PART 58:
"Rohann..papa has reac..' his words blocked in his throat after spotting the scene in front of his eyes. The world has stopped around him. He blinks his eyes to believe what is there before him. His son was lying in the middle of his own blood unconsciously.
"Am-Am-Ammoo' screamed sid flinching ammo who was pouring water in the glass.
"Siddhant?..' petrified her running towards his room as his voice had embodied some deep pain and daze...
"siddhant?...' ammo reached him. Sid turned on her side before grabbing her both arms,
"am-ammo..' sid choked out baffling her.
"Tell me ammo, it's-it's not true right? I'm in ni-nightmare ammo...slap me to come out of it' he slapped his own cheeks with her both hands.
"siddhant? what happened?..' shouted ammo pulling her hands back. Without turning on the side, he pointed rohan with his index finger.
"Rohannn...' whines ammo sprinted near the child. Sid gasped as the reality hit him.
"Mataraniii what happened to my child?..' she took rohan in her lap and hugged him close to her chest while sid was gazing the floor avoiding his contact with his breathless child.
"rohan beta' cries her loudly checking his heartbeats placing her hand in his chest. She exhaled a deep breath as she feels rohan's low thumping heart.
"Matarani!' she cried thankfully then pressed her pallu in rohan's head to stop the bleeding. She stood then went near sid,
"siddhant..siddhant..come beta, we need to go hospital' slurred her. She tries to go but paused finding him still staring the floor.
"Siddhant' ammo shouted. He was still in the same devastated state...
"Siddhanttt' ammo slapped him hardly. He lifted his head and his eyes fell on his child.
"Rohan is breathing' confessed her holding rohan's bleeding head cryingly.
Sid doesn't know how to react as he wasn't in his own state. He stirred out followed by ammo.
Sid occupied the driving seat. He tries to insert the key in hole but his shivering hand didn't let him to do...
"I can't-I can'ttt...' cried him loudly then got down from the car making ammo to cry. Sid signalled his driver to come and gave the key to him...
"start the car!' he weeps occupied the back seat beside ammo.
The driver shocked after seeing rohan's condition. He started the car without wasting a second in full speed.
Sid covered his face with his palm as he couldn't see his child who was soaked in blood.
"nothing will happen to your rohan..' ammo sheds tears wiping the blood. Sid weeps inside his palms,
"please god..please! please!' prayed him gulping his grief.
GLOBAL HOSPITAL:
"fastt' groaned dr. anjana running beside the stretcher with ammo while sid walks beside them quietly. He neither speak much nor react anything.
He reached the glass door and pressed his forehead in it watching rohan. He saw how anjana drops rohan in the bed and connects Cardiac Monitor wires.
"Shit' she flustered as she found his heart rate was dropping..
"Nurse' called anjana signalling something to arrange.
"fix the ratio in 15:2..' commanded her preparing herself to give chest compression to the little child.
Sid controlled his loud cry covering his mouth as his baby was struggling for his dear life..
"3..2..1..' anjana performed CPR. Rohan's body lifted little from the bed killing sid inch by inch.
"please rohan..I don't have anyone! don't leave papa..please champ..please! please!' implored sid crossing his fingers.
"3..2..1..' anjana did again raising rohan's body up.
"I can't live without you..I can't champ' sid's body was shaking as fear surrounded his heart and he pouring his tears like a rain. He was crying more than he had ever cried in his life. He thought losing his parents and roli's parents was hard, but now seeing his baby boy in such a state feels like the pain is doubled.
"One more time, 3..2..1..' anjana gave her final try.
Rohan woke up and wailed aloud returning sid's life back.
"Rohannn' squeaked sid fell down in his knees and squalls in happiness...
"Thank you baccha..' thanked sid joining his hands.
He feel hiccups escaping from him as he tried his best to stop crying..Ammo got up from the chair went near the door and found rohan was crying and in all awake.
"mataraniii' she hugged sid,
"your son is alright' she said caressing his back. He nodded his head crying inconsolably.
Sid felt a hand in his shoulder,
After clearing his blurry image..he saw nairan were standing before him.
"sid..' karan cries sat beside him.
"karan..my baby karan' weeped him pointing his trembling finger.
"he's alright sid!' karan strokes his back while naina watches rohan through the mirror with a tears.
COUPLE OF HOURS HAVE PASSED:
Dr. Anjana came out from the ICU.
"Dr. anjana..how's my son? he is alright, right?' asks sid between his sob.
"yes Mr. Bhardwaj..he is perfectly alright! and siddhant, I never thought you would be so careless. You are raising a child without his mother..You should have been more careful, right?.. A father can't raise a child alone because a mother only know how to take care a child....' stated her. A sudden anger consumed sid's mind after hearing the word MOTHER...
"Take care of him well siddhant as he have lost so much of blood...' she said before walking away.
Sid clenched his jaw,
"I shouldn't have trusted her' he raged closing his eyes. He opened his eyes then walked inside the room to see his baby.
"where is di ammo? how did this happen?..' queried naina.
"don't ask me anything naina, I still couldn’t get out of that event that saw our rohan in the middle of blood' ammo's voice broke because of her tears.
Naina moved little away from ammo and karan then dialled roli's number.
"Naina, I'm busy right now! talk to me later' said roli in one go hung up the call. Anger hit naina, she called roli again.
"can't you underst...'
"rohan is in the hospital di' shouted naina stopping roli.
"what? what d-did you sa-say?..' stammers roli moving near the window. She opened the door and found an empty cradle.
"where were you di?..why did you leave the baby alone?..' cries her over the mobile petrifying roli.
"naina what happened?..where is my rohan?..' roli's heart started beating fastly.
"come to global hospital' naina disconnected the call as she doesn't want to break into tears.
"Rohan' mumbles her allowing pair of tears to scroll down. She ran out left everything behind her..
GLOBAL HOSPITAL:
After enquiring about rohan in the reception.. Roli reached the second floor and walks in the hallway searching room no. 42...
Sid took slow steps near the child who was surrounding by wires and blood passing through inside his veins through drip tube...
He inhaled a deep breath before exhale. He reached rohan then laid down beside him. Sid took rohan's right hand in his and kissed his palm until he feels pain in his lips.
"don't you have a little bit of mercy on me champ?.. do you know how much you scared me?..' he cries and kissed the gauze which was tied around rohan's forehead.
"you killed me literally..you made me realise how much I love you. How much i need you in my life..how much my breath have mixed with you..If I had not heard your cries, I probably would have died..'
"bachha, don't think to leave me dear! Papa will die, I'm nothing without you..you are my breath and my life'
"promise me..you won't leave me right?..'
"ROHANN...'
Sid opened his teary eyelids after hearing the voice from behind. He got up from rohan's shoulder then turned his head..
"what happened to my baby?..' roli came near rohan. Tears scrolled down in her cheeks without a break while Ammo and nairan stepped inside to save roli from siddhant.
Roli's heart sinks seeing rohan.
"oh my god..my son' she wails outstretched her hand to touch her wounded child but sid stopped grabbing her wrist.. Roli bites her lips as sid's grip in her wrist was so tight. He got down from the bed,
"Siddhant?..' roli shakes her hand to pull but sid didn't leave her hand.
Sid freed her hand before strangle her neck.
"you murderer!' he pinned roli in the wall tightening his grip.
"Siddhanttt..' karan rushed near sid before he would kill roli.
"stay away from me, otherwise I would kill her right now' shouted sid flinching everyone in the room. Karan moved a step back.
Sid turned on roli's side who was struggling to come out from his tight hold.
"So-Sorry..'
"I trusted you..I trusted you so much..'
Roli choked as his hold getting tight second by second...
"siddhant leave her..' spoke ammo finding roli's eyeballs moving up.
"don't interfere ammo' warned sid, anger oozed from his eyes..
"si-ahh-siddhant..' coughs roli clutching the wall.
"I gave my son's responsibility to you because I trusted you more than myself' sniffles him removing his hand from her throat.
"but you...' he spat out and gave a tight slap to roli showing black and blue to her..Blood dripping from her lower lip making her feel pain..Nairan and ammo shocked.
"I'm sorry siddhant...' roli weeped bearing the pain.
"don't dare to take my name in your mouth, you had lost the rights when you left my child alone' sid bellowed.
"please siddhant, trust me! I haven't...'
"trust you? trust you again? see the result of trusting bloody you..' he shows rohan and bursting into tears.
"Do you know how I felt when I saw my little boy drenched by his own blood?..his white sleeper had turned r-r-red'
"doctors gave him CPR, When his slender body rose from the bed while they were giving shock in his little heart, I was dead...I didn't feel my heartbeat until my baby got up!..Is this a age to endure such a pain?...How much would it have hurt my baby...' cried him.
"Sorryyy' roli slides down in the wall until reach the floor crying fretfully.
"how many times I have told you to be careful?..did you listen to me once?..wait..wait..it's not your mistake, it's mine. It's my mistake to trust such a murderer like you...' said him recalling how she walked wearing stiletto heels when rohan was inside her.
"please siddhant...I won't repeat this mistake again! I'll take care of our rohan well...'
"my rohan!....he is mine! only mine! my son..you don't have any rights on my son..' stated sid showing his index finger. Roli shakes her head no getting up from the floor. She reached him,
"how could you say so?.. He is my son...'
Roli fell down in the ground after receiving another slap from sid.
"don't you hear, rohan is my son' sid lashed out. Roli pressed her forehead in the floor and cries.
"sorry..sorry..forgive me once'
"get up..you should not be near my son! Something will happen to him if your shadow falls on him..' he said breaking roli's heart.
Sid pulled her up then yanks her towards the door.
"please siddhant..don't do this! I can't live without my son siddhant..' begs roli struggling to remove her hand from him.
Sid opened the door then pushed her out of the room,
"don't show your face to me, get lost for our life' commanded sid slamming the door.
"don't punish me like this siddhant' roli hit the door cryingly.
"ammo, tell her to go away! I'm giving her a chance to live..my kindness won't lost so long..' he spoke walking near rohan.
Ammo opened the door...Roli tries to rush inside but naina and ammo held her then took her little away from the room.
"ammo, leave me ammo! my son needs me..I want to go to him' sobbed roli attempting remove their hands off her.
"stop it roli..' shouted ammo recoiling roli.
"why you are crying for your son this much now? didn't you think of him when you left him alone and go?..' ammo yelled with a tears.
"ammo-ammo..trust me, I haven't done it purposely! it was raining, that's why I didn't carry my rohan to my house...I thought to return soon but I didn't know how-how..i'm sorry rohaann' roli fell down covering her face.
"I'm sorry bachha..' whined roli crunching naina and ammo's heart.
BW HOUSE:
Naina held roli's shoulders and brings her inside the house...
"sit di..' says naina made the devastated roli sit in the sofa.
Roli got up then started sprinting towards her room.
"di? what happened?..' naina followed roli with a confusion.
Roli reached her room, she walks near the cradle but stopped in her track after spotting blood in the floor. Roli fell down as her wobbly legs didn't let her to stand.
"ro-rohan...rohannn!' screams roli whined loudly clutching her chest. She started slapping her own cheeks,
"it's my mistake..it's my mistake'
"di..stopp' naina grabbed roli's hands and pulled her closer.
"why did I leave you alone?..what did I do like this?..I'm so sorry bachha' roli dropped her head in naina's lap and curled up like a ball sobbing painfully.
NIGHT:
"Now he's really good..but take care him well' advised anjana looked into sid's bulging eyes. Sid nodded his head assuring her.
"When he will wake up?..' queried sid watching the nurse who was removing wires and tubes from rohan.
"maybe in two or three hours..' informs anjana glancing her watch. Sid shook his head with a slight smile.
LATE NIGHT:
Time has crossed past 2...
Sid who was staring rohan's face forgetting to blink caressing his left cheek with his thumb found a movement in his pink face.
"rohan' sid got up from the bed then sat beside him. Ammo woke up from her sleep after hearing sid's voice.
"honey..' sid calls ruffling rohan's messed up hairs. Rohan opened his eyes and whimpers as he feels pain in his head..Sid took him in his arms and hugged him closer. Ammo reached sid and rohan.
Rohan started crying pulling the gauze.
"No No No don't pull it..' flustered sid removing rohan's little hand from his head. Rohan takes his lower lip inside and cries pathetically at his father showing his pain. Tears scrolled down in sid's cheeks as he feels rohan's pain inside his heart.
He put rohan in his shoulder,
"OK OK..it will be alright dear..' he caressed his back trying to console the child.
After an hour, rohan stopped his cry but snuggles inside sid's arms as he doesn't want to move an inch away from his father.
Sid rocks him back and forth tapping his back while rohan sucks his thumb..
"ammo, did naina bring rohan's milk?..'
"haan beta' replied ammo before walking near the basket..Ammo shook the feeding bottle well then gave it to sid.
Sid made rohan to sit in front of the him on the bed then put the nipple in his mouth.
Rohan pushed it away and whimpers.
"please honey, I know what you are expecting but You can no longer get it...' says him tries feed but rohan repeated the same. Sid I let out a sigh of sorrow!
Sid placed the bottle before grabbing his hairs handful.
"What will I do?..' sid mumbles being worried.
"Don't worry beta..' ammo placed her hand in his shoulder.
"how will I make him to forget her ammo? she doesn't deserve to be near my child' annoyed him seeing rohan who was sucking his thumb looking here and there.
"don't feed him milk for some days, we can give him something else for protein..' suggested her. Sid's lifted his head,
"you're right!..this is the only way' he came to an conclusion.
"open your mouth champ..' sid moved the spoon near rohan's mouth. Rohan who had been starved since afternoon opened his mouth..
"that's my boy!' smiles sid fed him his baby food. Sid somewhat fed rohan showing something here and there..
Sid dropped rohan in the bed before wrapping blanket around him. He caressed his hairs then pecked his pink lips.
"sleep well honey!' he pulled inside his arms after laying down beside him.
MORNING:
Nairan stepped inside the room and found the father and son were sleeping sighing calmly. They smiled and reached them.
"how is rohan ammo?..' naina enquired.
"doing good, but cries whenever wakes up' informs ammo folding rohan's clothes. Karan went near rohan while ammo took naina away from the bed to ask something to roli.
"ammo?..'
"how's roli?..' queries ammo in a low tone.
"not good ammo..blaming herself for what happened to rohan. I had tried many ways to stop her cry but she didn't move an inch away from the cradle and squeaking watching the blood. Will bhai forgive her?..' naina questioned. Ammo's face turned pale and shook no.
Siddhant made rohan to wear his t-shirt who was sitting quietly eating his fingers,
"karan, can you please pay the bill' says sid before taking wallet from his jeans pocket.
"keep this with you man, I'll pay' karan placed sid's wallet in the bed then walked out before sid would stop him. Sid huffed!
"shall we move?..' asks karan to sid taking rohan's bag in hands.
"yeah!' whispered sid picking sleeping rohan up then put him in his shoulder. Nairan, ammo and sid with rohan walked out of the hospital.
"shit' groaned karan hitting steering wheel watching the traffic in front of him. Rohan raised his head from sid's shoulder after hearing karan's groan. He squinted at sid pouting his lips.
"well, your death is in my hands only' bellowed sid caressing rohan hairs while karan smiles sheepishly.
"sleep dear' said sid tapping rohan's back but rohan wasn't in the mood to sleep again as he rubs his eyes clearing the sleep from his eyes.
"what?..' sid inquired nuzzling his nose in rohan's ear. Rohan giggled then moved near sid's lips to kiss..
Sid and rohan kissed then laughed bringing smile in others face.
"so you're not ready to sleep? fine, watch outside' says sid made rohan stand in his lap while rohan watches the Mumbai city tapping the window glass.
BW HOUSE:
Roli raised her head from her knees after hearing car horn sound. She blinks her bluged eyelids to get a clear image.
"rohan' mumbles roli before rushing out of the room to see her son.
"Rohann' roli cries descending the stairs skipping the steps. Sid's smile faded away and he clenched his jaw suppressing his anger.
"stop there! don't come near my son' annoyed sid showing his hand.
"Siddhant..Siddhant..please yaar! don't punish me like this..I haven't done it purposely sid! trust me' whines roli trying to touch the sleeping rohan.
Sid pushed her hand away,
"listen..don't test my patience ok!!'
"siddhant?..'
"get out of my house' roared sid startling everyone. Rohan flinched raised his head from the sid's shoulder and found his mother. He grinned and widened his hands at roli trying to jump on her but sid a step back increasing the space between roli and rohan.
"siddhant he needs me siddhant' cries roli watching her son who was trying to free himself from sid and reach her.
"My son doesn't Want anyone in his life other than his father' stated sid sternly pacifying rohan.
"please siddhant' implores her joining her hands. Sid exhaled a deep breath before drop rohan in the sofa and grab roli's wrist.
"siddhant?..leave siddhant!..leave me please..rohannn' squalls her trying to remove her hand from sid's hold who was dragging her towards the entrance door. Rohan wails calling his mother opening his arms.

Sid pushed roli out,
"I..don't..want..to..see..your ..face..anymore..get..out..of..my..life' emphasised him before slamming the door in her face.
"Noo, siddhant sorryyy' roli pounded the door leaning on it.
Sid took his crying child then headed towards his room wiping his tears while ammo and nairan watches them without knowing what to do.
END OF FLASHBACK.........
PRESENT:
Roli halted the car with a jerk waking sid up.
"Roli?.. what happened?..' yawns sid stroking rohan's back but wasn't in the state to answer him. She got down from the car then walks away from the car in the heavy rain.
"Roli?..' puzzled sid. He dropped rohan in ammo's lap before come out from the car.
"Rolii' calls sid running near her.
"Hey' he grabbed her left arm then turned her on his side.
"leave me, go away from me' she pushed him away perplexing sid.
Edited by sarah24998 - 5 years ago
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