Today's episode was all over the place in terms of dialogues for both Sai and Virat, but mainly Sai, except for a few parts
So virats jealousy- ok understood
Virat asking why you didn't hug and why you touched feet and Sai saying- I did in excitement- but you didnt hug me back- umm...ye kab hua?! We got only one hug with BD where both hugged each other. Did editors cut this hug?! đĄ
Sai teasing him about being buzurg- understood.
But after that the episode is all over the place. I understand both their confusions and hesitancy but out loud both of them are contradicting their own statements.
Sai's sui is stuck on leaving. She is now clearly seeing virat behaving like a husband and having expectations of one. I'd understand if she doesn't feel ready to be in a marriage with him because she is still really young, and coming to terms with the fact that he had a past and she isnt his first choice, but that should reflect in her words too. So I wish she had got dislogues to exhibit what her problem truly is. and if she is not in a position to truly feel husband-wifey with virat then she should neither accept the ruby pendant nor the diamond ring. Because unlike other things like balloons, cakes n candy floss and decoration, these are very extravagant gifts that only someone like a husband gifts to a wife. So even if intention is birthday, the gift cannot be accepted. And it doesn't make sense to that Virat cant come clean in clear words. Pasand karne laga hoon, thoda pasand- but not the words pyaar. But he has come very far. He said that Sai is very special and important.
But the issue is that Viray needs to first tell Sai marriage is NOT a deal before love confession. Because at this point Sai is guarding herself from accepting him as a lover n husband because she doubts the sincerity of it. She doesn't foubt his righteousness n sincerity as a person, police officer- but as a "husband/lover" she doesn't trust him. Thats the problem. Because she will always feel like pp was his first choice....i wish Sai got dialogues to demonstrate her insecurity....
So with Virat's words, Sai is not sure if she should feel that he is affectionate or that he loves her. And if he loves her, is that genuine, is that forever or is it just affection/habituation mistaken for love.... But for virat- even if its Sai's refusal thats the problem, is it worth all the confusion/regret and heartache of not confessing his own feelings in clear words. Although if he had confessed, I'm not sure Sai would accept it right now but it'd force her to reply one way or another. And if she rejected his proposal she would be kinda forced to explain why and in the process maybe she'd let slip her insecurities more clearly...
Sai was getting visibly upset at virat suggesting something between her n ajinkya- but then she was saying she cant take gift, but still let him pehnao the ring anyway, saying she will leave but she cant hear him talk about dying, it breaks her. She talks about wanting to be in touch with him even if she leaves CN, but in her mind voice- she is asking herself why she said out loud what she did- it all shows the utter confusion in the inner workings of Sai's mind. The war between her mind and heart in a sense. I guess a 19 yo teenager is going to be all over the place but i don't know how much of the confusion of a young girl like Sai which came through in this episode is deliberate and how much its a product of dialogue writing being problematic with original dialogues and KD dialogues not syncing together....
It was notable that virat finally said at least one thing clearly- i dont believe in looking at my past. But is him saying that enough for Sai to believe it? Because after saying this, he cannot be shown getting instigated and manipulated by pp....if he is then Sai will never believe him saying pp is his past.
But Today Sai was an utter mess unlike her usually more rational self. Her emotions are all over the place. She contradicted her own words and actions several times in the same scene and Virat also didnt ask for clarifications in those moments. Rather He seems to have decided that whatever he can get from her, he will take and be satisfied.... He seems content that love confession nahi hua toh bhi atleast she liked the ring, agreed to wear it and he makes her promise that no matter what happens she wont take it off. And that if she gave him the ring back, it'd be the end of their relationship. And Sai very confidently says that their relationship wont end so easily which makes him smile.
I'm really hoping that after introducing this insecurity track in a way that is slightly different from KD , they dont ruin it by lifting KD scenes.
Bappa, bass please suicide track na ho! đ
P.S. my fav line today was Shivani telling bk- aapke khud ke toh koi dost nahi. Lol. Savage AF!
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