*~H.G.O.R.C. #548~*- $~Invites Only~$ - Page 32

Bhootni jee to bohot zalim nikli, main ne to socha tha wo koi bahana baana kar keh de gin ke chalo ansarli 1 sath chalte hain chicago, or phir main ne socha tha ke hum software software khelain ge lekin wo ayin he nahi,

main ne ye nahi kaha tha ke hardware hardware khelain ge, wo baad main lekin wo bhe zaroor khelna hai hum ne, bus 1 baar wapis to ayein,, abhe to bus software ki baat ki thi,

abhe software or hardware se mera kya matlab hai ye nahi bata sakta

wo mujhe sharm ati hai na is liye nahi btaon ga,

wo jatin to kidnap ho jana tha onhon ne, phir main ne Dad ko call kar ke kehna tha ke Dad Ap ki beti kidnap ho chuki hai to please Ap ab nayi beti ko duniya me le ayein, is ko bhool jayein,

to Dad ne kehna tha beta tumhain pata nahi kis ko kidnap kar liya hai tum ne onhon ne kehna tha beta mujhe tum pe taras a raha hai ke tum ne kis ko kinap kar liyaab sari zindagi rote rehna os ki zid se or os ke gusse se, kidnap to kar liya ab dekho wo tumhara kya haal karti hai,

lekin wo nahi jante main sari zindagi rone ko bhe ready hoon...

on ke sath hone se he main zinda to ho jaon ga, beshak khelti rahain.. pehle bhe to 2 saal kehla onhon ne lekin meri zinddagi ka sab se acha time tha wo...

or isi baat pe mere friends bhe heraan hote hain ke ansar wo khel rahi thi to tum kehte ho acha waqat tha?

wo nahi jante na kya tha mere paas.. or kitna sakoon tha meri life me.. zindagi se pyaar ho geya tha mujhe, mera jeene ko man karne laga tha on ke life me aney ke baad,💔

wese yaad aya abhe main same osi jaga par betha hoon jahan kabhe beth kar on se baat karta tha wo bhe laptop se, lol

sept 2018 - dec 2018,

ye wo time tha jab wo meri feelings se khelne ka plan bana rahi thin, matlab milne ki baat kar rahi thin or main soch raha tha ke ye sach keh rahi hain ya koi naya plan hai, lol

abhe yaad aya same yehi chair, yehi table tha or yehi laptop tha. main smoking karta tha or on ke mesgs read kar ke sochta tha ke what? ye change ho gayi hai ya ullu bana rahi hai mujhe?

bus phir ullu ban geya tha main or on pe trust kar ke apna bura haal karwa liya tha main ne,

i think on ko os ke baad koi plan nahi mila mujhe phir se ullu banane ka warna wo phir se eysa kuch kartin, lol koi idea nahi hoga on ke paas ke kese bewakoof banao apne useless toy ko,

to yes, yehi wo jaga hai, jahan ullu bana tha main last time, lol

purani yadain...

or phir 2019 jab on ka plan pura hova tha tab main on ke city me jis jaga pe tha wahan main kabhe geya nahi, main hamesha wahan he jata tha lekin os din ke baad nahi geya.. yaad a jata hai sab, bhoolta to wesa bhe nahi lekin tab or ache se yaad a jata hai, mere ansu jese pain se nikle they wohi pain feel hota hai wahan ja kar..

29 sept 2018 ko ye bola geya tha, lol

mujhe sad nahi hona...

warna yahan jis ke paas aya hoon os ka mood bhe kharab kar doon ga,

bus 2 din or yahan phir chicago ko bye bye.

main ne eyse he dec-jan on ke city me guzaar diya, or feb bhe thora sa,

snow enjoy karni chahiye thi, lol na wahan se kuch mila na snow ache se mili :(

rest ho gayi abhe bed pe ja kar sone ki koshish, nend a gayi to theek warna its ok, lol

bye

nend he nahi ayi, socha tha 1 ya 2 hours ki nend puri kar ke phir dost ke sath kahin bahir jaaon ga lekin koshish ki par nend nahi ayi,

naagin jee a gayin thin yadon me or keh rahi thin ansarli bus mujhe yaad karo

to main ne kiyaache se❤️

acha shower time abhe,

ye nahi kahon ga ke a jao,i know ke nahi ana,itni baar to kaha ke a jao pani ke sath khelain gethande thande paani ke sath, lekin kabhe ayi he nahi,to ab main ne nahi kehna ke a jaomain naraz ho geya hoon ab

jo log kehte they 2020 acha nahi on se pucho what about 2021

jin logon ko 2020 me kuch bhe nhi hova on ka ab bura haal hoga agar halaat theek na hove to...

or mosam? USA me ice ka tofaan aya hai,

indonesia me rain ki waja se flood pe floods a rahe hain,

or pakistan me thand itni ke record toot gaye, lol

itna kuch badal geya lekin meri Bhootnijee phir bhe nahi badli,

main ne to kaha tha ke subha subha 1 glass milk me thora sa turmeric powder add kar ke piyein, os se pathar dil melt ho jata hai, lekin onhon ne try he nahi kiya,

main sachi bohot pareshaan hoon.. apne liye nahi, jab se wo mujhe chor ke gayin mere paas to kuch raha he nahi khone ko,💔

main ne bachpan me kahin read kiya tha ke Ap kamyaab tab nahi hote jab degree mil jaye, Ap kamyaab tab hote ho jab Ap ki waja se koi 1 insaan jeena seekh jaye, to main ne 1 nahi, 50 se zeyada logon ki life he badal di. job di on ko,

or abhe mera dimaag bilkul bhe kaam nahi kar raha ke main kya karon or kya na karon.. kese sochon ke sab barbaad na ho...

mujhe kuch nahi chahiye zindagi se.. jab khushi nahi to or kya karna main ne kuch, lol

ye sab tention mujhe dosre logon keyliye hai. main nahi chahta ke kuch galat ho. ya wo company jo main ne itne pyaar se banayi thi wo khatam ho..