Originally posted by: jankiraghav
Good morning lovelies 💞🌷🌼
So just because they have been given the air time equal to four episode for tomorrow, they didn't know what to do with the four episodes of regular time.
So, the grand one hour of our life will revolve around the 'threat' and how many times the Vahini Dir of the older generation bend to pick up the mess they created. And, of course, 'kis keemat par' will Mallika-e-Maturity 'Virat ko shaadi ke khilaaf Karke hi rahungi'... vahini ne bhi aaj vaada Kiya hai 🤪
waise kal gusse mein Yaad Nahi raha but her "main Mohit ke liye internet pe jobs Kyun search Karun" was such a LOL moment 😂😂 she is skilled at moving every conversation around her own 'beizzati' hormones 😜
But before that today I realised a couple of things:
1. They say time moves faster when one is happy and having fun but it moves slowest when is stressed or feeling overwhelming emotions -- no wonder time stands still in Chakram niwas Ka zillat arena. If one stands in the Chakram niwas hall, they would never age, only turn lunatic. Take your pick 😜
2. They also say people who truly love each other start looking like each other. Were it only my eyes that were mistaking Pakaku Jodi's heads interchanged on their costumes or are they really looking alike now? 😒🤔
3. What other threat could terrify Queen Bhavani more than 'padosiyon ko chilla chilla ke batana' about Chakram niwas ki asliyat 😂😂😂 The Freaking Five of Chakram niwas wouldn't have even imagined that the threat would be something as simple as public beizzati 😂😂 At the end of the 20.30 minutes, this part was really a stress buster.
Some more random questions:
1. Dr Pulkit Deshpande must have a car with a boot right? How awkward should it be for a professor to carry a dozen shiny bags into the college campus and hand it over to a student? And even check the pink saree in the corridors? 😐🤦 (but Harini was not mentioned🥴😑)
2. Between a man and a woman the way to a man's heart is said to be from the stomach, but in Pakaku's love story, the way to the heart is through "aapki dawai le lijiye, please" -- and as I said above was it only me thinking of them as each others Doppelgangers?
3. What is the meaning of Ninad's "Mere bete ki mehnat ki kamai uda Kar laayi hai"? It means that: "Is Ghar me mere bete ki mehnat ki kamai ko symbolically chhote chhote pieces mein faad Kar actually hawa me udane Ka haq sirf uski vahini ko hai".
Even if they were gifts purchased for Devyani from Virat's account, how does it amount to 'udaana'?
Ninad Ka redemption ka raasta is getting tightly closed in case any one of us is still around when he gets there.
4. Why is Sai not getting her money and scholarship? Isn't it the day when scholarship aane wali thi???
5. There is a strong chemistry between Badi Mami and Bade Mama - that eyelock and head nod and charging together at the gifts -- I wish they had shown them approaching the table in slow motion. Kitna majja aata 😛. Four hands were enough so the other suspects stood still. Is it?
6. What is the need for Mallika-e-Maturity to show a hint of joy at the gifts and then sadness after the gifts have been thrown and Devyani reduced to tears when the final word is : Main Ghar ke badon ke khilaaf Kuch Nahi sun Sakti. A shoddy attempt at confusing audience by saying, "usse hamesha galat Kyun samajhte Hain?" 🙄😆🙆
7. The junglee word has been spoken by Mallika-e-Maturity. How injurious that split second of scene can be to you if you have hypertension...?😡🤬🤬 avoid it... Junglee logon se manners ki ummeed rakhna bekaar hai. The audacity of this woman wants me to travel into the screen to smack her. I don't want to name the man whose silence is really pumping the air in her balloons still. She's not the one to understand gentle words 🤬🤬
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A sister is worth a 1000 friends and the best soulmate one can have... One can only wish they the Sai- Devyani bond comes a full circle with Devyani playing the guide to her eventually along with Pulkit. 🌺💕 Does anyone else feel Sai is also living this moment for herself along with Devyani? The kind of wedding Sai could and would never have... the kind of joy that fills a bride's heart in preparation for the wedding that she could never feel... The eagerness that she can sense in both the people who are waiting to be united.... These are the feelings she would probably never experience, she thinks....
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Sai and Pulkit scene had him asking her about the 'love' between Virat and her (but Harini was not mentioned) and Sai dismissed it saying, "Aisa ho hi Nahi Sakta, unke Dil mein pehle se hi koi hai"
If one wonders why Sai turns around and curtly refuses Virat's advances for 'friendship', this is the answer. She actually believes he's in love with someone else. She can see his caring gestures and his growing attachment to her but unfortunately she is not able to verbally classify it as 'love' because she doesn't know that she has almost permeated into in the deepest corners of his heart... Until her questions are answered by the horse's mouth, she will continue to see it only as "care and affection". By calling it 'love' and believing it to be, she knows she will hurt herself.
And because he hasn't responded to her 'main chali jaungi', she doesn't want to believe anyone who says "Wo tumhe Apne Aap se door Nahi jaane Dega..."
Her state of mind is such a turmoil if you see -- if she didn't have these mini projects from time to time, she would have perhaps delved more into her mind. Sai is prepared to let go -- because she entered into the relationship to 'let go' and by 'letting go' a lot of things she should have had right from the first day. Her "main jaane wali hoon... Shayad pehle bhi chali jaaun" to Pulkit was a surrender -- an acknowledgement that no matter what Virat has said already, there is some kind of assurance that is still lacking. He stopped her from leaving after the fight and he declared to the family that he would leave if she does, but is that enough to make her believe that the marriage does not have a five year expiry date? Is he talking about the five year zimmedari jisse mooh mod Nahi Sakta ? Because his vaada is to be with her until she becomes a doctor and she 'believes' he's the one who'd never break his promises-- he hasn't told her she's his zimmedari forever. He hasn't told her that he has actually broken the vaada that he thought would be the biggest truth of his life -- that his heart would never have place for any other woman. She cannot assume his thoughts since she doesn't know how he defines his 'bohat mayne rakhti ho' in the context of the expiry date of the marriage... What else should she do but to believe Pulkit when he says, "Saccha pyaar Kabhi bhula Nahi Sakte" and remind herself of her resolve to 'let go'. Does Pulkit remind her of Virat who is also perhaps 'waiting' without the hope of having his true love? Is the thought not hurtful for a "wife"?
Yes, in some moments she would deliberately have to fob off Virat to minimise the effect he has on her own feelings, but that is how it will have to be to be able to detach and move on... But will she really ever be able to detach herself from him? Not just him but those who have become "mere parivaar Ka hissa" -- Ashwini, Shivani, Devyani and now, Mohit (loved one moment yesterday when Devyani pulled Mohit to their side and threatened to jail everyone else 😅😂😅😂)
How do you let go when you don’t want to let go, when you actually want to change the circumstances and write an entirely different outcome than what you think it will be? How does someone in Sai let go when she's actually the loyal and committed person, who would never give up on people that really matter? Isn't it truly antithetical to the person that Sai is -- would she ever let go or give up on people she loves? Does Ashwini, who keeps reminding her to use her 'dil' know the turmoil that a 19-year-old who got pulled into an unexpected relationship and forged even more relationships in turn but is aware that she has to let go of all of them at some point.
We all know Virat will not be able to let go because he's not even thinking of letting go -- much to Sai's unawareness, he has already decided on the 'forever' but finding the courage to communicate that to her may come only after a rude shock. But how does a 19 year old have so much courage to make peace with letting go and the 'temporary' status of a relationship? Letting go doesn't mean accepting the truth and reality of the situation. It is about finding peace with the knowledge that this relationship was meant to end -- because it was never meant to be completed and it is not necessary to always seek forever... But then, it wasn't even meant to 'start' yet it has actually 'started' in many ways. But does Sai even believe it has 'started'? That is the answer she's looking for and she deserves to know... Is it easy to accept this thought?
It could be her 'shayad jaldi chali jaaun.. ' or may be the knowledge of what is coming up for her but today, Sai, I wished I could tell you that life goes the way you want it to; that the ending will be peaceful; that there’s a secret shortcut to overcome resistance we all feel while letting go and to cut out the pain of letting go of something you couldn't even try. But unfortunately there is no such thing. Letting go it rarely painless and almost never complete. A part of the experience or the person stays with the one who 'lets go'... It might get relegated to the back as one decides to take up an opportunity of new beginning because life must go on but it rarely so happens that one never comes in touch with that part again...
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Just want to end with this all time favourite for Sai:
"It was like some beautiful bird flapped into our drab little cage and made those walls dissolve away, and for the briefest of moments, every last man felt free.... But... Some birds are not meant to be caged, that's all. Their feathers are too bright, their songs too sweet and wild. So you let them go, or when you open the cage to feed them they somehow fly out past you. And the part of you that knows it was wrong to imprison them in the first place rejoices, but still, the place where you live is that much more drab and empty for their departure..."
Have a lovely day ☕☕☕☕ 🍵🍵🍵🍵 🤗🤗🤗🤗❤️❤️❤️❤️
Letting go is never easy...
Hamara hi haal Dekh lo 👆 and pakle tar maaf kara 🙏🙏
❤️J