I think she’s completely in love no? Can’t live without him, is willing to tolerate more pain for him (ahh the sadism). It’s the realisation which hasn’t hit her. I think once it hits her (God knows when) then she will have a new found confidence in dealing with the situation. At the moment she’s just lost :(
She is not there completely. There were times today when he was struggling to get up and was coughing...she kept her distance. Yes he wouldn’t have liked it if she went close, and yet if she was there, she wouldn’t have been able to stop herself from trying to help even if he tried to push her hand away. There was a restraint there still.
I can understand shyness, but she had put his hoodie on for him during DDLJ reversal, today she was lost (not in romantic way) when close to him like S1 instead of the shy awkwardness that comes via realising feelings for someone all of sudden (not that she has realised them)
Just small things like these stopping me from saying she is there yet, though as Bunty said she is def falling in love and falling fast. Just not fully in love yet...but close....very very close.