreams, he was happy, laughing, looking even more handsome than he actually was and full of life. I hope wherever he is… he is happy and enjoying. I wish he is.

Yr ab smjh nhi aa rha kuch 💔

Mujh se tou na ho payega. Yeh dukh kabhi nahin kam hoga itna tou mein ne jaan lia hai.

Main keh rhi hu vote toh baaz ne sidharth ko hi kiya tha 💔💔