*~H.G.O.R.C. #546~*- $~Invites Only~$ - Page 63

main jab se aya hoon is ko mila he nahi tha, pehle jab aya tha tab to kafi time guzara tha sath me lekin abhe nahi mila tha to mil ke a geya is ko.

meri Mama kehti thin ke ager Ap ki waja se kisi ko khushi ho beshak chotti si he kiyon na ho , wo kaam kar do shayed dosre ko khushi mile, or ye mere milne se he bohot khush hova tha <3

video upload karne wala tha magar rehne diya, video se SS he le liya wohi kafi hai, lol

wese bhe ye kal ki baat nahi hai 20 din ho gaye shayed. abhe to meri tabiyat bohot kharab hai,

video se SS liya pic kharab ho gayi :s

Sandddyyyy jeee kidhar gayeb ho a jao wapis. main sara din akela mu utha ke betha rehta hoon or oper se sad bhe, to Ap ko reply karne se thora acha bhe lagta hai or time bhe guzar jata hai. a jao jaldi se wapis,

Sandy ye dekhi thi Ap ne,? ager yes to ignore ager nahi to dekh lena,

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JWo3PrR61zU&feature=youtu.be

bohot enjoy ki thi snow main ne, din raat yehi kaam tha, enjoy shayed nahi kehna chahiye, bus wese he dekhi bohot ye matlab hai mera,

a young man asked his grandfather how could you live before.

without technolgy

without internet

without computer

without drones

without bitcoin

without mobile phones,

Grandfather replied,

just like your gen lives today,

without humanity

without dignity

without compassion

shameless,!!

without honor

without respect

without personality

without character

without LOVE

without modesty

kisi ki yadain dekh raha tha, pata nahi kese nend a gayi. achi wali thin na shayed is liye, wese bahir se to nahi lekin andar se smile kar raha tha wo sab read kar ke, kiyon ke wo koi sapna nahi tha, meri zindagi ke khubsurat din they..

to jo thori si nend ayi os me 1 dream a geya, or wo dream acha nahi tha.

abhe to nahi , raat ko main apne 1 friend se wo dream share karon ga ke ager wo pura ho geya to main with date Ss dikha doon ga ke ho geya, wese i hope ke na ho...

Sandy Ap ne kaha tha main pics share karta hoon food ki to main ne kuch khaya he nahi, jo roll dikhaye they wohi khaye they bus, os ke baad subha juice se roza rakhta hoon or sham ko water se iftaar,

meri health is baar main ne bohot serious wali kharab kar li hai or feel ho raha hai ache se, mujhe doctors ne jo khane se mana kiya tha wohi khaya, cake, samosa, roll, mithai ye sab wo sab jo bhe tha main ne wohi khaya, or smoking bhe zarorat se zeyada ki to abhe wo sab hona tha jo ho raha hai,

You know main ne oper wali jo post ki os ke baad walk kar ke aya pure ghar ki tab ye type kar raha hoon, main bed se uth nahi sakta, jese he uthon pain start, or pain bohot bura hai, jese koi dono hathon se mere heart ko zor se press kar raha hai wesa.

yehi ho raha hai, bed se uth jaon to pain , phir wapis bed pe, lol

last year bhe may ke baad mera ramzaan bhe kharab hova or eid par main hospital me tha, mout ke mu se wapis aya tha,

isi liye main ne pakistan jane ka socha hai ke shayed kuch ho jaye acha,

wese hoga kuch nahi, meri family me se koi bhe kabhe kamyaab nahi hova jo mujhe thori deir keyliye he badal sake, na meri Sisters or na he mere Dad, ager Mama zinda hotin to shayed wo bhe na kar patin..

pata hai kiyon,? ye SS dekho main ne apne 1 dost se kya kaha tha,

jo kehte hain main bhool jaon ga ya bhool sakta hoon, wo abhe tak mujhe samjh he nahi paye, eysa ho he nahi sakta. sochna bhe galat hai, hona to doooor ki baat hai,

abhe ehsaas ho raha hai ke dec 2015 he wapis mil jaye, abhe jo halat hai is se acha to wohi tha, mana ke tab ye sab hova tha lekin tab umeed thi ke shayed aj nahi to kal sab theek ho jayega. shayed kisi ko dayaa a jayegi mujh pe.

or wo kal 4 saal ke baad bhe nahi ayi.

mere bohot ache friend ne sab kuch apne Dad ko bata diya or kaha ansar ko samjhayein, to wo kehne lage main nahi samjha saka eyse sache log milte nahi abhe, wo galat hain, sacha to main nahi, shayed wo kuch or kehna chahte they, loyal? wo bhe main nahi.. pata nahi ab,

Sandy jee main thora set ho jaon phir Ap ke PMs ko reply karna hai mujhe.

mujhe is baar sare roze rahkne hain lekin shayed main nahi kar sakon ga, abhe 10 bhe nahi hove or meri halat ye hai to nahi hoga mujh se.

apne liye mujhe kuch nahi chahiye i m done yaar, bus dosron keyliye dua kar deta hoon wohi theek hai,