Neerja I have not watched the episode.. But still have to points to make..
1)Why does PP gets to taunt Sai still? Why after everyone including VIrat knowing how she was indirectly responsible for the whole mess, she gets to taunt Sai yet again, with everyone watching her out and not saying much including Virat. How is Sai supposed to know that Virat is fine/not fine with her comments.. I am not okay with her doing the same thing constantly and Virat giving her those expressions constantly.. ANy normal man would at this point destroy her with words in front of family and would not care is she wants to leave home. This is too much to take now.. Just because he wanted to peacefully leave for a trip, he could not just let her talk BS. We will have excuses as fans, for Virat not saying anything, due to what is planned and what is to come...Thats never going to stop. But anyway with Samrat coming back, she is surely going to shut up because it would not be clear and out it open , forcing everyone to believe and accept "infront" of everyone that Virat and Pakhi had a past and Pakhi hates Sai for that reason...
2) Sai knows she is ahem for him, she knows he cares for her, she knows he pampers her, she knows he is protective about her but does she know he loves her ? NO!! She knows he is overwhelmed with guilt with what he did to her and probably is upset with himself for not taking her responsibility as he was supposed to as per the vaada given to aaba... I remember reading too many stories, where the protagonists are almost the same age as in the show and share a good platonic relationship, the man very caring, very loving towards the woman and when the woman takes it as love, her whole world is broken because she is told it was never love, he loves her but not the kind of love a man does to his woman... Here in this story, Sai is being the woman, who believes Virat is a good man and is love with someone else...and unlike Pakhi she believes "Virat Sir apna vaada nibhate hain...Ek vaade k liye mujhse shaadi tak kar liya"... She feels the change but is not ready to accept it, because of these two vaadas...one that he gave to AAba, and one that he gave to Pakhi, which she got privy to recently and since then , in her own words, if she had developed any hopes of being loved by him while taking care of Virat , she squashed them...One has to see that scene again where she talks to Pakhi and Virat after hearing it all, and then where she talks to Virat after he stops her and asks her if he holding back from the commitment because she feels bad and I wont feel bad anymore, to understand what she thinks.. Both those conversations are open ended.. She got no concrete answers.. We hardly see her monologue, we do see Virat thinking something else and saying something else, but we dont get to see what's going in her head.. Even I did not know she had forgotten the deal marriage while staying it Virat and taking care of him and only when she saw them together she was brought back to reality, I got to know when she had that monologue with herself and Virat Pakhi..It looked like she was telling herself than the other too..
And if at all he is telling her all these things where he mentions about wanting a real husband wife thing between them after accident, she would see it as his guilt and not love.
I have scribbled things as I am in hurry to leave..SO my thoughts might not have been articulated properly, hope you guys get what I mean..