Yaar Appu ❤️
Thankyou so much for writing this and I'm really sorry for being so late😭
This was really good❤️
He has been seeing his family since his childhood. He knows what and who they are. While everyone sees who are wrong and how wrong they are, he also sees the emotions running in the family. He sees what others don't. And being a mostly silent person, I know. You develop your observing skills.
But being in a family like Chahvans, where there are more secrets than openness, where hearts are not open, where he knows their actions as well as enjoying and the status quo of the family, he doesn't know how to deal with a girl whose heart is as big as an ocean and who refuses to show her wounds to him because of that chain he himself had put on himself, and who doesn't believe in status quo. He yearns for a place like that in her heart which he sees is there for a few of his family members. Because they did not chain themselves like him. They were open to receive from her and they got it. So all he can do is yearn and wish for the chains to not exist, to go away, but the chains are his own making, and he alone can break them. And the problem is oftentimes when a person finds himself shut in himself, he frantically searches for a key to open the lock. Wants to break the door, looks outside and yearns for freedom. But he forgets there's no key. The door has always been open. He just needs to step out.
Virat needs to do the same. Just step out.