*~H.G.O.R.C. #546~*- $~Invites Only~$ - Page 78

ey Khuda tera shukar hai khuwab bana diye,

warna os se milne ki hasrat he reh jati❤️

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kab se sad mosam chal raha hai, thori deir keyliye bhe acha feel nahi ho raha. ..

12,13,14 may guzar gayi, kuch last year ki yadain hain bohot karwi.

read ho nahi raha sab lekin kar raha hoon main WA pe dhere dhere,

os ke natak ki waja se hamesha mera bura haal hova, har baar pehle natak hota hai ke main change hoon or jab main ullu ban jata hoon to wo a jati hai okaat pe. or main ne hamehsa os pe trust kiya or hamesha mu ki khayi..

main ne os se req ki thi ke tum khud ko thora change karo. pehle ache se baat kar ke baad me jo change ho jati ho is ko door karo ye bohot buri addat hai, rehna hai to 1 jesi raho,!

os ki taraf se acha jawab a raha tha tab bhe main ne kaha mujhe tum se dar lagta hai main tum pe trust nahi kar sakta.

phir os ne eysa bola or mujhe *humiliate* kiya.

ye to kismat se mobile se mil gaye warna os ki batain sab ki sab sambhaal ke rakhne wali thin, natak dekhna chahta tha os ka main ager SS hote to.. ye to 1 kuch bhe nahi.

milne ki baat thi to kaha bhe tha tum se dar lagta hai :P eyse jawab par kon hai jo ullu na banta,.

jab wo wesi he thi, mujhe milna bhe nahi tha to kiyon mujhe yakeen dilaya os ne ke wo sach bol rahi hai, siraf isi liye ke wo phir se meri feelings se khel sake ? or os ne kiya bhe wesa,!

mujhe andar se awaaz a rahi thi na karna yakeen is ka ansar, but os ke itna kehne pe main ne kar he liya or 1 galti kar betha, shayed ye galti is liye thi ke main chahta tha os se, green signal dekha to pagal ho geya tha ye bhe ache se nahi socha tha ke ullu bana rahi hai :P

main ne kabhe may 2019 ke SS nahi dikhaye, isi liye nahi ke wo dikhane layak nahi. galti he meri hai to main ne he sharminda hona hai, itni baar bewakoof bana to meri he insult hai wo sab dikhane me...

shayed kisi ne dheyan nahi diya ke os ne kese baat ki thi mujh se. or os ko ehsaas nahi hova tha ke os ko eysa nahi karna chahiye tha,

Ramzaan tha tab main ne bohot koshish ki thi khud ko sambhalne ki, main roze rakhna chahta tha sare, lekin main nahi sambhal saka tha khud ko. or eid meri guzri thi hospital me, wo bhe jab mout ko itne kareeb se dekha tha main ne, heart attack ke baad, os ke wesa karne se meri itni buri halat ho gayi thi. or os ko to acha feel hova hoga, mujhe dard mile to os ko khushi hoti hai os se,

main shayed may me os city me jata he na, main ne os ki baat ka yakeen bhe kar liya tha ke ye milna chahti hai, or ye bhe maan liya tha dil se ke ye thori soft ho gayi hai, but phir bhe pata nahi kya tha mujhe main soch raha tha abhe final nahi tha,

mujhe ache se yaad hai main bohot sad tha. to socha apne friends se door chala jaon kuch din akela reh kar aaon, to main ne osi ke city ko choose kiya tha, becoz tab mera dil kiya ke osi ne kaha tha to ja kar mil lete hain, ya to ye dard khatam ho jayega ya main khatam ho jaon ga.

mobile pe old mesgs dekhe to nazar os ke naam pe gayi or main heraan reh geya ke sachi,? 31 dec 2015 ke baad 2019 mujhe mesg kiya os ne WA pe.... lekin wo shayed 10 din pehle ke they, april ke jo main ne dekhe he nahi they, use kiya hota mobile to pata hota ,

tab baat start hoi thi or mujhe pehle he 10 mesgs me samjh a gayi thi ke is ka dimaag kharab hai, to socha is ne kaha tha milo mujh se to is ko bata deta hoon shayed ye soft ho jaye, main ne bola or os ne ulta meri insult kar di.. mujhe gussa to bohot aya tha but jo dard dil me hova tha os ne wo gussa kahin daba diya tha,

or jab mujhe ache se ehsaas ho geya tha ke ye milna nahi chahti to main ne socha chalo wo baat kar loon os se jo zeyada zaroori hai. os ne suna tak nahi,

os ne kaha os ki zindagi ki ye galti hai jo mujhe wapis unblock kiya. main ne os ko kuch kaha to nahi tha phir bhe eysa bola tha os ne..

os ne ache se rulaya mujhe. meri kya halat thi ye main bata nahi sakta. or jab os ne kaha ke wo abhe block karne lagi hai to main ne bohot roka os ko ke na karna plz. os ne suna he nahi meri baat ko,

pura may. din me kabhe 3 baar to kabhe 4 baar me os ko mesgs karta raha, jab hospital me tha tab nahi kar saka, jab wapis aya tha ghar to phir se kiye lekin tab thore kam kabhe 2 din baad to kabhe 3 din baad, eyse he 14 may se le kar 12 july tak main ne mesgs kiye,

last mesg mera os ko 12 july ko geya tha or tab me pakistan me tha, almost 2 months tak main ne wait kiya ke shayed is ko aaj ehsaas ho geya hoga ke is ne galat kiya, is ko eyse baat nahi karni chahiiye thi to shayed ye apni galti ko dekh kar wapis unblock kar degi or sun legi meri baat, lekin 12 july tak kafi tha na to phir nahi kiya main ne koi mesg. 2 months kaf they wait karne keyliye ke unblock ho geya to mil bhe lain ge or baat bhe ho jayegi,.