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mujhe wo sab maloom hai jo onhon ne kabhe btaya bhe nahi tha mujhe,

bohot sari information hai mere paas, eysi bohot si batain hain jo kabhe bola he nahi main ne, khamosh raha, mujhe 2019 ke baad idea nahi hai, koi info nahi hai mere paas,

jese main ne wo oper SS diye , wo kis ka ghar hai i dont know, looool,

1 pal keyliye soch liya jaye, for example. siraf samjhane keyliye keh raha hoon,.. ke wo naagin jee ka ghar hai, eyese he soch lo,

main ne wahan kafi time stay kiya os ghar ke samne, phir car se nikal kar thora paas bhe geya,

to socho ager wo naagin jee ka ghar hota, or wo ghar me bhe hotin to main on se kitna door hota? maybe 10 kadam? hmmmm ya zeyada se zeayda 20 kadam ho jate right?

ager ye on ka ghar hota to wo thori na janti thin ke bahir kon khara hai :P lekin mujhe to pata hota ke main on ke bohot paas hoon.itna paas jitna wo dream me bhe nahi soch sakti utna paas......

ye cheez.... main eysa kar sakta hoon, yahan he hoon abhe aj bhe kar sakta hoon or kal bhe kar sakta hoon, or ager wo ghar hongi to on ko pata bhe nahi hoga ke on ka uselessTOY bahir khara hai ,!

or zyeada door nahi just 10 - 20 kadam jitna door khara hai.! or main ne kaha na eysa ho chuka hai, or bohot baar ho chuka hai, on ko to maloom bhe nah hoga tab ke on ka useless toy on ke kareeb a kar door chala geya,

but problem hai mujhe pata nahi on ka ghar hai kahan, loool shayed pata hai, bus main bhool jata hoon kya karon :(

shayed pehle bhe 1 baar bola tha main jo bolta hoon, wesa 100% kar bhe sakta hoon, meri life me kabhe wo kaam socha he nahi jo main nahi kar sakta, main bus wohi sochta hoon jo main kar sakta hoon, mujhe dil se yakeen ho ke ye kaam main kar sakta hoon,

ye sach hai mujhe on se dar lagta hai bohot, himat nahi hoti meri, or kya karna main ne jab WA pe online dikh rahi hoti hai tab wo to na jane kis se baat kar rahi hoti hai but main on ko online dekh kar he darta rehta hoon, lol main smoking nahi karta os time, or ager already kar raha hon to cig phenk deta hoon, bohor sari cigarettes waste ho gayin eyse he :(

ager main thora strong hota to on ke ghar ke bahir ja kar call karta ke bahir aao zara, wo beshak shutup bolti ya kuch or, but main eysa he karta ager thora sa strong hota to,

wo duniya me kahin bhe jayein, main har jaga ja sakta hoon, mere liye puri duniya me kahin bhe jana eysa he hai jese log 1 room se dosre room me jate hain,

but mujhe ye pata nahi on ka ghar hai kon sa :( bhool jata hoon na, yaad rakhna parega ab, or 2 ya 3 din idhar hoon, ye bhe ho sakta hai jane se pehle on ke ghar ke samne jaon, same wese he jese wo SS diye wese he, bus wo ghar kisi or ka hai ,

ok BRB mujhe kaam hai, wahan se free hone ke baad or detail se btaon ga ye sab,

28 dec ho gayi aj,

lekin aj ke din kya hova tha? i think kuch bhe nahi hova tha,

aj ya kal yahan se bhaag jana hai main ne, promise kiya hai kisi dost se, warna 30 tak rehta.

pehli baar zindagi me idhar se jane ka man nahi kar raha, warna pehle yehi dil kehta tha ke yahan karne kya aya hoon, wapi chalna chahiye,

dil kar raha hai idhar he koi ghar dhond loon,

phir mujhe warning nhi mile gi na, phir koi ye kehne ki himat nahi karega ke tumhain is city me aney ki koi zarorat nahi,

wese 4 AM ho gaye,

sab so gaye hain ab to, i think mujhe 1 baar naagin jee ke ghar ke paas jana chahiye,

smoking karne ka bara maza ata hai wahan, dil kar raha hai road par car park kar ke wahan he so jaon ja kar, sakoon ki nend ayegi,

in chezon se kya fark parta hai wese. kuch bhe nahi bus eyse he pagal ho geya hoon. jis ne mujhe use kar ke pal pal marne ko phenk diya os ke itna kareeb jana theek bhe nahi, wo shayed ghar bhe na ho,

but i think kuch galat nahi is me, main kon sa os naagin ko kuch keh raha hoon ya meri waja se os ko koi tention ho rahi hai,

main ne os din bhe kaha tha os ko to pata bhe nahi hoga kitni baar eyse aya main,

is liye abhe jata hoon ya kal,

bohot jaldi thi os ko naya ashiq dhondne ki, thora wait kar leti, itni kon si aag lagi thi os ko.

main os ko kuch samjha he nahi saka kabhe. bus is galat fehmi me raha ke shayed wo khud samjhti hogi sab.

na os ne kuch khud samjha na mujhe samjhane diya.

bohot baar socha main ne ke os ne eyse he ye 5 saal guzar jane diye, kash ager wo tab sun leti meri baat, summer 2016 nahi to kam se kam march 2016 ka time de deti, os naagin ko sab kuch kar ke dikha deta main.

main looser hoon is liye os naagin ko samjhane me fail ho geya,

os ne kabhe ye socha he nahi hoga ke ager wo thora ruk jati, to shayed aj kuch bhe galat na hota, main kuch galat hone he na deta, agar main os keyliye mar raha hoon 5 saal se to zinda rehne keyliye bhe bohot kuch karna ata tha mujhe,

phir se purani batain, ab mujhe new batain karni chahiyein, bohot kuch hai jo kabhe bola nahi,

1 ke baad 1 injection hai lagane ko, on ke ghar ke samne jana, thora time stay karna ye to kuch bhe nahi, chotti si baat hai,

dar bhe lagta hai yaar, agar bhootni he hoti to no tention, wo naagin hai eyse he free me kaat legi mujhe, pehle he jo kaata os ka zehr he maar raha hai mujhe pal pal, lol