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kon stalker a geya is time idhar? :P

Originally posted by: Extinct

I am happy to see you this strong :)

Ap mere samne hote to main kuch bhe share nahi kar sakta tha bhai.. main ne Ap ko gale se laga kar rona shoro kar dena tha....

main Dad se video call pe baat nahi karta zeyada. main on ka beta hoon or wo dekhte he mera face read kar lete hain or phir meri halat buri ho jati hai.. meri Family to kya mera koi dost bhe haal puch le to pata nahi main 1 dam se sad ho jata hoon.. or agar koi samne ho to os ko hug kar deta hoon bolta kuch nahi..

Ap agar real me mere samne aao ge to meri eyes dekh kar he sab, sara ka sara dard feel kar loge or mujhe hug kar doge.. or ye ankhain Ap se req kar rahi hon gi ke plz help me.. lekin koi kuch nahi kar sakta...

Ap shayed galat samjho ge lekin ye sach hai meri Family bhe mujhe khush karne me nakaam rehti hai bhai.... sab kehte hain thora to haso. lekin main hasna to door on se ache se baat bhe nahi kar pata..

abhe ye SS dekho, aj he abhe to raat hai subha hone wali hai lekin din ke time ye sab 1 sath they meri family or mujhe call ki, ye 8 hours ki, time dikh rha hoon.. lekin ye sab mujhe acha feel karwane me fail rahe... 8 hours me bhe..

mera kuch bhe nahi ho sakta bhai main samjh chuka hoon...

Ap ne dekha na main ne ye sab type karne me bhe kitna BRB bola tha or Ap strong bol rahe ho mujhe....

abhe to 5 years 5 months hove. zinda raha to 70 years bhe eyse he ho jayein bhai...

Originally posted by: Extinct

Keep letting that anger out.

gussa to main ne ab nikalna he band kar diya bhai.. ye to rote hove dil se complain hai or kuch nahi, lol

gussa nikalna bhe ho to yahan he nikaal sakta hoon, os ke samne to bol nahi sakta. kiyon ke os ke samne main koi req bhe karon to jawab yehi ata hai ( S H U T U P ) to os ke samne kese gussa nikal sakta hoon main..

Originally posted by: Extinct

Don't worry bhai we all are different you don't need to compare yourself to others to prove a point you are right or wrong if they don't understand that is their fault.

ary eysa bhe kya or kitna DIFFERENT RB ?

i know sab ke sab thora alag hote hain, mere Mom Dad bhe alag they, same nahi, kiyon ke koi bhe same ho he nahi sakta. lekin yaar koi kam se kam samjh to le, or agar nahi to kam se kam sun to le?

Ap ne jitna read kiya itna os naagin ne 5 years me kabhe meri baat ko suna tak nahi,! to jab suna nahi to wo samjh kese sakti thi? or yahan phir ye diffrenet wali baat nahi ati yaar.. agar koi baat ko sun kar phir kuh alag bole to os ko alag kaha ja sakta hai os se pehle nahi..

wo naagin he kehti hai ke hum dono bohot alag hain, par mujhe har baat pe wo surprise karti hai ke os ki soch bachon se bhe chotti hai, lekin its ok, os ne zindagi me kuch seekha hota to ye maloom hota ke on ke Mom Dad bhe same nahi hain, har insaan thora alag hote hai dosre se. thori si to soch alag hoti he hai same koi bhe nahi hota. but yahan baat different ki baad me pehle to ye hai ke wo sunti he nahi kabhe to os se agey kya bola jaye,

Originally posted by: Extinct

Don't go so hard on yourself bhai everybody needs to move on at some point, try to enjoy life more :(

mere pyaare bhai wohi to Ap ko samjha raha tha ke ye sab karne ki meri har koshish fail rahi or ab kya karon main.???

mere wo dreams jo money se poore ho sakte hain mera to wo bhe dreams poore karne ka man nahi karta..

main or kya karon bhai? itne ache se Ap ko btaya to hai ke agar main ne hona hota to 5 years + to kya 1 month bhe na hota..

main ye baat clear kar doon ke main har roz koshish karta hoon, lekin kuch bhe nahi hota.. ab or kya karon main? mujhe koi option he dikhayi nahi deti...

or main khud ko ache se janta hoon or i know eysa nahi ho sakta ab...

Originally posted by: Extinct

Don't go so hard on yourself bhai everybody needs to move on at some point, try to enjoy life more :(

bhai main ne ap ko itne ache se btaya na bhai ke main ne pehle khud ko bohot ache se sambhal liya tha.. wo pyaar ka dard nahi tha lekin jo bhe tha acha nahi tha. but main happy raha tha na yaar. 2012 me kitna happy dikhta tha main? lekin nahi tha andar se toot chuka tha.. wohi thi meri koshish.. ab os naagin ne mujhe 1 umeed de kar wapis osi dark life me phenka hai to ab nahi hoga mujh se bhai...

main bhe insaan hoon yaaar.. koi machine nahi jis ko kuch hoga nahi...

1 kidney fail ho jaye to insaan zinda reh sakta hai, dono ho jayein to nahi.. same main ne 1 baar to kiya ab 2nd time jo dard mila wo bhe 3x zeyada to ab nahi ho raha na bhai...

os ko ana he nahi chahiye tha. or agar a gayi thi to natak kar ke jana nahi chahiye tha...

Originally posted by: Extinct

But trust me there are other ways too without hurting yourself and absorbing all the blame and hate which you do not deserve. Trust me on this bhai life has lot of opportunities and remember I am there for you always :)

chalo phir main wait karta hoon agar mere marne se pehle koi way mila to dekh loon ga :) 5 years me abhe tak to nahi mila mujhe koi,

meri nazar me to kuch bhe nahi ho sakta ab.. or main 1 baat clear kar doon main bus sans lene keyliye he zinda hoon or kuch nahi hai mere paas :)

ye topic start karte hove main ne Ap ko 1 task diya tha shayed Ap ne dheyan nahi diya. main ne kaha tha Ap 1 week mere jesi life guzaar ke dekho :) Ap ko bus eysa rehne ki acting karni hai, lekin Ap nahi kar sakoge, to same wese he main khush rehne ki acting karne me bhe fail rehta hoon, real me in sab se bahir ana mere liye na mumkin hai bhai....

1 baat or bata deta hoon. bohot kaam ki,

bhai main kal bhe or aj bhe or hamesha yehi kahon ga ke hamara mita 100 nahi 1000% possible tha. hum ek dosre keyliye he bane they. bus kuch baton ki waja se main ye sab bol raha hoon,

abhe main wapis jata hoon april 2014 jab ye sab start hova tha,

wo keh rahi thi tum yahan kab aao ge? mujh se raha nahi jata.. to main ne kaha tha zeyada nahi bus *2 saal* summer 2016 tak a jaon ga,

or sach kahon to agar main os ko summer 2021 ka time bhe deta to wo bhe galat nahi tha. kiyon ke os ki parhai to sahi tarhan se shoro bhe nahi hoi thi tab,

main araam se apna kaam karta, yahan ata or apni life ko or ache se behtar karta or wo apne goals poore karti,

abhe eysa karne me koi problem thi?? wo naagin kehti hai main mature nahi theek hai main nahi hoon lekin bhai Ap bhare ho to btao ye jo plan tha is main kon si baat galat hai?? kuch ghalat dikha Ap ko???

lekin main ne os ko 2 saal matlab summer 2016 ka time diya tha.. or sachi kahon to summer 2015 me mujhe laga tha 1 pal ke shayed main thora late ho jaon or ye 2017 pe baat chali jayegi.

but late ho kar 2021 bhe hota to problem kya thi? wo apne goals poore karti,!

eysa to nahi tha ke 2016 me ready thi, lol

but jo bhe tha main ne jo kaha tha time se pehle kar diya tha, dec 2015,! os ke baad thora sa time or laga tha or feb 2016 me main ready tha yahan aney keyliye lekin tab tak wo naagin bhaag gayi thi apne ashiq ke sath,

eysa kar ke kuch mila os ko?

os ne jo bhe ak tak reason diiya mujhe wo sab ke sab fake hain, jhoote hain main nahi manta on sab ko, main on baton ko apni juti ke niche rakhta hoon,! jab os ne wesa kar ke dekha he nahi to kese keh sakti hai ke ye nahi hona tha is liye eyse kiya? sab galat hai :P jhoot hai,!

main ne kaha na hum bane he 1 dosre keyliye they eysa main keh raha hoon :P

lekin phir agar thori deir keyliye main os ki chotti si soch ko maan loon to bhe eysa karna he nahi chahiye tha os ko,!

1 chance to banta tha na os ko dena???

eyse he beech raste me bhaag jana theek tha ya manzil pe ja kar dekhna theek tha ke kya ho sakta tha??