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mujhe kaha karti thi ansar jaldi se USA a jao. mujhe abhe real wala love nahi mila os ko bohot miss karti hoon, ye baat mere liye nahi thi? kya main miss nahi karta tha real wala... to wait karna chahiye tha os ko thora sa..

kuch chezain insaan zindagi me seekh leta hai or phir samjh jata hai, lekin kuch chezain tab seekhta hai jab sab khatam ho jaye,

main ne bhe kuch seekha lekin os waqat seekha jab sab barbaad ho geya..

main ne seekha eysi naagin ager zindagi me aye to kuch bhe karo par os pe itna bharosa kar ke apni life os ke hath me na do.

wo roye bhe to os ki baton ka yakeen na karo.

wo ager kahe ke main pehle jesi nahi or ab sacha pyaar karon gi to samjh lo ye koi naya plan ready kar ke ayi hai Ap ko rulane ka.. jo samjh geya wo bach geya, jo na samjha wo is losser ansarli ki tarhan rota rahega phir.

wo dreams dikhaye to sach na samjhna. kiyon ke naagin to Ap ki feelings se khel rahi hogi os ka to kuch nahi jayega lekin mere jese on dreams ko pura karne ki koshish karte hain, tab he to dard hota hai... or ye naagin ache se sath bhe degi. lekin jab Ap manzil ke kareeb hoge to naagin jese log Ap ko kaat lain ge or kisi or se pyaar kar lain ge, phir wo to khush rahain ge lekin Ap ki halat marne se zeyada buri ho jayegi

eyse log bohot zaalim hote hain. Ap in ke samne mar rahe ho to ye dekhain ge bhe nahi ap ki taraf.. or wo bhe tab jab Ap on ki waja se he mar rahe ho,

ye Ap ko use karain ge. Ap ki zindagi se khelain ge or phir eyse act karain ge jese onhon ne kuch kiya he nahi,

ye log Ap ko pyaar karne ki saza eysi dain ge ke wo murder se bhe buri hogi 1000X buri.. jis me Ap pal pal marte raho ge. nend Ap ki khatam ho jayegi. hasi ayegi he nahi, dil royega, dard itna hoga ke sakoon nahi hoga na din ko na raat ko, or koi Ap ki help nahi kar sake ga koi kuch nahi kar sakega.

Ap ki zindagi ko ache se use kar ke ye log phenk dete dain,

or naagin jese log har kisi pe attack nahi karte, ye log search karte hain wo log jin ka heart weak ho. jo dil se strong hon wo log naagin jese logon ke hath nahi atey, is liye ye weak heart wale logon ko he target karte hain, ye jante hain ke weak heart wale ache se ullu ban jate hain is liye.. kiyon ke jin ka heart weak ho wo jitne bhe bure kiyon na hon , kahin na kahin innocent hote hain,

is liye naagin jese log mere jese logon ka hunt karte hain,

bohot he zaalim, bohot he matlabi, bohot he ziddi log hote hain naagin jese, in ki duniya me in ke ilawa koi or insaan hota he nahi, kisi ki feelings to kya kisi or ki life ki parwa nahi hoti in jese logon ko, in ka jab man kare, jese man kare ye Ap se khelte hain phir bye bye. warna kisi ki zindagi khelne keyliye nahi hoti. but ye log khelte hain phir bhe. jab baat on ki ho to eyse log bolte hain its my life. lekin jab ye khelte hain mujh jese logon ki zindagi se tab hamari zindagi ki parwa nahi karte ye. wo khel hota hai in jese logon keyliye

15 dec ho gayi, 1 din or add ho geya,

main feel kar raha hoon ke waqat ke sath sath zeyada weak ho raha hoon, 20 dec ke baad ki on ki batain main kabhe read nahi kar saka, koi Ss bhe nahi hai, bohot buri halat ho jati hai, lekin abhe baki ki bhe nahi hoti, jese subha try kar raha tha ke aj ke din ki to read karon lekin nahi kar saka main..

bohot likh diya main ne aj. bus itna he abhe bye or kuch nahi bol sakta main,

see You soon, ya phir hamesha keyliye bye..

jate jate 1 baat yaad a gayi, jis se rona a geya mujhe...

( GN, apna kheyal rakhna Ap, or mera bhe kheyal rakhna )

eysa kaha karta tha main kisi se, bohot ache se kheyal rakha os ne,

GN,

is baar bhe zinda bach geya main. dard to hova lekin wo nahi hova jo main chahta tha.. koi nahi phir se try karon ga ,.

socha tha on ke city me a kar on ki he rulane wali batain read karon ga, lekin nahi kar saka, onhon ne injetion he eysa lagaya tha mujhe ke wo sab dekhe bina he halat wesi rehti hai, lol

na jane kiyon lekin is baar PNS se wapis jane ka man nahi kar raha . lekin jana parega, 1 ya 2 din ke baad,

dil kar raha hai yahan he ghar dhond loon koi acha sa,

main to kahin nikla bhe nahi bahir. siraf 1 din geya tha, din ke time, wo bhe car se nahi nikla.

wese raat ko jata tha kabhe kabhe, or kahan jata tha wo main bhool geya,

phir jahan me geya wahan me pehle bhe geya hoon, but 2017 me bus kareeb a kar chala geya tha, lekin 2018.2019, or 2020 bus eyse he ghoom ke wapis a geya,

mera matlab hai ke main bohot baar geya hoon yahan, lekin kabhe btaya nahi,

pata nahi kiyon lekin meri car khud he ruk gayi idhar,

main ne 30 minutes ka stay kiya, but car se bahir nahi nikla, becoz raat bohot zeyada thi is liye car me he raha,

bus eyse he ghoomte ghoomte pata nahi kese is side pe a geya,

zoom kar ke bhe SS liye they,

ye mera pehla stay tha, 30 mints ka,

lol

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