Pehelehi bol du...analytical post hai..par padhenge toh muze khushi hogi aur shayad hame Sai thodi achhese samaj aayegi..
Sai is a very difficult person to decipher and understand. Two people who came close to knowing her for what she is, were her Aaba and Usha mavashi. The only person who followed them quickly was Virat. Even Ashwini was bafflled with the angry tantrums she threw the other day, but Virat has handled her worst behaviours with utmost composure.
What makes Sai difficult to understand is her upright nature (woh thoda zyadahi hai) which prevents her from displaying her emotions and vulnerabilities (Her life without mother and tough teenage years could be the reason behind it too).
What Sai KNOWS in hearts of her heart as the 'ULTIMATE TRUTH', one may not find it on display or even in her behaviour.
1.Virat's courage and Sai
Sai came to know about Virat through her Aaba. Aaba, in whom she had complete faith, regarded ACP Chavhan in high regard. This was enough for Sai to start believing in his capabilities which she did.
The way Virat was proud of Sai's academic achievements from day one, Sai was both proud and confidant about his strategic planning and courage. The way Virat was impressed with her, she was impressed with him too but we rarely get to see it in her behaviour unlike Virat(Virat kitna proud feel karata tha Sai ko lekar woh to phone pe Pakhiko bhi pata chal gaya thađ¤Śââď¸).
⢠I just cannot forget the conversation she had with Jagtap after Virat's entry in GC.
Sai: "Subah ka thappad khakar bacha kucha dimag bhi kharab ho gaya hai kya?"
Jagtap: "To ye jo naya akad hai woh us Chavhan ki wajah se!"
Sai: "Maja ayega na..tuze bahot maza ayega jab Chavhan saab tera aur tere baap ka wahi haal karenge jo tere us expensive phone ka kiya."
⢠One can feel her confidance through the proud smile she gave at Virat's entry into her forced wedding.
⢠Also when she said "Aap yahan hote to mei kidnap nahi hoti.."đ
Virat's care and Sai
⢠Virat protecting her in her Aaba' absence,
⢠her video conversation with Virat,
⢠Virat's visit to the safe house, introduced her to his caring side which she did get attached to. (She thought him before attempting suicide, after hospital discharge)
But we do not see her drooling over Virat like her schoolmates (Kitna handsome hai yaar..tu kitni lucky hai..). Even though his looks were never on her mind but his personality was.
Then why Virat always felt Sai hated him?
Sai KNEW all along THE TRUTH she told Ashwini.
"Virat sir aisa kuchh kar hi nahi sakate jisse muzhe chhot pohoche. Muze kya woh to kisiko dukhi nahi dekh sakate."
So here comes the glitch. Sai never ever disliked (forget hating) Virat. She hated the 'role' Virat played in seperating her from her Aaba.
⢠First by postponing his retirement,
⢠then by keeping her at the safe house and
⢠then the worst part, her beloved Aaba's death (again, Sai knew he was not responsible but again had played a role indirectly).
It is complex which Virat could not undestand. He construed her hate for the 'role' he played in seperating her from her Aaba as hatred or dislike towards him.
Sai only partially clarified that today. " Aap itane bhi bure nahi ho Virat sir." Jo banda kisi aur ko pasand karata hai aisa kehata hai use Sai kaise 'bahot achhe ho' bolegi, aap hi bataiye?
Pura sach to usne sirf apaki Aai ko bataya hai.
Marriage with Virat and Sai
Just like any 18 year old who is super intelligent, filled with academic dreams, marriage was never on the cards for Sai.
But when it was on the cards, she wanted it as any other marriage. She wanted Virat all for herself just like any woman marrying her man.She never wanted it to be a 'deal wali' shadi. She is too upright to show what she really wanted it to be. One really has to learn to read her deeply.
I still remember the agony in her voice when Virat said after their marriage, "Itani formally bat karane ki jarurat nahi hai"
"Aise baat nahi karu to kaise karu? Hamara rishta to sirf formality ka rishta hai, hai na?" After loosing her Aaba, she wanted this man with all his care. When Virat left the room after this conversation, she was waiting for him to turn just once to be there for her but he did not and she broke down.
As ' deal' was something that Virat brought into this marriage, Sai rightly put the responsibility on him of doing away with it when she said, "ye toh apako decide karana hai ki mei apaki 'zimmedari' hun ya 'parivar'?" Now ball is in Virat's court how he handles it (Vaada, farz, zimmedari) without messing it up more.Waise is bande pe is bare mein bharosa karana thoda mushkil hai.
Aur ek baat Virat sir, jiss bandise apane shadi ki hai use puri tarah samajhana IPS ka exam dene se bhi kathin hai.
Waise ye post padh lenge to thodi asani hogi!đ (nahi..nahi..sirf majakh majakh mei kaha.. this post is not a big 'deal')