Hellllooooooooo sisterhood!
Kashe aahat tumhi? How are you all doing? Kem chho... Kaise ho?? 🌻🌺🌻🌺
I thought I had completed the de-addiction but the dum is too strong 😅🤣😅🤣 and now to we have moved from zehereeli chai to fenny by the river Baga, I suppose 😅
The last two episodes have been too tear jerking. I loved the scene between Devyani and Virat yesterday when she runs back to him after rebuking him and reminds him, "Tu bhi toh Sai se pyaar karta hai na... Usse wapas laa..."
There was so much raw emotion and what perfect portrayal of the bond by both the actors... The moment when Virat actually faces the truth -- the first time that someone (not Sunny) has mentioned the word "pyaar" to him for Sai and he cannot deny that it is true -- and that too Devyani, who kept on nudging Sai to see how Virat loves her. Virat's feeling of shame and the fear of having lost what he had just only decided to claim was so visible. The moment of realising that you have lost someone dear, perhaps forever, and the feeling of that heaviness on your chest, the churning in your gut, a pounding heart... it was so fabulously conveyed. I won't deny that Virat's confession of his 'bewkoofi' made me feel bad for him (still don't get it how it happened but 🤷🤦)
Sai's scenes at Gadchiroli today tugged at my heart. She's trying to put on a brave face when she actually needs to cry and let go of her pain that this heartbreak has caused. But Sai is Sai -- she has a spring it seems -- the more it's pushed, the more she will bounce back. She is the perpetual problem solver and she has already thought of a solution -- she will head back and find her feet, work for her dream and her promise to Aaba -- koi Mera Saath de ya naa de... she will rise from these ashes that she has returned to.
My heart broke when the people asked , "Kahan rahoge" and then someone offered them to stay as long as they wish.
Is it the first time she's going to find strength in her books and dreams? No. She has lived this all through, finding courage in her talent and overcoming troubles -- all through her life as an abused teenager, who was harassed and stalked. Her books were her defence because she had no strings attached. But this time the defence may not be as impermeable as earlier -- because all said and done, she has fallen in love and she is deeply hurt. But the fact is that no matter how hard one tries, emotions are not made of buttons that can be switched off in a flip of a moment. One actually can't stop loving even in the hurt. Sai shouldn't and wouldn't put up with the humiliation she has been handed out but there is no denying that she is aware that Virat will come to fetch her.
"Wo yahan aa bhi Gaye toh koi unhe Kuch Nahi bolega..."
She knows he will come when he learns the truth and he will learn the truth. And she knows she will not return even if a part of her loves and aches for him -- because his action, his words and his lack of care in his moment of rage has caused much damage. She knows he will be guilty, he will repent and he will ask her for forgiveness. But she doesn't know yet that he will be miserable and yearn for her during the 'punishment' separation that they have brought upon themselves.
Wish Sai also spares a thought for her own actions, the trust deficit in him and not attempting to convince him to side with her before the fiasco.
Both need to understand that having a third person other than a child on priority list over the spouse never helps..never. (Pulkit and Devyani even sent away the child😅)
Filhaal--
Jahan mile thay bichchadne se ek shabh pehle... Uski maqaam par hum dono kaash mar jaate...
I had no plans to create a post today but free time+tear jerking episode+checking the forum = trap!😅😅
PS:
Kya Virat Patralekha se poochega ki kya wo tum hi ho jisne Patra Likha?
'Bewakoofi' is the new B-word and Virat also called himself nasamajh
Makad Sena ki beizzati without chai ki pyaali in the background is so much nainsaafi 😒
I hope you all have been safe and in good health!
Have a great day ahead 💕💕
Love you all
❤️J