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life kahan ja rahi hai kuch maloom nahi,

main kahan ja raha hoon ye bhe maloom nahi.

kuch nahi samjh ata kya karon or kya na karon...

main ne bohot logon ki life badal ke rakh di, kuch pyaar karne walon ko milwaya. kuch ko job di. kuch ka future he badal ke rakh diya, bus main khud keyliye jo bhe karon nahi hota mujh se,!

main ne karna bhe bus 1 he kaam hai. kisi ko bhula bhe nahi wo nahi ho sakta,

mujhe bus 1 week sad rahe bina guzarna hai.. itna sa kaam nahi ho raha mujh se

2019 or tarhan se tha, jan-feb beemar, june me dard saha nahi geya to beemar, aug-nov beemar,

phir bhe 1 week sab rehta tha to dosra week thora acha jata tha,

or abhe 2020 kesa hai. tabiyat kharab hoti hai magar wese nahi jese pehle thi, phir bhe april se ab tak main khud ko theek nahi kar paya.

ab to Family ki yaad bohot satane lagi hai mujhe, itni kabhe nahi ayi thi on ki yaad wese,

wahan rahon to dil karta hai idhar a jaon. idhar a jaon to dil kehta nahi nahi yahan sab dreams they mere toot gaye to dard hota hai phir sochta hoon bhaag jaon wapis. kahan jaon main nahi samjh a rahi.

meri bohot buri addat hai thora sa sad bhe ho jaon or koi mera apnsa samne a jaye to main hug kar deta hoon or ro deta hoon mujh se raha nahi jata, is waja se 1 ghar me rehne ke baad bhe main Dad ke samne jata he nahi tha ye soch kar ke wo pareshan honge...

meri sari Family 1 sath mil kar mujhe hasane ki koshish karte hain, koshish karte hain ke mera dheyan kisi or taraf chala jaye. magar wo kuch bhe kar lain main kisi ko yaad kiye bina reh he nahi sakta

abhe problem ye hai ke mujhe tanhai bohot tang kar rahi hai. 1 dam akela. koi paas nahi mere, or jab koi paas a bhe jaye to mera dimaag or dil rehta kisi matlabi ki yaadon me he hai, to kya karon main ab

dil kar raha hai bohot din se pakistan jane ko yaar. lekin shayed abhe nahi ja sakta main

daily ye dekhta hoon or yehi sochta rehta hoon ke chala jaon wapis, phir na jane kya soch kar ruk jata hoon, daily yehi kar raha hoon, 1 week se ye ticket main daily dekh raha hoon,

phir jab wahan geya to phir main ne wapis aney ka sochna hai, dimaag kharab ho geya hai mera. sad reh reh kar mera dimaag theek nahi raha ab shayed,

book kar di or main na geya to nuksaan hoga mujhe kafi, 27k pura to refund hoga nahi

main ne oper nahi jana, ager to 100% dil ne kaha jao to 26 ko he jaon ga ager nahi to phir nahi jana

main to 2013 se akela reh raha hoon, pakistan to kam he time guzara main ne or jo guzara wo bhe bed room me he zeyada,

indonesia me bhe eysa feel hota tha bohot magar tab meri zindagi mere sath thi na to os ke sath ki waja se eyse akela pan feel nahi hota tha, bus yehi sochta tha kuch he time hai theek ho jayega jaldi he sab. or theek hone ki jaga sab khatam he ho geya,

cooking bhe khud he karna, baki bhe sab kaam khud he, ye bhe feel nahi hota, khana to main ne 3 din me 2 baar he hota hai bus, addat ho gayi ab khud ko bhuka rakhne ki,