What led SaiRat to this moment? - Page 7

Beautifully written post and you have captured everything that I have felt with regard to the episode itself and the emotions that Virat and Sai have been going through that has brought them to this point.

Originally posted by: scarlett22

Totally. The actor nailed it actually...the fear of a young boy, getting battered for no reason.

I was actually laughing when he ran out of the room 🤣

Originally posted by: archanan14

Wonderful post! Actually, this is the second time Virat has done this - asking questions which are totally irrelevant and not getting to the bottom of things. He did the same thing when Sai overheard part of the conversation between him and KBA, and he just kept asking what she overheard and didn’t answer her questions. What in the world does he expect her to answer? And now this sweet young orphaned girl, whose only fault was that she married into a toxic crap family where her husband’s ex-something is behind him, is battling for her life.

To be honest the direction and acting were very poor also, and I actually skipped parts because I was finding it very hard to watch. Neil did not seem convinced at all. It was a big time overreaction for a person who supposedly trusts his wife.

But one thing for sure - KBA needs to be thrashed. I am against violence against women in general, and didn’t even like Virat manhandling Patralekha when he thought she hurt Sai - but she seriously deserves a few tight slaps. She created a bullshit situation on purpose and continues to act holier than thou and spout nonsense as Sai lies in an operation theatre. It is just ridiculous. Kaku’s support for her and doubting Sai’s “iraade” when KBA’s morals are so dirty even a gutter would be ashamed of them - even more ridiculous. And let the actress playing the vamp (not parallel lead, which was made very clear today through her dialogues) come and try to justify this action 😡

@bolded: I agree. The editing and direction, and even the soundtrack today... it was all a bloody mess. The scene when Ayesha gets hit by the car.... what even was that?? I thought that Neil and Ayesha were both outstanding today as usual, and that is what made the episode so emotional for me.

Originally posted by: Akash3Rai

Yes in place of pulkit mohit and aai would have been the to stop virat from meeting sai for me

Agreed. Pulkit is irrelevant here... and this is what happens when they blindly copy-paste. In KD, he was a fatherly figure to Sai.... but here, he is Foolkit... 🤣

Pooja beautifully written each points 🤗👏

I will not go deep just virat ki duniya sai uske same uski duniya lifeless padi hai I can understand aap kisa mahsoos karte hai 😭😭

Neil performance Mind blowing❤️

Good analysis

I don't want to complain much because this is what we all wanted. A good plot turned trash due To bad direction and script. Some tweets are so funny. I was laughing my head of reading them. 😆It was supposed to be heartranching but turned out memefest.

Neil was so good as tormented lover post accident. May be it was so rushed that didn't let one to feel the pain. I don't understand if they can stretch family drama to one whole week then why rush such emotional important scenes

Originally posted by: tptwi

I want to apologize for this long post in advance. I also want to request that we don’t bash Sai nor Virat…these ramblings of mine are an attempt to understand what led up to the explosion that we witnessed today from both perspectives…

The simple truth is that Virat and Sai are two individuals deeply in love, living together and acting as husband and wife.

Virat has realized the full extent of his feelings. There is no world for him without Sai. He has left his heart entirely vulnerable. While he is a man with strong moral values and he did try to fulfill the promises he made to both Sai and Pakhi, he did not stop nor restrain himself once he started falling in love with Sai… which to me was quite honestly from the very first day he met her. Virat did not put any barriers up around his heart. He let himself feel for Sai entirely. And, although he can see that Sai is falling for him too, her words say otherwise. In this way, both Virat and Sai are the same. They both need verbal affirmation of their feelings, but they keep going on and on in circles. And, as time has passed, Virat has grown more and more insecure. He is worried that perhaps he won’t be enough for Sai. That perhaps someone younger, someone who shares common interests with her might be able to have a relationship with her that isn’t this messy and complicated. Ajinkya is the manifestation of all of these fears. Ajinkya is essentially the manifestation of the possibility that Virat and Sai might not be together forever.

With Sai, I will not say that she has not realized her feelings. Rather, I will say that she has not given herself permission to accept her feelings. She sees how deeply Virat cares for her and she understands that she is more than just a zimidari to him. That is the reason for her constant state of confusion. Because Virat is acting as her husband, but how could that be? He made very clear on their wedding day to not expect anything from him. And every time she asks him, he finds one way or another to get out of answering truthfully due to the fear of losing her… because he would rather keep loving her in this messy unlabeled relationship than to not be able to love her at all. We saw the desperation in her eyes when she asked him during the college festival fight and again when she was left shattered when he told her the ring was just a birthday gift. She yearns to hear him say that everything she is feeling…everything she can sense he is feeling…is real. But she is snapped back into her version of reality time and time again. This is exactly why she told Virat not to joke with her when he told her he likes her. Because, she did not want to start giving herself permission to start accepting this relationship as real just for her to be snapped out of it again.

For Sai, all of this is compounded by the fact that Pakhi is living in the same house as them and constantly creating drama. The way she acts is as if she has some eternal love story with Virat that Sai has come in between. Little does Sai know, Pakhi and Virat barely knew each other for 3 days. All they had was infatuation. But Sai has a heart of gold and an ability to sympathize with even the worst of people. So, while Sai trusts Virat and his loyalty to her as a husband, she also has a guilt within her due to Pakhi’s actions, and then starts to doubt whether Virat is treating her as his wife just because of pity or because he feels bad for her. Due to all of these reasons, unlike Virat, Sai has had a wall around her heart from the day they got married.

Coming to what occurred today. A man who has left himself completely vulnerable in love and is worried that the love might be unreciprocated is a ticking time bomb. Virat himself could not understand why he was feeling this way about Ajinkya and Sai in the kitchen. This is what insecurity and fear do to a person. It makes them think illogically, irrationally, and against their own will. Many will say that acting this way for Virat was out of character, but I would disagree. Virat is the level-headed peacemaker. He is the dutiful IPS officer. He is the one who thinks 100 times before he speaks. But, Virat is also a deeply emotional and impulsive human being who feels with his entire heart…and this is especially true when it comes to Sai, the person who is the most important to him in this entire word. And, we have seen this over and over again.

Today, Virat’s reaction was one of someone who’s insecurities and fears of losing the love of their life had blown up in their face. He was in a state of hysteria even before he reached the bedroom, because in his mind, AJ, the manifestation of his fears, was in his bedroom with his wife… a space that to him, is meant for only himself and Sai. So, by the time he got to the bedroom, he was already in no state to be thinking clearly, which led him to hallucinate and see things that were simply not there. His emotions were overclouding all of his judgments. He did not even realize what he was saying or what he was doing. I have witnessed people acting in these ways in my own life. Where their emotions overtake them so deeply, that they quite literally black out. None of his actions nor words were justified. He crossed all lines. It was horrendous to hear him saying such things. But, to me, his emotions were entirely understandable. Today, he vomited out everything that he had been suppressing.

My heart broke for Sai. Because to her, even though Virat did not directly call her characterless, his questions were more than enough to imply it. The person she loves most in the world was doubting her loyalty to him. She was so shattered that she could not even utter the possibility of her being in a relationship with Ajinkya. But, Sai did not know everything that had been building up inside of Virat this entire time. She did not know how his emotions were festering. I stand by what I have said before that all of this was not due to a lack of trust on Virat’s part. He has said time and time again that he has full faith in Sai and she never does anything wrong. His intent was never to question her character. That is why when she asked him that, his expression turned from one of rage to one of pain and helplessness. He was shocked that Sai could even say those words. And, did he answer her question? No. He kept yelling, telling her to answer him….to tell him what she was doing in the bedroom with Ajinkya. He was in no state to even process what he himself nor Sai was saying. He did not even understand the implications of his words. Again, this all seems illogical, but this is human nature at the end of the day.

Then came the scene on the street, with both of them yelling like mad-people. Virat kept asking her for an answer. What answer did he want… I’m not too sure. I don’t think even he knew what answer he wanted, given the state he was in. But, a part of me thinks that this was his desperation coming out… perhaps all he wanted was for Sai to say that he is the only man in her life and that she loves him. That he is her entire world. Perhaps this was just his desperation for the affirmation he lacks from Sai. But, with every time he asked the question, Sai’s heart broke a little bit more. Because with each time, in her mind, his trust in her decreased….he questioned her character over and over again every time he asked….

The second Sai was hit by the car, Virat was taken from one trance into the other. The way Neil portrayed this scene was absolutely outstanding. He was utterly shocked to see his love on the ground like that…he could not even comprehend what had happened. In that moment, all his rage, impulsivity, irrationality…it disappeared. Because, while before, seeing her with Ajinkya made him fear that he might lose her…seeing her on the ground like this made him believe it. The way he was telling everyone that he is her husband. The way his hands were trembling in the car. The way he fell onto the floor in the hospital, not comprehending anything his family members were saying.

Virat telling everyone that Sai is his wife especially broke me. He was so lifeless in that moment. It was as if he had been snapped back into reality from his out of body fit of rage. He was telling himself more than anyone else...that he is Sai's husband...that he is with her...that despite everything that has gone down, all that matters is Sai...

Despite how painful this all was to watch, I feel as if it was a necessary trigger in their relationship. Virat will remember this for the rest of his life. It will haunt him. It will teach him the painful lesson that his outbursts, his inabilities to control himself... they have consequences. The consequences are so severe that Sai is now on the verge of death. And, for Sai, it will lead her to question why Virat acted in this way. It will also lead her to question why she was so deeply hurt by his words…perhaps pushing her a step further in accepting this relationship as real. I am looking forward to their conversations in the hospital to see where this takes them...

Sorry for my ramblings… just wanted to get this all across…

P.S.- This is besides the point of my post, but if Pakhi is not held accountable this time, I will truly lose complete faith in the makers. Virat is in a trance right now, but once he gets out of it, he better put Pakhi in her place once and for all. I want a slap from Aai, and many many harsh words from Shiv bua. I want Ninand to also speak up. If Kaku can't say anything against her, then she damn well better keep her trap shut.

Beautiful post. I had regularly watched Ghum till Devyani track. After that I was an on and off viewer. I was curious to see how the CVs would execute the current track and I liked that it was not a suicide drama. You have beautifully explained Virat's and Sai's feelings. Yes Virat was very angry, hurt and totally out of control. Till the accident happened I think he did not even realize where they were standing.

Will this incident change the dynamics in their relationship? Virat's outburst has led to this accident and he would try to change himself after this. But will Sai really think why Virat was so angry? Will she understand why Virat is so insecure about her friend?

I am not sure...Today Virat was despicable for me.. He crossed all his limits...Time and again I have mentioned how he needs to monitor his anger..Will it take his wife lying on the death bed for him to realise what he can do in anger?? I cant believe it, today while watching he looked like anything but ACP Virat Chavhan I started watching this show for.. Somehow even Neil could not save it for me.. I just liked Ayesha.. and to some extent even Aishwarya..She was good today as a vamp..

Originally posted by: tptwi

When are you not in the mood to do beizzati?? 🤣

Aree we all want to bezzati na. But pooja always is in positive mood. And hell bent on getting her bezzati done 🤣

Originally posted by: Devikadish

Mere mann meiin ab ek sawaal uth raha hai.

KD meiin Rono realised his mistake of doubting Imon and holds himself responsible for pushing Imon to that extent. Imon wouldn't have taken such a step if Rono had not thrown those harsh accusations.

But here, it's an accident. Will this accident make Virat realise his mistake? Will this accident clear his insecurities? Or will he still have those insecurities? He looked soo desperate for an explanation(I don't know what he wanted to hear from Sai).

God I am legit scared thinking of the consequences. If the insecurities and doubts still linger, they will resurface in maybe some future track. After all it's Vankar sir here, he can't see us happy for long.

Their is a hidden truth here Disha.

The mistake is the same here as well, cuz, the circumstances that led to the unfortunate event are the same. Hopeless rage of Virat for an unknown or partially seen event, led to the fight and this. He did suspect here as well, he did question her, he did trigger her, so obviously this happened. And even if he stays mum, their is Sai who will remind him of this.

Cuz, her last words were he is the worst person she has met. I don't think Sai will leave it at first instance, he did hurt her, and he knows this. The only difference is the way Sai has got into trouble, but the reason for her condition is somewhere majorly him. And I guess he will surely again question himself why he reacted this way like in the kitchen.

Cuz, that time in kitchen, the mood was light, yet he thought this. Now,the atmosphere is tense and dark, so won't he question himself.

And two, the other truth, that their was a mistake from Pakhi the great as well. So, when that comes out, he will know he is the fault here.