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phir socha yahan kya kar raha hoon main? matlab idhar kon hai mera? to kahin or chalta hoon,

phir yahan a geya. or 30 mints ka stay kiya car me, smoking bhe ki,

smoking is liye kiyon ke dar lag raha tha mujhe is liye ki, lol raat thi na bohot is liye akele ko dar lag raha tha,

phir socha car ke andar kya kar raha hoon bahir niklana chahiye ? phir main car se bahir aya or 10 mints ki walk ki , kabhe right to kabhe left,

to 1 tarhan se total 40 to 50 mints ka stay tha yahan mera,

or ye dono jaga jahan main geya yahan din ke time kabhe nahi geya main, bus raat ko he ata hoon, or bohot baar aya hoon,

bus bata pehli baar raha hoon,

mujhe sachi yaad bhe nahi kitni baar aaya hoon, count nahi kiya kabhe, shayed 20 se bhe zeyada? dont know yaad nahi abhe, lol

ye jab main walk kar raha tha, pagal hoon is liye eyse kaam karta rehta hoon,

jab sari duniya so rahi hoti hai or main ye kaam kar raha hota hoon, kaha to hai oper hai pehle bhe bohot baar aya, bus bata aj raha hoon,

mujhe maloom nahi ye ghar kis ka hai, but dil kar raha tha ghar ke andar chala jaon,

mujhe nahi pata wahan kon rehta hai or kon nahi, bus eyse he ruk geya, dil ne kaha tha ruk jao to ruk geya,

wese bhe night thi is liye, day time hota to meri himat na hoti eyse stay kar ke smoking karna, wo bhe wahan to kabhe nahi, din ke time to is city me ghoomne se bhe dar lagta hai

date kya thi wo mujhe yaad to hai but phir bhe bhool geya main. ye bhe ho sakta hai abhe thori dair pehle he ki baat ho, ya 10 din pehle ki bhe ho sakti hai, yaad nahi a raha,

next time day time pe jaon ga or video record karon ga phir, lekin shayed eysa hoga nahi mujh se,

but sawal ye hai ke main idhar kar kya raha tha,? mujhe to pata bhe nahi yahan rehta kon hai,

naagin jee mujhe bhool he gayin, mera matlab hai 2 saal onhon ne natak kar ke guzaar diye, os se pehle bhe to hamara taluq tha. or wo itna to janti thin mujhe, tab he to kaha tha onhon ne ke *ye bhe ho sakta hai wo bhe ho sakta hai ap ansarli ho kuch bhe kar sakte ho lekin abhe ap kya karo ge i dont know*

ye kese bhool gayin wo ke main kuch bhe kar sakta hoon.

lekin kuch eysa nahi karon ga jis se wo mushkil me a jayein ya on ko kisi baat ka samna karna pare, eysa kuch nahi hoga kabhe bhe,

main ne naagin jee se 1 baar kuch kaha tha, wo jab apne ashiq ke sath bhaag gayin thin os ke baad bola tha ke Bhootni jee, ager main chahon to Ap ke itna kareeb a sakta hoon ke mujhe Ap ke sans lene ki awaz sunayi de sakti hai,

ye shayed thora galat bol diya tha main ne, kiyon ke jab se apne ashiq ke sath bhag gayin os ke baad itna kareeb to ja he nahi sakta main, ke sans lene ki awaaz aye,

lekin haan itna zaroor a sakta hoon ke ager main on ko awaaz doon to wo sun saktin hain :)

or sach kahon to on ko shayed pata bhe nahi chale ga ke ansar mere itna kareeb a kar door chala geya, main eysa kar sakta hoon ke jab mera man kare on ke samne a jaon. but karon ga nahi, man to wese karta hai lekin fyda koi nahi hai,

eysa bohat baar ho chuka hai, bohot baar hova ke main on ke itna kareeb a kar door chala geya or on ko pata bhe nahi chala.

2018, or 2019 eysa kiya main ne, 2020 ka to main kuch keh nahi sakta but 2018-2019 to 100% main on ke kareeb a kar door chala geya, or 2020 ka is liye nahi maloom becoz mujhe last year se ab tak kuch maloom nahi wo kahan hain. jab se meri nazron se gir gayin main ne ye dekha he nahi,