Munafiq - Fatima Effendi, Bilal Q , Adeel Ch, Maryam N - Page 109

Seher you can start by reading small portions and then increase them slowly per day...that may help you :)

Well . This is my story. I'll try to cut it short.😊

I got married at a late age, I felt after completing my studies, and feeling lonely because all my siblings were settled down and had kids..I wanted to get married and have kids too. But I wasn't lucky to get married to a single man. It was my choice , and though we didn't know each other, nor our families did. Coz we were living in different countries..and we just connected through a website , and some mutual friends.😳 I did istikhara, and felt good, so I told my parents. My father and brother were hesitated, but the respected my choice. Alhamdulillah, it was a successfull marriage, yes, we had many differences, I wasn't the woman whom I thought, I couldn't manage the pressure of marriage and kids, so I lost my patience. I spent 6 years with him in Kuwait, then after the war stopped I came back to Yemen to continue my job. It was a big responsibility, coz my kids were very young 6_1 yrs old. My parents live 16 hours far away from my work place, so I was left alone. 🤔

My kind nighbours took care of my kids, and helped me alot. My work isn't demanding, I go to university only 2 days weekly. But taking care of my family, support it financially, doing both the roles of a mother and a father, and the lack of peace in my city ( the war started again) all this tears me from inside.🥺. Now I am stuck in Aden, my whole family live in our hometown, my hubby lives in Kuwait, and his first wife and children live in another town very far from my place too. 😒We live seperately, although we need to be togather. I miss my hubby, my family, siblings and my old calm life. But when I have to stay at home and think of it. I feel happy that I have my kids. They are disturbing, but I don't feel alone anymore.😃

Originally posted by: awida

Well . This is my story. I'll try to cut it short.😊

I got married at a late age, I felt after completing my studies, and feeling lonely because all my siblings were settled down and had kids..I wanted to get married and have kids too. But I wasn't lucky to get married to a single man. It was my choice , and though we didn't know each other, nor our families did. Coz we were living in different countries..and we just connected through a website , and some mutual friends.😳 I did istikhara, and felt good, so I told my parents. My father and brother were hesitated, but the respected my choice. Alhamdulillah, it was a successfull marriage, yes, we had many differences, I wasn't the woman whom I thought, I couldn't manage the pressure of marriage and kids, so I lost my patience. I spent 6 years with him in Kuwait, then after the war stopped I came back to Yemen to continue my job. It was a big responsibility, coz my kids were very young 6_1 yrs old. My parents live 16 hours far away from my work place, so I was left alone. 🤔

My kind nighbours took care of my kids, and helped me alot. My work isn't demanding, I go to university only 2 days weekly. But taking care of my family, support it financially, doing both the roles of a mother and a father, and the lack of peace in my city ( the war started again) all this tears me from inside.🥺. Now I am stuck in Aden, my whole family live in our hometown, my hubby lives in Kuwait, and his first wife and children live in another town very far from my place too. 😒We live seperately, although we need to be togather. I miss my hubby, my family, siblings and my old calm life. But when I have to stay at home and think of it. I feel happy that I have my kids. They are disturbing, but I don't feel alone anymore.😃

Lovely story dear

I liked reading it. Iss par tu koi movie yan drama bhi ban sakhta hai

May Allah bless you dear. May you soon meet your family and your hubby. I am glad that you are happy and spending quality tims with your kids. As kids are the great source of happiness. Enjoy this time and everything will be fine. Difficult phases do come in everyone's life just be calm and stay happy like you are. May Allah give you strength, patience and a lot of happiness.

Originally posted by: _NINA_

Lovely story dear

I liked reading it. Iss par tu koi movie yan drama bhi ban sakhta hai

May Allah bless you dear. May you soon meet your family and your hubby. I am glad that you are happy and spending quality tims with your kids. As kids are the great source of happiness. Enjoy this time and everything will be fine. Difficult phases do come in everyone's life just be calm and stay happy like you are. May Allah give you strength, patience and a lot of happiness.

May Allah bless you too Nina. 😊

Yes , kids are source of happiness, but they make me worry too. I am praying that they have a bright future. 😃

And the best thing about having to struggle is that you become stronger, and you become more independant.

Finding these forums made my life. Coz I don't have much friends and I don't socialize . I stay with my kids all the time. So you are my second family and my dear friends.🤗

Originally posted by: awida

May Allah bless you too Nina. 😊

Yes , kids are source of happiness, but they make me worry too. I am praying that they have a bright future. 😃

And the best thing about having to struggle is that you become stronger, and you become more independant.

Finding these forums made my life. Coz I don't have much friends and I don't socialize . I stay with my kids all the time. So you are my second family and my dear friends.🤗

Just don't worry. Believe in Allah and pray for them. In shaa Allah they would have bright future. Yeah difficulties make us stronger.

Thats great. Its lovely to interact with you.

Originally posted by: heavenlybliss

how is it possible to do onlien exams? everyone will cheat lol

the last hour is hardest which is why you have to keep yourself more busy in that hour 😂 plus the fasts are getting longer everyday

ubereats is expensive here so people use justeat or deliveroo mostly...you guys have pepes piri piri too? there was one near my house but it closed down...yeah we are still have a lot of deaths but still less than last week hopefully it doesnt increase again but they keep saying the second wave is gonna be even worse :/

i watched jab we wed and found the story very lame plus everyone was overacting in it...you can watch it for timepass and laughs i guess...also did you notice they have been uploading the last episodes of bharosa pyaar tera on yt but not the first ones? thats weird :S are they uploading them in a random order or just some of them? i really hope they upload all...also they keep reuploading the same old dramas which are already on yt like khaali haath , yaariyan and do kadam door the instead of uploading the ones that arent there...Geo is weird

yeah a lot of people already plan on cheating 😆 i dont know though because they released guidelines saying they will run it through a plagarism detector and if it shows you copied they report to the colleges that you attempted to cheat and your exam score is voided too. the only exams i have are english and psychology

yes i try to keep myself busy in that last hour so that i wont keep waiting and waiting

really? i remember using justeats in paris and saw a lot of ads for deliveroo and justeats in europe in general.. and no sadly we dont we have other variants of peri peri like nandos, but pepes was the best ive tasted. usa still has many deaths as well as many people in critical but a lot of people want the country open because of money losses. i hope theres no second wave :/ one wave was just enough

yeah i heard it was cringy from one review.. and yeah i saw. they started uploading from ep 60 onwards and it makes no sense.. just make the private videos public that were already uploaded with millions of views why reupload.. i think they might upload till the last then start from episode 1 but who knows.. i also want them to upload the whole show though and it makes no sense to me why upload khali haath, yaariyan, do qadam door when they have millions of views already 🤔 i dont know what geos doing either its weird. they should put aye dil tu bata since its airing on geo kahani right now,, also hum was uploading old shows to its yt channel for a while too now they stopped they put kankar and sangemarmar on the humtv app its odd that why not just put them on youtube for everyone

Originally posted by: awida

Well . This is my story. I'll try to cut it short.😊

I got married at a late age, I felt after completing my studies, and feeling lonely because all my siblings were settled down and had kids..I wanted to get married and have kids too. But I wasn't lucky to get married to a single man. It was my choice , and though we didn't know each other, nor our families did. Coz we were living in different countries..and we just connected through a website , and some mutual friends.😳 I did istikhara, and felt good, so I told my parents. My father and brother were hesitated, but the respected my choice. Alhamdulillah, it was a successfull marriage, yes, we had many differences, I wasn't the woman whom I thought, I couldn't manage the pressure of marriage and kids, so I lost my patience. I spent 6 years with him in Kuwait, then after the war stopped I came back to Yemen to continue my job. It was a big responsibility, coz my kids were very young 6_1 yrs old. My parents live 16 hours far away from my work place, so I was left alone. 🤔

My kind nighbours took care of my kids, and helped me alot. My work isn't demanding, I go to university only 2 days weekly. But taking care of my family, support it financially, doing both the roles of a mother and a father, and the lack of peace in my city ( the war started again) all this tears me from inside.🥺. Now I am stuck in Aden, my whole family live in our hometown, my hubby lives in Kuwait, and his first wife and children live in another town very far from my place too. 😒We live seperately, although we need to be togather. I miss my hubby, my family, siblings and my old calm life. But when I have to stay at home and think of it. I feel happy that I have my kids. They are disturbing, but I don't feel alone anymore.😃

Wow what a story Awida, I liked reading it. I'm glad you had helpful people like your neighbors in your life and I will pray that your life goes back to calm, and you and your husband reunite ❤️.

Originally posted by: awida

Well . This is my story. I'll try to cut it short.😊

I got married at a late age, I felt after completing my studies, and feeling lonely because all my siblings were settled down and had kids..I wanted to get married and have kids too. But I wasn't lucky to get married to a single man. It was my choice , and though we didn't know each other, nor our families did. Coz we were living in different countries..and we just connected through a website , and some mutual friends.😳 I did istikhara, and felt good, so I told my parents. My father and brother were hesitated, but the respected my choice. Alhamdulillah, it was a successfull marriage, yes, we had many differences, I wasn't the woman whom I thought, I couldn't manage the pressure of marriage and kids, so I lost my patience. I spent 6 years with him in Kuwait, then after the war stopped I came back to Yemen to continue my job. It was a big responsibility, coz my kids were very young 6_1 yrs old. My parents live 16 hours far away from my work place, so I was left alone. 🤔

My kind nighbours took care of my kids, and helped me alot. My work isn't demanding, I go to university only 2 days weekly. But taking care of my family, support it financially, doing both the roles of a mother and a father, and the lack of peace in my city ( the war started again) all this tears me from inside.🥺. Now I am stuck in Aden, my whole family live in our hometown, my hubby lives in Kuwait, and his first wife and children live in another town very far from my place too. 😒We live seperately, although we need to be togather. I miss my hubby, my family, siblings and my old calm life. But when I have to stay at home and think of it. I feel happy that I have my kids. They are disturbing, but I don't feel alone anymore.😃

you are such a strong girl Awida...may Allah keep you blessed and reunite you with your hubby soon

May Allah bless all of us girls and our marriages Ameen

(btw i dont know how you managed to lvie separate from your hubby and parents for so long and manage your kids alone Awida...i would never have the guts to do it) i go crazy if i dont see my hubby or parents for even 2 days

Originally posted by: azaanabbas

yeah a lot of people already plan on cheating 😆 i dont know though because they released guidelines saying they will run it through a plagarism detector and if it shows you copied they report to the colleges that you attempted to cheat and your exam score is voided too. the only exams i have are english and psychology

yes i try to keep myself busy in that last hour so that i wont keep waiting and waiting

really? i remember using justeats in paris and saw a lot of ads for deliveroo and justeats in europe in general.. and no sadly we dont we have other variants of peri peri like nandos, but pepes was the best ive tasted. usa still has many deaths as well as many people in critical but a lot of people want the country open because of money losses. i hope theres no second wave :/ one wave was just enough

yeah i heard it was cringy from one review.. and yeah i saw. they started uploading from ep 60 onwards and it makes no sense.. just make the private videos public that were already uploaded with millions of views why reupload.. i think they might upload till the last then start from episode 1 but who knows.. i also want them to upload the whole show though and it makes no sense to me why upload khali haath, yaariyan, do qadam door when they have millions of views already 🤔 i dont know what geos doing either its weird. they should put aye dil tu bata since its airing on geo kahani right now,, also hum was uploading old shows to its yt channel for a while too now they stopped they put kankar and sangemarmar on the humtv app its odd that why not just put them on youtube for everyone

even if it detects plagiarism people can still ask each other for ideas and help no? wow you are doing psychology too thats great i did my bsc in psychology

omg nandos is my fav <3 pepes is not doing well here in uk their resuatrants have started shutting down as i told you the one near my house shut down last year too theres so much halal fast food here hence too much competition

it seems like they keep reuploading the same shows just to get more new viewers all over again lol...our channels are very disorganized...i hope they upload all of BPT and also PNKD

Originally posted by: azaanabbas

Wow what a story Awida, I liked reading it. I'm glad you had helpful people like your neighbors in your life and I will pray that your life goes back to calm, and you and your husband reunite ❤️.

Ameen. 😊 and may you succeed in your exams, and complete your studies with full marks. 👍🏼