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jese jese din guzar rahe hain main or zeyada toot raha hoon.. puri life me itna sad kabhe nahi hova tha main shayed.....

aya tha reply karne but abhe nahi hoga Sandy jee baad main karta hoon a kar,

ok abhe baki ka reply karta hoon,

Originally posted by: Sandbox

Ji zarur hoga ek din. Usse kuch badal nhi jayega. Jo bhi situation bigad diya woh toh change nhi hogi.

badal jayega? badalna ager hota kuch to wo badalne wala main he tha :P os ke bas ki baat nahi thi ke os ki waja se kuch hota, main ne bohot kuch kiya, sath nahi mila tab bhe kiya, warna os se to 1 kaam bhe na hota jitna bhe zor os ne lagana tha laga ke dekh leti,!

os ka bus sath chahiye tha , change karne keyliye main he kafi tha ,

or pata hai main ne try ki bhe thi, puri umeed le kar try ki thi, ye last year ki baat hai, may 2019, main chahta tha ke face to face baat ho or main last try karon, but wesa nahi hova to main ne socha chalo wese he bol deta hoon, but os ne meri baat ko suna tak nahi.... os ke eysa karne se main itna hurt hova tha ke Ap ko bata nahi sakta.. health bigar gayi thi, ramzaan kharab hova tha mera, eid meri hospital me guzri thi.. or os ne or kya karna tha mujhe bolne ka chance bhe nahi diya...

Originally posted by: Sandbox

Jab log kuch decide karte hain toh koi bhi faltu reason batake chale jaate hain. Sach bol nhi sakte toh bakwas hi sahi. Lol Bache bhi smart hain aaj kal.

Jhoot pakda jaye toh bohot chubti hain, isse behtar hain kuch na hi sune.

main ne kal bhe btaya tha ke os ke andar bohot talent hai jhoot bolne ka, insult karne ka, natak karne ka, dosron ki life or feelings se khelne ka, cheat karne ka, but 1 talent ki kami hai os me,

or wo ye hai ke wo bhool jati hai ke os ne pehle kya bola tha, lol or maze ki baat ye talent mere andar bohot zeyada hai,! mujhe har 1 baat yaad hai, koi 1 single mesg bhe nahi bhula,! but os me ye problem hai,

wo shayed jhoot bhe nahi bolti i think, os ko bus yaad nahi rehta ke last year os ne kon sa jhoota reason diya tha mujhe :) 2015 me jo bola os ne wo bhool gayi thi to 2016 me new a geya, eyse he har saal hova, to jab main ne SS dikhaye to os ko bhagna para :P

or sab se maze ki baat ye hai ke ager os ki sab baton ko sach maan bhe liya jaye na to yaar blv me wo sab batain eysi hain he nahi ki on ko le kar kisi ki life se khela jaye ya barbaad kiya jaye :) wo sab blv me Sandy jee bachon wali batain hain,

os ka last time jo reason mila tha mujhe main os ki detail me nahi jana chahta bus 1 he baat bata deta hoon jo mujhe boli thi os ne,!

socho mere sath jo galat hova Ap ko maloom hai ab, right? to kya Ap is base pe kisi or insaan ke sath bura karogi ke jo ansar ke sath hova Ap ke sath bhe wesa he hoga,? matlab jo mere sath hova kya zaroori hai ke Ap ke sath bhe wohi ho?

yehi baat mujhe btayi gayi ke meri friend./ cousin, khush nahi to mujhe laga mere sath bhe eysa hoga,! ye os ne kaha to abhe is reason ko kya itna serious samjha ja sakta hai ke mere sath itna bura kiya jata,? lol

os ki baton ne mujhe half pagal bana diya hai,! or abhe main ne Ap ko just 1 point bataya, baki ki batain nahi btayin jo likha tha os mesg me,

Originally posted by: Sandbox

Jo mana kiya hain wohi karte ho ? Ghar pe karne nhi denge aapke health ke liye. Cooking karke bohot saare cheezein bana sakte hain :)

100% wohi kar raha hoon.. main ne shayed 2 months se koi sabzi nahi khayi, lol kuch meetha bana leta tha ya kuch fry kar leta tha, kabhe somose, kabhe kuch to kabhe kuch, just wohi khaya jo mana kiya hai mujhe khane se,

nah ghar me to koi chance he nahi tha, onhon ne na meri BD pe bhe mujhe cake khane nahi diya tha, bus thora sa taste karne ki ijzat thi, but ye ghar ki baat thi, friends ke sath kha liya tha main ne, lol

Originally posted by: Sandbox

Yeh mushkil toh hogi jab bimar honge toh. Usko apna forehead karvake temp dikhani thi toh woh samjh jata. Yehi problem hain different languages hain toh samjhana mushkil hoga.

Pata nhi soch ke hi ghabrahat ho rahi hain ki aise akele kaise beeta hoga aise din. Kya bolun samjh main nhi aarha.

mushkil ho na ho mere wese he bure din start ho gaye they na is liye.. socho na yaar dil toota tha. meri life se kisi ne khela tha, mujhe cheat kiya geya, to wohi kafi tha wese to.. but mera sab kuch barbaad hone ka dard. mera plan, dreams wo bhe tha... or mujhe heart attack bhe to aya tha os ke baad main beemar he raha tha, or koi nahi tha mere paas. becoz mere jiju ke paas me raha tha or wahan se dosre city chala geya tha ke ye mere din raat ansu dekhain is se acha hai akela rahon becoz wo reason puchain ge or main bata nahi sakon ga :P

to akela rehne ke baad bhe beemar raha tha

forehead, lol itna samjhdar hota wo to dekh kar he samjh jata na :) main ne os se kaha tha meri arm pakar ke check karo or os ullu ko samjh he nahi aya tha. or mujhe indonesian itni nahi ati hai yaar.. bohot kam ati thi..

or maze ki baat ye hai ke os din mujhe gussa aya tha, meri ankhon me khoon utar aya tha kisi keyliye,! raat hoi thi to main ne gusse main a ke shower liya, or jab bahir aya to feel hova main medical store nahi ja sakon ga to beemar hone ki waja se wo gussa thanda ho geya tha warna mujhe bhe nahi pata tha os din kya karna tha main ne, lol

bata raha hoon na bohot bura din tha wo.. jitna he 14 dec utna he wo din yaad ata hai. tab siraf 1 insaan ki waja se mujhe thora sa acha feel hota tha, or wo hain meri pyaari sister jenny aunty.. onhon ne bohot care ki thi meri.. din main na jane kitne mesgs atey they ke theek ho? khana khaya, but mujhe kuch nahi karna tha,

or 1 baat, 31 dec se 14 april tak os ko mera kuch bhe pata nahi tha ke main zinda bhe hoon ya mar geya,

to june 2016 os ne kaha ke os ko mera bohot kheyal aya, lol dream bhe dekha or ansu bhe aye ke os ne kya kiya mere sath :P or main ne os ke is natak ko suna he nahi tha, khud he socho jis insaan ne ye bhe pata karne ki koshish na ki ho ke os ka useless toy hai kahan.. kis halat me hai. zinda hai ya mar geya to os ki is baat ka blv bhe nahi kiya ja sakta tha,

Originally posted by: Sandbox

Nhi yaar kuch log dusron pe bharosa karte jyda, kuch khud pe. Bharosa rakhna alag hain, uss bharosa ko todhna alag baat hain. Isiliye khud pe bharosa rakhna behtar hain.

ary khud pe to tha but mera maltab tha ke os cheez me mujhe khud se zeayda bharosa os pe tha ke mujhe sath milega, mujhe eysa lagta tha ke mera dimaag kharab ho sakta hai lekin is ka nahi hoga.. is cheez ka os pe khud se zeyada bharosa tha mujhe... or wohi toota..

Originally posted by: Sandbox

Dua toh dua haina toh aapki bhi sunai degi. Apna khane peene ka khyal rakhna. Stay blessed.

jitni kar li utni kafi hai na, ab mere hath me to kuch hai nahi. dua meri GOD jee ne nahi suni, try karne ka chance mujhe mila nahi to kya kar sakta hoon main,? kuch bhe nahi :) is liye dua karna he band kar di lekin khud keyliye, dosron keyliye to hoti hai,