RoSid FF: Hate Or Love Completed FF - Page 22

Part 30

Siddhant POV:

She is unbelievable...

Yes.. I thought of staying away from her.. but when she was going to the garden.. i was unable to hold me from seeing what she is doing...

I thought she will be just going for walk.. But when she started talking to the boys.. I cant hold me anymore...

I rushed towards garden and saw her introducing her to them and talking about someone hate her..

I know she is trying to tease me and also trying to provoke me by talking to them...

Still i got provoked.. yes.. i was unable to see her getting closer to them...

I know she was just talking.. but still... I felt bad...

Now i know why she was feeling bad when i talk to other girl.. Even when it was toddler...

Then i heard her telling them that she will come with them...

What are you doing ROli??? i nod my head denying thinking she will see that and stop her telling them...

But now.. she ignored me and confirmed them that she will come with them.. that too on their bike...

I remembered us travelling in the bike together once... and for sure i am not ready to let her go with anyone else...

I was waiting for her to come away and when she did i tried to stop her from going.. but she was not ready...

As we reached near the building i took the mobile which was just unlocked by her fortunately.. i typed my number and gave missed call...

THen when we reach home.. i called her number from my mobile...

She didn't answer... and i know she should be getting ready for going with them...

I sent SMS too and tried her number again & again...

THen she picked up the call and she was not ready to hear...

She asked me who am i to instruct her... I really dont have answer.. but the idea of her going with others.. that too in their bike.. OMG.. i cant digest...

When i heard her door got opened... i too went out and entered into the lift with her...

FOrtunately none were there in the lift and i took her to the terrace...

I blocked her pinning her to the wall holding her from going..

Oh God.. i was getting difficult to be so near to her...

My breathe was getting heavy and my heart beat is uneven...

This girl is having that effect on me even when she is near me and now i know why i kissed her forgetting myself... She is like a magnet pulling me towards her...

When she was upset stating that unable to go with them.. i told her that i will take her.. that too on my bike...

When she kept her palm again on my chest and waist...

Oh Girl.. dont make it more difficult...

But she got the nerve to ask me how she can hold me in the bike... Then what is she doing now...

THen when she tighten her grip on my waist pulling me towards her...

I cant hold anymore... i am starting to lose my control...

When she said.. 'shall we' looking into my eyes...

Oh Siddhant.. you are gone... i moved towards her lips to mess up again...

I know i already did enough damage committing her on taking out on my bike...

Then she mentioned about going out.. and i stopped moving towards her lips...

Oh God.. i feel frustrated... Dont do this to me Girl... I am badly in need of that missed kiss...

Above that she peck my lips adding to my frustration...

Then her touch on my biceps and her telling me to wear a sleeveless Tshirt...

Good that she ran from there.. otherwise i dont know what i might have done to her...

Really she is making me restless by her acts...

I went down... yes to get ready.. what other option she left for me...

I got ready.. of course on sleeveless Tshirt...

Informed my parents as going out and took my bike...

I went crossing the gate and found her standing with a smile in a distance...

I stopped the bike near her...

She get on the bike putting legs on both sides and wrapped her hand around my waist...

I really dont know whether to feel happy about her holding me that way or feel bad for adding to the frustration which is already on its peak...

'Where you want to go???' i asked her...

'TO whereever they have gone.. we are going there only right.. instead of them you are taking me right...' she asked...

'Not even in dreams.. we are not even going in their direction... Give some better option...' i said...

'Lets go for boating Siddhant..' she said after thinking for a moment...

'You mean near Mahabalipuram...' i confirmed with her while she replied with a nod...

I started the bike...

Her closeness... her touch all were increasing the frustration every moment...

I was finding difficulty to concentrate & drive too...

I sigh in frustration and tried to compose myself...

Roli POV:

Oh my baby... he came in sleeveless Tshirt as told by me and i was very happy...

I tease him asking to go where they all went...

But he was not ready to even think of that...

Then i suggested for boating near Mahabalipuram...

And here we are going on a long drive...

I was holding his waist and was enjoying his closeness...

But i know he was not enjoying... He was unable to...

I know he is frustrated.. I know he was disturbed by our closeness in the terrace and then holding him from kissing when he was almost near my lips.. then the touch and closeness i am giving him... His frustration was increasing and he sigh...

I was just waiting for the city limits to cross and when we did i looked around...

The traffic was much less and trees were on both sides of the road...

After finding a good place...

'Siddhant.. stop there near that tree..' i said...

He wondered why i am telling him to stop...

But he did and i know he wanted that break too...

He was badly unable to concentrate on the drive since we started...

We got down from the bike and he parked the bike under the tree shade...

I stood near the trunk of the tree and looked at him...

He went to the other side of the tree trunk and punched the tree trunk to express his emotion...

I smiled and went to the other side...

I wrapped my hand around his waist from behind and back hug him...

Then rest my face on his back...

'Siddhant... ' i said...

I know his state of mind... still he managed to reply...

'Yes Roli... You want anything...' he asked...

So thoughtful baby... its you who is in need and i know what it is...

'Siddhant.. shall we...' i paused...

I can feel his breathe is getting more uneven and heart beat too...

'Shall we kiss...' i said completing the sentence...

'Roli...' is the single word he was able to utter on hearing that...

I went around to his front and cup his face...

My eyes called him while his lips came down crushing over my lips...

I can feel all his frustrations coming out and i let him to kiss as long as he want...

When our lips moved apart...

I lean on his shoulders wrapping my right hand around his waist and left hand resting on his shoulder...

'Are you ok now???' i asked leaving him shocked...

'What do you mean by that???' he asked...

'I know your frustration... thats why i told to stop here and asked for a kiss...' i explained...

'What can i do??? your lips are insatiable...' he said brushing my lips with his thumb...

I blushed...

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Super update... Eagerly waiting for next update didi...

Part 31

Roli POV:

I looked at him in love... he smiled...

'Shall we move Roli...' he asked...

'Lets be here for a while Siddhant.. I wanted to come on a long drive and spend time with you... Boating was not my criteria...' i said...

'Ok.. Then lets sit here...' he said...

We sat below the tree...

He sat leaning on the tree while i sat beside him...

His eyes called me while i lean on his shoulder and wrapped my hand around his waist...

He wrapped his hand around my shoulder and pulled closer towards him...

We were sitting enjoying the closeness for a while without even uttering single word...

After a while...

'Siddhant.. shall i ask you something...' i asked...

'Yes Roli..' he said looking at me...

'What is the reason for your hate towards me???' i asked...

'Roli.. Leave that Roli.. i dont think there is any use of talking about that.. look at us.. are we looking like i hate you???' he puzzled...

'Not that Siddhant... you know we are attracted towards each other now.. so you dont mind about the hate now.. but later... the situation may change and the hate can come out too... Instead its always better to sort it completely...' i said...

'Roli... Its something related to our childhood.. so i think we can leave it...' he said again...

'How come Siddhant??? you said that you hate me even yesterday... then the hate was there till yesterday right.. then how we can leave as childhood issue... Siddhant.. i just wanting to sort of the issue.. So please tell me...' i insisted...

'Roli... if i tell you.. you may even laugh at me...' he said...

'I wont.. i am not going to laugh at something which created emotion like hate between us for years...so please tell me..' i repeated...

'Ok.. let me tell you... really i dont know how you take or laugh at me.. but as you as insisting.. i am telling you...' he stated...

I was eager to know the reason...

Siddhant started narrating every happening of our childhood where his mother used to love me so much... used to buy clothes for me... used to appreciate me more... then to get attention.. he started fighting with me and later we shifted to Mumbai...

'This is what happened... when you were about to come back here as our neighbor again.. unknowingly i developed the hate inside myself again that why history is repeating... is it like you will get back the importance again & i will lose what i was getting all these years...' he said keeping his head down...

I understand.. completely understand what he was going through...

'Siddhant you said not to laugh.. but you know this is not something to laugh about.. instead it is about thinking about what mistake we do in our life... Good that you told me everything and i believe nothing more than this into this issue...' i stated...

'of course nothing more than this Roli...' he confirmed...

'Siddhant.. just give me few minutes to explain & clear this issue from your mind.. then you can tell your side opinion after that...' i said...

'Ok..' he agreed and was looking at me for my explanation...

'Siddhant.. you like that girl Smruthi very much right.. now just tell me what you will feel if you look at such cute babies or toddlers...' i asked..

'I feel happy... i admire that childish acts... i like looking at those colourful dresses and how cute they look...' he listed...

'Good.. if you come through such cute girl after your marriage then what you will feel...' i asked...

'i may wish to have such cute kid for myself as my child...' he stated...

'That is what your mother did... she was having you as son.. but she was not having daughters... so on seeing me she admired and always wanted a daughter like me... did you got that...' i said...

'Yes.. i agree...' he confirmed...

'Then when you go for shopping.. you come through cute dress of the kid size which you admire.. then what you will do???' i asked...

'I will buy the dress and present it to the kid i admire...' he stated...

'The same thing your mother too did.. when she was not having daughters... when she come through any cute girl dress.. she brought for me... did you got it...' i asked...

'Yes Roli.. I think its enough.. i realised i mistaken like a child...' he stated feeling guilty of his acts...

'No Siddhant.. lets clarify the another point too then it gets sorted completely right...' i said...

'ok Roli...' he stated..

'Siddhant... even in our apartments we conducted competition.. all kids cant win.. few win and few loss.. even this year new year competition few kids won prizes while few didn't... What we will do when we see the kids who won prize...' i asked...

'Of course we will appreciate.. I am sorry...' he stated...

'Wait Siddhant.. let me finish... i can say our system is little wrong.. parents need to give confidence to child that they are there for him/her... But when they fail to show the balance between children.. i mean they need to show balance when they have more than 1 child that they are loving both children all the same.. likewise when they love children other than their own.. even in that case.. they should show balance that they give equal importance to their own kid.. I am not trying to tell any mistake on your parents.. but if your mother might have purchased you too another dress when she brought one for me then you might have not felt bad.. if she might have encourage you when you lose the competiition then you might have not felt bad when i was appreciated.. And its very wrong to talk in front of kids that they wanted a boy while i got girl or they wanted a girl while they got a boy... This really create a bad impact on the kid... Anyway the kids who go through such things get it cleared as they grows.. but unfortunately you have grown with the hatred inside.. that is why you were unable to bear when the news of my return rang the bell of your door...

'I understand Roli... I am really sorry...' he stated again feeling more guilty...

'Let me tell you one more fact Siddhant... We need to understand the truth that we think of small winning or losing and small happenings as big things in our life.. We fail to understand that the losing on an exam or competition or any similar doesn't effect our life or damage our life... But when we really come through real losses then we know what life is...' i said and took a deep breathe...

'Siddhant you know i was small when i lost my father... you know how many days i used to cry asking for my father.. when my mother herself lost her own husband.. She made me what i am today all alone.. but the journey was not so simple.. i have seen her struggling through out as a single mom... Fortunately our finanacial status was not that bad as my father let us settled before his death.. otherwise i dont know how we might have lead our life.. without any support.. without any relatives hands to hold.. without any shoulders to lean.. myself & my mother just crossed the river of life till date with huge difficulties... You said i used to win everything when i was kid.. but you know how big loss i faced on my personal life after that... When comparing the loss i faced in my life.. the winning.. the prizes... everything was nothing...' i got tears and was not getting any further words...

'Roli... I am sorry.. i am really sorry.. i realised my mistake.. just relax... dont get emotional..' he tried to console me...

I lift my face & looked at him... Then cup his face with my hands... looking into his eyes...

'Siddhant.. dont ever hate me Siddhant... I dont have anyone in my life other than you next to my mother... ' stating this i was broken.. i got my tears running down my cheeks...

'Roli.. Please.. look at me.. look at me Roli...' he said wiping my tears...

He cup my face & looked into my eyes...

'I love you Roli.. I love you.. I love you so much.. I am sorry for hurting you stating that i hate you.. i realised the mistake of carrying such childish hatred against you for years.. Now i realised.. i wont hate you.. I cant hate you ever.. never... ' he said with teary eyes...

I lean on his shoulders and hug tightly...

He too wrapped his hands around me & hug tightly too...

After a while.. i got myself relaxed and smiled...

'Are you ok now???' he asked looking at me...

'Yes i am...' i confirmed...

'I should not see you in tears again.. I love you Roli...' he said and kissed on my cheeks...

'I love you too Siddhant...' i said and kissed on his cheeks...

Super update... Love the way how Roli made Sid released the truth... Eagerly waiting for next update....

Awesome beautiful updates finally Sid realize his mistake and confess his love lovely update soon

Awwiieee!! Beautiful updates di. Finally sid realised his love for roli and confessed too. Loved their confession! Eagerly waiting for next updates.