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teri yadain har roz a jati hain mere paas.

lagta hai tune bewafai nahi sikhai in ko..

OMG so true.. os ki yadain to os jesi nahi yehi sahi hai, lol.

main chala.. 2 weeks zara ache gzuar gaye they, abhe a geya wapis apni okaat pe, ab din raat wohi ansu hain or wohi dard..

yehi kismat me tha meri. mere jese loosers ke sath yehi hona chahiye,

GN.

khuwabon ke duniya me rehna he theek hai.. asli duniya me to dil he toot jata hai,

rakh lo dil main sambhal kar thori si yadain hamari,

reh jao ge jab tanha to bohot yaad ayein ge hum,

kiyon har baar pe koste hain log december ko.

kya december ne kaha tha muhabat karo,

mujhe laga tha 10 dec ke baad itna sad ho jaon ga jitna socha tha main ne, lekin main dec ke start hone se pehle he ho geya.

on ki wo sab batain meri ankhon ke samne a rahi hain, bohot koshish kar raha hoon ke ager sochna he hai to achi yadon ko dekho ya socho, magar wohi yaad a rahi hain jo dec me thin.

koi a kar mujhe goli bhe maar de abhe to kasam se dard nahi hoga mujhe. ansu bhe nahi ayega koi bhe, magar ye dard mere liye namumkin hai, ye nahi saha jata.

main abhe soch raha tha jab onhon ne eysa kiya tha to kya on ko taras nahi aya tha mujhe pe?

phir on ki dec wali batain yaad a jati hain. jese wo baat kar rahi thi os ko dekh kar lagta hai ke on ko 1% bhe daya nahi ayi thi mujh pe,

14 dec to kafi ache se baat ki thi onhon ne. magar 15 dec se on ka wo face dekha tha main ne jo kabhe socha bhe nahi tha.

wo khud bhe ager wo sab read kare to nahi kar sakegi,!

ye SS 2015 ke he hain, main wo chat phir se read nahi kar sakta sari, is liye ye SS he dekhta hoon ye bhe kafi hain,

1 to rulaya mujhe or oper se is tarhan se baat kar rahi thi..

or ye STUPID question bohot he stupid tha wese jo main in se puch raha tha.. kiyon ke os ka taluq meri life se tha.. ager on ke ashiq ke bare me koi baat puchta to wo stupid na hoti, kiyon ke os ki life thi or meri life ki koi keemat thi he nahi, is liye ye Q stupid tha :)

bus yehi puch raha tha ke btao meri zindagi ke sath ye sab kiyon kiya to ye jawab mila tha,

phir sochta hoon ke chalo daya nahi ayi thi to maybe thora sa kheyal to aya hoga on ko?

par nahi. eysa nahi tha..

main ne on se pucha tha tab ke Ap ko mere dil ko dukha kar kya mil raha hai?

to onhon ne jawab me meri baat he nahi ki thi, wo apne ashiq ki baat karne lagi, or kaha ansar os ka dil bohot nice hai.. ke man karta hai os ke dil me chali jaon.

main ne phir se pucha ke Ap ko mere dil ki fikar nahi? to jawab mila acha hai lekin os ka bohot zeyada acha hai...

onhon ne ye socha he nahi ke wo kya kar rahi hain or kis ke sath kar rahi hain.. itna time sath guzaar kar bhe wo mere dil ko samajh nahi saki. or apne ashiq ke dil ki tareef karti rahi. mera is kabil hota to kabhe hurt na karti wo. shayed nahi tha isi liye to wo keh rahi thin ke mere ashiq ka dil bohot sundar hai...

kash mera bhe hota dil is kabil ke wo thora to soch leti.. kash main 1% to on ke ashiq jesa hota. phir mujhe bhe on ka sacha pyaar mil jata.. phir main on ka useless toy bhe na hota. lekin afsoos mera dil on ke ashiq jesa sundar nahi tha. hota to wo zaroor mujh se pyaar kartin.

bohot enjoy kar rahi thi ye eysi baton se mujhe salt laga kar...

main on se jab bhe apni baat karta tha to wo jawab me apne ashiq ka naam leti thin. kiyon ke os ka dil itna acha tha ke naagin jee ne os ko pyaar kiya dil se. mera nahi tha.

on ki batain read karte hove meri ankhon se anssu nikal rahe hote they magar in ki keemat thi he nahi koi. free ke ansu hain mere in ki koi keemat ho he nahi sakti.

main ne kaha Ap jab video call karti thin to Ap ki eyes me mujhe pyaar nazar ata tha..

to jawab mila haan ansar ye sach hai lekin wo pyaar tumhare liye nahi tha. wo keh rahi thin ye ankhain dekh to tumhain rahi thin lekin dhond kisi or ko rahi thin, or jis ko dhond rahi thin wo mujhe mil geya. or main ne os ko mil kar he pyaar ko samjha hai ke pyaar kya hota hai.

os din ke baad main jab bhe khud ko mirror me dekhta hoon na khud se nazrain nahi mila pata. mujhe samne mirror me 1 looser dikhayi deta hai. 1 toota hova 1 haaara hova insaan dikhayi deta hai.

mujhe eysa lagta hai ke main is kabil tha he nahi sahyed. sharm ati hai khud ko dekh kar ke itna time sath rehne ke baad bhe os ko ye ehsaas nahi dila saka ke main os se kitna pyaar karta hoon? itna bhe nahi kar saka ke kam se kam se wo meri baat to sun le,

or on ka ashiq .bohot lucky hai wo. sept 2015 me mila tha on ko or dec tak naagin jee ne os ko dil se pyaar kar liya.

or main os ke dil me apni jaga bhe na bana saka.. pyaar to door ki baat thi. jis larki ke dil me mere liye jaga na ban saki wo pyaar kya karti mujh se.