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Originally posted by: Sandbox

Thank you so much Ansar ji, main aapko dil se wish kar sakti hu na,, Upar wala aapko salamat rakhe aur aapki suraksha kare, kyunki aap ek bohot ache insaan ho, jinhone bohot logon ki madath ki hain.

Saal toh aate hain jaate hain, hum apna saal peacefully bataye wohi bohot hain. Main pray karungi ki aapka saal behtar jaye aur aap khush ho. :)

Sandy jee main duniya se thora alag sochta hoon or thora alag he chalta hoon :)

mujhe shok nahi hota new year pe kahin bahir nikal kar dekhon ke log kya kar rahe hain, abhe nahi, jab happy tha tab bhe eysa tha main :)

ager sare log he pagal ho jayein to kya main bhe on jesa ho jaon? wo galat nahi karte, khush hote hain jo acha hai hona chahiiye, but main or style se new year ko welcome karta hoon :)

main sab ka naam apne zehn main soch kar on keyliye dua kar deta hoon or yehi mera new year hota hai :) is se agey mujhe kuch shok nahi ke duniya kya kar rahi hai 12 AM pe, mujhe koi 1% bhe shok nahi :)

or meri soch meri nazar main achi hai, :) main apno ko dua de doon ga is se acha or kya ho sakta hai? right? main eyse new year ko welcome karta hoon :)

wese bhe new year ka to pata he nahi chalta mujhe, 2016 jab start hova tha to meri zindagi barbaad hona start ho gayi thi :) log khush they or main hospital mei tha, or jis ki waja se tha os ko maloom bhe nahit ha ke os ki waja se meri kya halat ho gayi hai :P

or nahi mujhe zindagi se kuch nahi chhaiye. mujhe bus apni mout ka intezaar hai. mujhe jitna jeena tha main ne jee liya, ab ye zindagi saza hai mere liye or mujhe ye nahi chahiye, lol

Originally posted by: Sandbox

Aap pehle kuch khalo weakness hogyi hain na khane k wajah se, fever hain toh pani lena jyda body temp kum hogi. Sar dard bhi kuch na khane se hota hain kabhi kabhi. Khake thoda rest lena zarur. Aise bina khaye mat rehna please. Main toh bass request kar sakti hu idhar se.

mujh se khaya nahi jata,, bhook lagti hai sachi magar pata nahi har cheez ka taste karwa sa lagta hai jab fever ho, nahi khaya jata kuch.. weak to hona he hai, abhe puri body main pain hai,

main pehle kon sa khata hoon Sandy jee, 30 se 34 hours guzar jayein to khata hoon, jab ke indonesia hote hove mei 24 hours me 1 time khata tha, abhe 30 hours kar diye, lol

Originally posted by: Sandbox

Jab aapko pain hoti hain jo hua soch ke usse physically pain bhi hoti hain, kyunki woh pain aap express kar nhi sakte Bahar toh stress ke karan dil pe asar hota hain. Aapne sahi kaha ki apna pain khud ko hi exactly pata hota hain. Main bass yeh bol sakti hu ki aap mind divert karna taki purani baat aapko pareshan na karen. Poora toh koi bhul nhi sakta literally namumkin hain bass sochna kum kar sakte hain.

ye sab Ap ko btaya hova hai PMs mei, 1 baar phir sahi

mujh se khaya nahi jata,, bhook lagti hai sachi magar pata nahi har cheez ka taste karwa sa lagta hai jab fever ho, nahi khaya jata kuch.. weak to hona he hai, abhe puri body main pain hai,

main pehle kon sa khata hoon Sandy jee, 30 se 34 hours guzar jayein to khata hoon, jab ke indonesia hote hove mei 24 hours me 1 time khata tha, abhe 30 hours kar diye, lol

Ap shayed read karti he hogi jo main likhta rehta hoon.. wo sab dil tootne ki story hai. pain to hota hai na Sandy jee... mujhe 3 heart attacks a chuke hain.. or shayed main ager aaj zinda hoon to on gareeb logon ki waja se jin keyliye main ne kuch kiya or wo kehte they ke tumhain lambi zindagi milegi ansar, lol Ap ko maloom hai 1st or 2nd wale ke baad 3rd wala attack kitna khartanak hota hai?

stent 2 baar dal chuke hain.. ye sab mere dil tootne ki waja se hova.. wo sab dard jo dil ke andar hai os ne apna kaam dikhaya ache se...

mere dost meri galti ho bhe to mujhe kuch nahi kehte, just is waja se ke ansar heart ka patient hai to is ko sad nahi karna... or main sab se kehta hoon , dant liya karo its ok, lol

daily to ansu atey hain meri eyes main.. kiyon atey hain? or kis galti pe atey hain?

or is ke ilawa bohot kuch hova, meri left leg toot chuki hai. left arm or left hand toot chuka hai.. dil bhe left side pe hai wo bhe toot chuka hai, lol matlab main ye kehna chahta hoon ke bahir wala pain hota hai, but main kisi na kisi tarhan seh leta hoon. but andar wala nahi saha jata... or Ap janti ho 4 saal se main is dard me ro raha hoon.... pakore jesa mu ban geya hai mera ro ro kar..

Originally posted by: Sandbox

Aap travel ke ache memories banao aage jaake khud acha feel karoge. Aapne bola na woh pyari bachi se milte hain, udhar thoda time spend karna kyunki Bache jo haina mann main khushi laate hain, unko dekh k sab kuch bhul sakte hain. :)

Sandy jee travel he to kar raha hoon, 1 % bhe nahi badal saka..

Ap os bachi ki baat karti ho? meri family mujhe khush nahi kar saki..... meri Sis ki beti hai. main pic dikhata deta hoon os ki jab wo north wali videos post kin os ke sath he,, Ap dekh kar bata dena main ne delete karni hai wo pic.

wo meri jaan se bhe zeyada pyaari hai mujhe.. or ye mujhe badal nahi saki to kya lagta hai main bhula sakta hoon sab?

kisi ne apne shok ko pura karne keyliye wrong person choose kar liya.. os ko chahiye tha wo kisi or ki life se khel leti, jo kam se kam bhula deta :)

os ne mujhe choose kiya , lol kya itni kismat kharba thi meri ...

Sandy jee or kya hona hai meri health he theek nahi ho sakti to baki sab kya karna :) kya kya theek hoga or kese? na mumkin hai :)

Originally posted by: Sandbox

Jab aapko pain hoti hain jo hua soch ke usse physically pain bhi hoti hain, kyunki woh pain aap express kar nhi sakte Bahar toh stress ke karan dil pe asar hota hain. Aapne sahi kaha ki apna pain khud ko hi exactly pata hota hain. Main bass yeh bol sakti hu ki aap mind divert karna taki purani baat aapko pareshan na karen. Poora toh koi bhul nhi sakta literally namumkin hain bass sochna kum kar sakte hain.

Sandy jee mere Dad se strong insaan main ne zindagi main nahi dekha abhe tak.. wo jitne strong hain main utna he weak hoon...

jab main ne on ko A to Z story sunayi thi to on ki ankhon main apne is looser bete ka dard sun kar ansu a gaye they. or onhon ne kaha buss karo. mere bete na hote to main sun leta. beta ye dard ap ka sun nahi sakta to khuda keyliye chup kar jao.... ye jawab diya tha onhon ne...

or abhe tak main ne on ko wo sab batain nahi btayin jo mujhe rulati hain.. on ko btaya nahi ke meri halat kya ki thi kisi ne,

main wo din kabhe nahi bhool sakta jab Dad ne mujhe kaha ke a jao dosti karain, or phir kaha ab apne dost ko nahi btao ge kya hova mere bete ko? onhon ne 1 friend ki tarhan mere dil ka haal pucha tha.. or main 1 mint bolta tha or 3 mints chup rehta tha, dard ki waja se bola nahi jata tha.. ye bhe btaon ga kabhe ke kese os din meri or Dad ki baat hoi thi, 💔💔💔

Originally posted by: Sandbox

All the very best yaar, may your wishes come true 😁 toh aap US main settle honge ? Aapko bohot pasand haina US.

Aapko Koreans mile toh hello bolna unko 😂 Main toh San Francisco bata sakti hu, ek do friends ne bola ki acha hain udhar, thoda time do phir se ek friend se puch leti hu main.

kesi wish yaar, koi wish nahi hai mere khud keyliye :)

mujhe sab se zeyada pasand hai switzerland. 2nd pe mera fav hai Canada <3 wahan 1 city hai calgary wo.

or 3rd pe mujhe pasand hai USA..

main ne 2015 mein apne is plan ko pura karte hove Canada or Sweetzerland apne doston se keh kar 1 tarhan ka survey karwaya ke mere business keyliye or mere ghar keyliye jaga dhondo, lol or onhon ne wo kaam kiya bhe :) matlab mera jab dil karta main swiss jata, jab dil karta main canada jata ye tha mera plan :)

dil tootne ke baad ye nahi ho sakta,sab khatam ho geya..

to main ne USA june 2016 mei he a jana tha, ya shayed os se pehle he, but nahi ho saka wesa mere sad hone ki waja se,

main ne khud se keh diya tha ke jo bhe ho ansar USA nahi jana. becoz wahan mera dream tha rehna to mujhe laga tha ke shayed bohot zeyada dard hoga USA ja ke.. to main ne pehli try ki thi 2017 mei, jo main thore se time keyliye aya tha :)

then bohot hurt hova or wapis ja ke socha ke 1 try or, wo bhe Dad ke kehne pe ki, to july 2018 se july 2019 main USA me raha :) then again wapis geya pakistan to feel hova ke pakistan main rahon ya wahan, dard to 1 jesa he hai to kiyon na USA he jaon, to mera plan tha oct 2019 ka. but tabiiyat kharab hone ki waja se wo plan late ho kar dec 2019 pe a geya.

abhe main idhar hoon, to ab next step hai khud ka ghar lena or wahan rehna..

magar 1 cheez bata doon ghar lene ka matlab ye nahi ke main ab kabhe wapis nahi jaon ga.. mera kuch pata nahi, beshak next month he wapis bhaag jaon. jab dil ne kaha ke ab nahi saha jata to wapis bhaag jaon ga. lol

kiyon ke mujhe zindagi nahi guzarni, wo to hai he nahi mere paas.. mujhe bus sans lena hai, wo pakistan me leta rahon ya idhar kya fark parta hai? bus socha kiyon na wahan chalon jahan main zindagi guzarna chahta tha, is liye :)

or akela rehne ka reason hai.. mera dard se roz rona.. meri health kharab hona is se dosron ko shayed wo tention main rehte hain, to main ne socha akele rehta hoon. koi hoga he nahi dekhne wala to theek hai,

korea?? mujhe korea ke logon se jitni nafrat hai ye Apko idea nahi .... reason na puchna main ne batana nahi.. mere paas korea ka visa tha, main geya nahi becoz i hate koera zarorat se zeyada,!!

korea ka naam sunte he mujhe gussa a jata hai, lol

san francisco achi jaga hai, but mujhe na wo side nahi pasand, main 3rd time USA aya hoon, or kabhe os side pe geya he nahi, jab ke meri fav game GTA 5 hai, jo LA mei he bani hai, to main dekhna chahta hoon apni ankhon se ke game or real city kitna same hai, becoz bohot si videos dekhin, eysa he lagta hai jese same city hai game mei, but main wo dekhne bhe nahi geya abhe tak, lol

mujhe FL se le kar NY tak ki jaga pansad hai. or haan 1 or hai montana, wo bhe pasand hai but rehne keyliye nahi. montana 1 tarhan se mini sweetzerland hai , USA ke andar, lol

i dont know but main soch raha hoon kon si state or kon sa city choose karon..

city choose karna mere liye 1 task hai jo mera dimaag kharab dega, samjh he nahi a raha kahan rahon ,

or eysa is liye hai becoz mere dimaag me bohot sari chezain ghum rahi hain. on sab ko samne rakh ke soch raha hoon,