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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rK3l-sVd09g

ooops.... AB. lol

ary wah, writing se he pehchaan liya, lool amazing,

hamain is ki zarorat bhe nahi, wese he pechaan jate hain. lol

kya ye 2012 wapis nahi a sakta kya....

hamara group tha WA pe... jo shayed abhe bhe hota. kisi ne wo group leave kar diya tha , phir main ne bhe kar diya kuch din ke baad, lol i dont know wo group abhe bhe zinda hai ya nahi.... ager kisi ne wo group leave na kiya hota to main ne bhe nahi karna tha

main chahon to phir se ban sakta hai wo group.. sab hain , Naaz,Tasfia, NB, PB. or main bhe.. but afsoos main sad hoon eysi batain mujh se hongi nahi ab.

mere paas os group ki chat abhe tak hai, becoz leave kiya tha delete nahi..

kash wo sab hova he na hota, ya main os ko bhulane main kamyaab ho jata to main phir se wohi ansar ban jata na. but mar chuka hai wo ansar... kisi ne maar diya sidha mere dil ko target kar ke maar diya os ne.

4 saal hone he wale hain or dil aaj bhe mera khud se he 1 sawal karta hai. ke kya wo sab hona zarori tha? koi jawab nahi is ka mere paas...

mera dil kehta hai ke wesa hova to kiyon hova? jab sab itna theek tha, 1 khubsurat ehsaas tha,!! to kiyon? magar jawab nahi de pata mera ye dill,!

kash os zalim insaan ne os tarhan se fix kiya hota jese karna chahiye tha,!!! os ko chahiye tha ke mere samne wo sab jo batain mujhe nahi btayin gayin thin on sab ki 1 list de deti .. ta ke main on sab baton ka jawab deta or samjhata ke kya sahi hai or kya nahi...

lekin os ne apne style se fix kiya. pata hai kese?

wo sab natak tha, lol tum se khela main ne sach kuch nahi tha.. mujhe kisi or se pyaar hai tum se kabhe tha he nahi.... meri zindagi wo hai os ke bina koi nahi.. os ka dil bohot khubsurat hai bohot acha laga os ka dil..

is tarhan se fix kiya os mature insaan ne, :P kash os main thori si samjh hoti.

main ye nahi keh raha ke koi reason tha, koi reason tha he nahi. main eysa maan he nahi sakta.. warna mujhe kuch to pata hota na,!!!!!!

4 saal , soch soch kar mera dimaag kharab ho geya hai ke akhir eysi kya waja ho sakti hai. lol or jab kisi ke reasons dekhta hoon jo total 5 mile, to wo dekh kar samjh ata hai ke mujhe os ne ghumane ki koshish ki, lool, kabhe kuch kaha to kabhe kuch, pehle 1 baat kahi phir dosre reason main apni he pehli baat ko galat keh dala,

but phir bhe! ager koi baat thi to ye mera haq tha ke mujh se share ki jati,! na ke mujhe zindagi se nikaal kar phenk diya jata.! haq tha mera ke mujhe sab maloom hota,! os ke is decision mei, meri life bhe shamil thi....

ager kuch tha na to Khuda ki kasam mei on sab baton ka jawab deta or os ko yakeen dilata ke tumhari soch galt hai,! tum ne duniya dekhi hai abhe ansar ko nahi samjha,,!!!

kuch galat ho he nahi sakta tha..

main sachi deserve karta tha ke mujhe 1 chance milta ke main on sab baton ka jawab de sakta jo mujhe kabhe btaya he nahi kisi ne...

or os ne ye sab kiya bhe kis time yaar... jab main peak pe tha... peak matlab meri sab problems khatam ho gayin thin.. kitni baar kaha hai ke main tab khushi se pagal tha.. mere dost kehne lag gaye they ansar hosh main aao tum pagal ho gaye ho.. becoz mujhe yakeen nahi a rha tha main ne wo sab kiya jo har koi nahi kar sakta.. mujhe yakeen nahi a raha tha meri manzil mere samne hai.

ager wesa na hova hota to aaj life eysi na hoti.. meri manzil to mujhe tab he mil gayi thi. mujhe bus wait he karna tha.. abhe ro kar kiya, tab khushi se karta...

mujhe jab indonesia se call ati hai na or main apni he company ka koi kaam karta hoon to dil khoon ke ansu rota hai ke ye sab mera tha.. or mera raha bhe koi 15 din he :) main ne bohot koshish ki thi bohoooot zeyada.. pehle give up kiya tha phir feb 2016 main khud se kaha ke nahi ansar,! 1 bura kaam ho geya abhe dosra nahi.. but mera dard itna zeyada tha ke meri waja se loss hone laga to main ne give up karna zaroori samjha .... os dard ne mujh se meri himat cheen li.. meri koshish cheen li. main kuch nahi kar saka..

main ne bohot koshish ki thi.. or mujhe laga ke main control nahi kar pa raha to main ne socha USA chalta hoon, mera fav country hai, jo mera plan hai os ko agey le ke jata hoon, or nahi to USA ja kar acha to lagega na... main ne visa fee pay ki thi. interview pe nahi geya tha.. visa he nahi liya tha.. mere is weak dill ne os din mera sath nahi diya tha....

14 dec 2015 ko hamari jo bhe batain hoin thin main ne on sab ko gusse se read kiya tha, becoz main samjh raha tha ke ye sab mazakh hai, or wo kuch bhe mazakh karti lekin mujhe eysa mazakh pasand nahi tha, main nahi chahta tha ke wo ye baat mazakh se bhe kare,!

15 dec ko mujhe hasi aney lagi thi ke ye kis ko ullu bana rahi hai ye sab bol kar.

phir kisi ne 1 SS dikhaya ke bache ye sab sach hai,!!! mai ne tab bhe yakeen nahi kiya but main andar se 1 dam se dar geya tha ke kahin sach he na ho...'or main ne kaha tha ke ager ye sab mazakh hai to plz na karo mujhe dard ho raha hai Ap ki baton se. or ager sach hai to sun lo Ap ne jo kiya Ap ko idea nahi ke kya kar diya...

kisi ne jawab mei kaha tumhain eysa kiyon lag raha hai ye sab mazakh hai? phir onhon ne or proof diye or meri duniya badal gayi 1 dam se..

main ne phir se kaha Ap ne jo karna tha kar diya. yaad rakhna aj ka din ke Ap ne 1 insaan ko maar diya or ye kabhe sochna bhe na ke ye sab main bhool sakta hoon...

bus phir dil eysa roya ke aaj bhe ro raha hai.. ansu eyse nikle jese in ki sach mei koi keemat nahi hai...

2015. tab kisi ko mere ansu dekh kar siraf 1 he jawab ata tha ke main ne tumhare sath galat kiya,

2016 kisi ne mere ansu dekh kar kaha ke os ko ehsaas hai ke tum kitne dard mei ho,

2017 kisi ne ansu dekh kar ignore kiya,

2018 kisi ne mere dard ko over keh diya,!

2019, kisi ne mere ansu.dard ko 1 funny baat keh dala ke os ko ab hasi ati hai jese ye koi bollywood ki movie hai,

2020,? kisi ko yaad he nahi hoga ansar kon tha,!

ye kya batain start kar din main ne.......

main china mei hoon.. kal shaam ko aya tha. aj ka din bhe busy tha, kal main ne apne doston ko milna hai wohi jo online mile they, then next,

or ye rahin yahan ki kuch pics.