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koi hai jo on ko bhe ache se janta hai or mujhe bhe, jab on ko main ne story sunayi thi to onhon ne kaha tha ke maybe koi reason ho ansar? to main ne kaha agar reason tha to naya ashiq kahan se a geya, phir main ne naagin jee ke sare reasons on ko dikhaye or kaha ye to khud se he jhoot bol rahi hai, har saal naya reason, is ko to khud bhe nahi maloom ke eysa kiyon kiya is ne, ol to onhon ne samjh liya tha,

lekin may 2019 wali story sun kar onhon ne ye nahi kaha tha ke koi reason hoga, onhon ne kaha tha ke os naagin ko block karo, lool

main manta hoon mujh se bhe galti ho sakti hai.

lekin yahan meri galti kya hogi bhala? main to on ki baat maan he nahi raha tha, is naagin ne kitna zor lagaya tha ke main in ki baat maan jaon.. or jab maan li to ye sab kar diya.

mere paas or SS hain nahi, os ne sab delete kar diye they, becoz wo janti thi ke ye natak hai to kahin ansar SS na le kar rakh le,

mere paas hain nahi sare.. sept 2018 se nov 2018 tak os naagin ne same eysi baatain ki thin.

wo mujhe keh rahi thi ke main trust karon os ka ke wo ab pehle jesi nahi, encourage ka rahi thi ke main os ki baat maan loon, or wo keh rahi thi ke jo bhe puchna hai mujh se mil kar pucho,

afsoos mere paas SS hain nahi sare. kash , kash hote...

main ne reply krna tha to mobile se laptop ki screen ki pic bana li thi ke karta hoon becoz mujhe bahir jana tha, agar wesa na kiya hota to ye SS bhe na hote,

ye kitne ache se acting kar leti hai. main i ki ek ek baat pe heraan hoon. kese kar leti ye hai ye sab..

chalo or kuch ho na ho ye to sabit hova ke main duniya ka sab se bhara bewakoof insaan hoon. jis ko ye naagin jab chahe khel kar, ache se use kar ke wapis phenk sakti hai.. os ko bhe pata hai ansar ko ullu banana koi mushkil kaam he nahi,

khud he meri halat kar ke phir keh rahi hai koi dekha nahi itni buri halat me,

main ne kaha tha mujhe dar lagta hai,! siraf is baat pe ke mujhe hurt kiya jayega, becoz yehi hota raha hai, to is ne kaha tha phir ye, or mera dar sahi tha os ne eysa he to kiya tha.

ye samjhti hai sab os jese he hain, aj koi to kal koi, tab he to eysa idea deti hai,

SS hain nahi mere paas, but sab wese he yaad hai mujhe,

barhal ye kafi dukh ki baat hai.. os ko ye sab nahi karna chahiye tha.

mazakh bana ke rakh di is ne meri zindagi..

is ko kabhe sharm to nahi ayi hogi,

wese bhe os ki nazar me ye sab galat kahan hain, ye to khel hai os keyliye.. kisi ki life se, kisi ke dil se khelne ka.

os ne kbhe socha to nahi hoga ke eysa kar ke mila kya tha os ko..

mujhe ye dukh nahi ke mili nahi mujh se, wo to main ne kabhe socha he nahi tha jab se wo apne ashiq ke sath bhagi tab se,

dukh bus ye hai ke os ne ye plan banaya or phir se meri feelings se khela,

os ko nahi milna tha na milti, mujhe bhe zarorat nahi os ko milne ki, lekin bata deti mujhe ke ansar milna nahi hai mai ne bus wese he tumhare sath khel rahi hoon, kasam se main khud on ko ijazat de deta ke jitna khelna hai khel lo,

ye galat kiya tha onhon ne, eysa nahi karna chahiye tha..

mera dil pehle he weak ho kar bachon jesa ho chuka hai, or ye dard mujhe or weak bana raha hai. on ko ye dheyan rakhna chahiy tha ke jis ki feeings se wo khel rahi hain wo already pal pal mar raha hai..

sab maloom tha on ko ke kitni pain me hoon main. on ko chahiye tha ke is ko fix karti lekin onhon ne pehle se bhe zeyada pain dene ki koshish ki,

jab insaan bohot time se dard me rahe na to wo toot jata hai, pagal sa ho jata hai,

is ko bus yehi shok tha ke ye mere dil or dimaag me top pe rahe,

kitna acha hota agar os naagin ne meri zindagi me rehne ka bhe socha hota,!

dreams pure hote, 100% wese he jese dekhe gaye they

or wo sahi hai, mere dil me os ki jjaga koi nahi le sakta, main kasam se os din ye baat maan looon ga ke main is ko bhool sakta hoon, jis din ye mujhe 10 minutes tak yaad nahi ayegi, 5 saal se eysa nahi hova, jis din hova os din main samjh jaon ga ke bhool sakta hoon is ko..

socho 10 minutes tak bhe jis ko nahi bhool pata wo mere liye kya hai.. koshish karta hoon lekin os naagin ki yaad ya os ka kheyal a he jata hai,

kabhe kabhe is ki bohot yaad ati hai. ke kya kya batain thin is ki,

kya kya promise kiya tha is ne, or kya dreams dikhaye they.

kiya kuch bhe nahi, or na mujhe karne diya, 1 baar keh deti ok ansar try kar lo, itna bhe na kar saki,

khud ki khushi keylie dosron ki life se khelna is ka talent hai. is ka shok hai,

main to chala WA pe,

ye dekh sakon ke kese kisi ke zid ke samne main ne apni zindagi os ke hath me de kar barbaad karwa li.

raat sari bhe yehi kaam kiya tha, abhe phir se karna hai,

kya karon dard hota bhe hai or sakoon bhe wahan he milta hai. os naagin ne kuch rehne he nahi diya mere paas, bus yadain hain or kuch nahi,