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kon pareshan hota hai tere gham se,

wo apni he kisi baat pe roya hoga,

kash hamari kismat me bhe koi eysa likha hota jo hamari baat bhe maan leta thori si,

os ne miss kiya tha or mere jese bewakoof ne os ki khuwiash ko pura kiya tha, or jab mera waqat aya miss karne ka to os ko fikar he nahi thi kabhe, na ye ke zinda hai, ager hai to kesa hai, kitni yaad ati hogi, kab se theek se soya nahi hoga, kya kismat hai os ki wese... pyaar bhe mila or phir baad me naya ashiq bhe dhond liya,

hamain to chance he nahi mila kisi cheez ka, hum bus os ko chance dete reh gaye, os ko khush karte rahe ta ke wo hamain rulaye zindagi bhar ka gham de kar..

kitna miss kiya hoga tab os ne wese. 1 din. ya maybe 1 week. or idhar 4.5 years...

galat hova mere sath. khela geya meri feelings ke sath.

main ye sab deserve nahi karta tha jo mila, itna bura nahi hona chahiye tha mere sath,

mujhe pata tha os ki zid ka, sab maloom tha, phir bhe accept bhe kiya tha. lekin main ye dard deserve nahi karta tha.

wo zehr de kar maarta to duniya ki nazron me a jata,

to os ne youn kiya ke muhabat ki or mujhe chor diya..

teri nafrat me wo dam nahi jo meri chahat ko mita de,!

meri chahat ka samundar teri soch se bhe gehra hai,

health kharab ho rahi hai, acha hai ye wese, jab bahir wala dard hoga to dil ke andar wala shayed thora kam ho jayega. shayed...

ager ho jaye to main bhe sakoon se so kar dekh loon ke achi nend kesi hoti hai.

isi dil ne tarpaya hai mujhe, yehi sakoon bhe dega, mar ke, 6 months se try kar raha hoon health wese kharab hoi nahi jesi honi chahiye.

os ke baad 2 he options hain, ya to heart attack ya stent

sab ki problems solve ho jayein gi, meri bhe or wo log jo mujhe eysi halat me dekh kar pareshan hain.

main suna karta tha jab kisi ko dard mile to wo ek na ek din toot he jata hai, to mere liye kya hoga? i mean main to pehle se he toot chuka hoon to os hisaab se mere liye kya hona chahiye.

khel hai ye os jesi naagin ka, pehle mere jese bewakoof ko target karo, ache se use karo or phir kaho wo sab fake tha ab mujhe kisi or se pyaar hai.

os ko kya malooom kitna dard hota hai jab eysa ho...