Perhaps to you.. to me, it appears a personal memoire.. how Shahrukh remembers him.. as the guy who loved him too much.. who looked up to him.. and who he is going to miss as much.. I would prefer that at least for today and for as long as I can manage since I have been shaken by death of someone I was not really a fan of to look for good in everyone.. this would at least give me solace that this experience has taught me something.. this goes for Shahrukh who I love and Amir who I don't particularly like
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