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bus nend nahi ayi or main abhe laptop ke samne hoon, lol

1 baat kahon,

samjhane keyliye bus, Khuda na kare Bhootnijee ki kbhe eyse tabiyat kharab ho lekin just samjhane keyliye.

main ne jane se pehle btya tha ke meri halat kesi thi,

to agar on ko bhe heart ki problem hoti. or jane se 12 hours pehle koi 4 hours tak pain bhe ho raha hota, jese ke main ne btaya tha ke mujhe hova tha last night , lol

or on ko fever bhe hota,

oper se meri yaad bhe a rahi hoti. wese meri yaad to nahi ati hogi matlab on ke ashiq ki yaad a rahi hoti , lol

or nend bhe puri na hoti to kya wo eyse jati itni door? just 1 chotti si khuwish keyliye? or wo bhe jab jane me 24 hours ka time lage or wahan rehna nahi hai.. bus thora sa time guzaar kar wapis bhe ana hai or wapis aney me bhe 24 hours he lagne hain to kya wo eysa kar sakti thin? lol

i think Bhootni jee eysa nahi kar saktin thin, lol mera point ye nahi hai ke main on se behtar kar sakta hoon kuch noo.. main bus ye bata raha hoon ke jo wo soch bhe nahi saktin main wo bhe kar sakta hoon, lol

arizona jane ki baat thi na to socho jo main ne btaya wo sab on ko problems hotin agar jo mujhe thin jane se pehle, or main on se kehta ke plz help me mujhe wahan le jao, or kehta ke mere paas kuch bhe nahi hai.

na to car hai or na he drive kar sakta hoon to Ap he sab karo mere liye plz. drive bhe karo or mujhe bhe le kar jao, to kya wo eysa kartin mere liye? 100% NAHI,!

or phir main duniya se kehta to onhon ne kehna tha ansar tum pagal ho jo eysi help man rahe they os se? wo kese karti ye sab tumhare liye , right???

to agar main is ko compare karon hamare taluq se to yesss wo hum dono ke milne keyliye kuch bhe nhi kar saktin thin. matlab 100% nahi kar saktin thin,

phir hai 2nd option.

main on se kahon ke chalo 50% main drive karon ga or 50% Ap karna phir dekhna hamari manzil hamain mil jayegi.

to yahan ho sakta tha wo kehti ke chalo theek hai dono mil kar kuch karte hain to kamyaab ho jayein ge :)

agar is cheez ko main compare karon hamare relationship se to ye bura nahi tha, matlab dono he kuch karte kamyaab karne keyliye right?

ab yahan par 3rd option hai.

main on se kehta ke Ap bus car me betho. nend puri karo. araam karo, jo karna hai karo 100% drive me karon ga. Ap ko na to tang karon ga or na he kisi bhe tarhan se disturb. Ap apna kaam karna or main drive karon ga or hamari manzil a jayegi, or agar kaho gi to baat bhe nahi karon ga,

ab agar main is ko compare karon to? lol

matlab is se zeyada main ab or kya bolta or kya karta.... 100% main ne karna tha to itna sath to mil jana chahiye tha mujhe....

main ne os din bhe kaha tha aj bhe keh raha hoon ke os ne kabhe meri baat ko samjha he nahi.. ignore he kiya bus or kuch nahi..

or wo jo os din btaya tha ke dec 2016 me onhon ne samjha tha to wo koi mera itna khas mesg nahi tha, wo to wese he kar diya tha tab bhe onhon ne samjha becoz onhon ne ache se read kiya tha, read kiya to onhon ne accept kiya tha ke ansarrrr tum theek keh rahe ho ,

is baat pe mujhe eysa lagta hai ke agar os naagin ne mujhe kam se kam bolne ka chance diya hota to main os ka dil badal deta :) lekin onhon ne kabhe samjha he nahi ke ye kya bakwas karta raha hai.. total ignore..

main ne jese aj btaya na wese he karne ko kaha tha.. abhe bhe to 5 saal guzar gaye na yaar, hum ne kon sa 1 dosre se kuch share kiya ya bohot sari batain ki, abhe 2 saal hone wale hain hamari baat nahi hoi or ye pehli baar ho raha hai ke 2 saal hone wale hain or 1 mesg tak nahi hova..

agar os ko ye problem thi ke wo kuch kar nahi sakegi to mujhe block kar deti. baat bhe na karti, lekin itna keh deti ke main kuch nahi karne wali agar tum kar sakte ho to karo bus mujhe disturb na karo. baat bhe na karti. dikhayi bhe na deti mujhe..

mujhe bus wo sath chahiye tha or kuch nahi..

hamare relationship me 1 cheez bohot achi thi jo os chotti soch wali ne kabhe samjhi nahi, or wo thi hamari age same nahi :)

same age ke hote to aj main bhe apne future keyliye kuch kar raha hota or os ke baad hum milte ya na wo nahi maloom tha. but onhon ne jab start kiya tha tab main ne finish kiya tha :) ye sab se achi baat thi. ke wo busy ho jati apne liye or main busy ho jata hamare liye kuch karne me, lol becoz mujhe meri manzil 2015 me he mil gayi thi :) wo future jis k sapna tha wo sab to kar liya tha main ne..

lekin is naaign ki soch ne sab barbaad kar diya.

jo tha mera wo sab khatam.. mera dil toota hai ye to alag baat hai. lekin main andar se mar chuka hoon jis ko wo naagin bhe theek nahi kar sakti, wo kuch bhe kar le mujhe fix nahi kar sakti,

wo kuch bhe keh le. kuch bhe kar le lekin is baat pe os ka koi bhe reason jo hai na wo beekar hai. becoz main ne kaha he nahi tha ke meri help karo, lool agar os ko yaad hai to btaye ke mai ne kab kaha tha ke plzzz plzz help karo na hamare milne keyliye? kabhe 1 baar? ya kabhe mazakh se bhe kaha ho.

balke os naagin ne 1 baar kaha tha ke os ke paas USA ka pasport nahi hai abhe to wo meri help nahi kar sakti or ye bhe kaha tha ke ansar tumhara dil toot geya hoga na ye sun kar? to main ne on ki is baat pe bohot gussa kiya tha ke himat kese hoi ye soche ki ke main help lena chahta hoon Ap se? main ne tab bhe kaha tha ke main khud aaon ga or sab khud karon ga Ap ko bus mera sath dena hai or kuch nahi.

magar wo kuch samjhi nahi.. os ne kuch karne he nahi diya mujhe,

mera kabhe kabhe sharm se sar jhuk jata hai meri he nazron me.. yaar os ko ye sab samjhana to bohot dooor ki baat thi main kabhe eysa bhe nahi kar saka ke wo kam se kam mujhe ignore to na kare.. sun to le main kya kar raha hoon kya bol raha hoon.. os ne eysa bhe nahi kiya..

phir yaad ata hai summer 2015.. main os ke sath rehna he nahi chahta tha magar on ko sab bolne ka haq tha.. main sunta tha. ignore kya karna main on ke har mesg ko 2 ya 3 baar read karta tha dil se..

kabhe on se ye bolne ka haq nahi cheena tha main ne,

yehi reason tha ke wo raat ko mujhe tang karti thi, lol mere paas wahan 3 AM 4 AM ka time hota tha to calls ati thin.. 1 baar 25 calls kin thin onhon ne. or main ne mind nhi kiya tha..

voice mesgs karti thi ke baat karo ansar mujhe baat karni hai. wo janti thi ye soya hoga lekin wese he tang karti thi.

phir bhe main ne on se bolne ka haq nahi cheena tha, wo jo chahe bol sakti thin main ignore nahi karta tha, main bus on ki baat ko maan nahi raha. lekin wo bhe maan liya tha 6 months ke baad,