RoSid FF: Hate Or Love Completed FF - Page 16

Part 16

Beautiful!!! Beautiful!!! Beautiful!!!

This is the word pop up in my mind whenever I see and admire this sky. No other thought can even enter in my mind when I look at this dark night sky. How even can I??? The beautiful moon is showing its face floating in the middle of the twinkling stars. Let it be a full moon day or the days where we see only part of the moon, the beauty of it is not at all diminishing. It's very difficult to take my eyes from the moon and when I does, it falls on the beauty of the stars. What to tell about the starts!!! Oh My God!!! It always fascinate me since my childhood. I always like to make different shapes out of group of stars and admire it. When eyes are entertained with the beauty of the sky, the cool breeze gently touch our body and make us feel Goosebumps. I sometimes feel we don't have enough words in the dictionary to exactly describe the beauty of the nature.

I gently closed my eyes to feel the moment standing on the terrace of our building while I felt a strong hand holding my hand. Before I can understand what is happening I was pulled from where I was standing. I tried to lift my face and see who is pulling me while he swiftly cup my face and his lips captured my quivering lips.

My blood started flowing fast and rushed towards my head. I felt like I can feel my own heartbeat. My body started trembling and my knees are going weak.

What the hell is happening now??? Why is he doing this to me???

The kiss which was hard and fast initially turned soft and slow...

When it was too passionate.. i forgot whatever in my mind and I kissed him back...

I found my arms going around his neck and my fingers were running on his hair...

I looked into his eyes and found his eyes closed and made myself close my eyes to feel the moment of togetherness...

I dont really know how long... i was lost on my own world forgetting where i am...

Suddenly some sound gave a jerk inside me and i opened my eyes...

I found him too opened his eyes simultaneously...

We can see sky shots are decorating the sky revealing the start of the new year...

That is when i realised our lips are still together...

May be he too did the same and we pulled back from each other...

I was wondering why the person who always showed hate on his look came to kiss me all the way to terrace...

More weird is myself who kissed back and enjoyed the kiss...

I looked at him and found himself little confused...

For what the hell he is confused now after doing something like this...

THen what.. he stole my first kiss of my life...

But am i really feeling bad about it that he is the man who took my first kiss...

I am not sure... I am confused again...

But i want the answer from him what made him to do this....

'Why???' is the only word i was able to gather to ask composing myself to talk...

I know he wondered for a moment himself about what he did.. then he composed himself for a reply...

'You said i am your lover and i did the same which a lover do that too on a special day like start of the year...' he replied...

What??? He did this as i told him as lover...

But he is the one who didn't waiting for me to explain him why i said that...

Now its time for me to tell that...

When i was opening my mouth to tell him... i noticed him going away...

'Siddhant.. wait...' i said...

But he was taking further steps to go out of that place...

I rushed towards him and hold him hand...

'You cant go without hearing me...' i said...

'I got nothing to hear from you...' he replied...

He took his hand from my hold and rushed out of that place...

Good start of the year with a kiss from the person who hate me...

Awesome updates and kiss was romantic know really want to know the reason of Sid behavior update soon

Omg super awesome di loved the update sid kissed roli & is confused waiting for his pov eagerly update next soon

Wow! Super duper updates di. Sid is not even interested to listen to roli's explanation and he is fixed that he's her lover and also kissed her! Not bad Sid, hehe. Now what will happen next. Update soon di.

Updates are super... Bad boy! You are not interested to listen to her Explanation but you kiss her... Eagerly waiting for next update didi...

Part 17

I was standing in the terrace wondering about whatever happened in just few minutes...

My lips can still feel his lips... My cheeks can still feel his hands holding it... Masculine fragrance mixed with his perfume can still be felt by my nose...

My body is still shivering a little and heart beat is yet to return normal... My BP should be at high rate... My knees are yet to get its proper balance...

Oh God Siddhant.. All these days you were bothering me with your weird looks and behaviour... Now by this kiss...

What do your mean by that kiss by the way??? What you said... Its because i introduced you as my lover...

What it really means??? Does it mean you are happy about it and wish to act as a lover... or what???

I dont think so.. because if you really have any feeling and wish to be my lover in real.. then you might have not left the place like this...

Does this mean its another stunt of your weird behavior taking the chance of introducing as lover???

May be this should be the reason... But the kiss.. Yes it was not something really a loving kiss when you started... but when it turned to a passionate one it doesnt seems like it was something you didn't really mean in real...

To tell the truth i felt like our souls are kissing more than just physical bodies.. Yes its true...

I dont remember my physical body when kissing you... I dont remember where i was.. i dont remember who i was... Only thing that dominated was the feeling of your lips on mine...

Oh God.. I really dont know where i have end up with...

What this person really wants from me??? Why he is doing all these to me???

My phone started ringing... I realised the call is from my mom...

She might have got worried thinking where i went missing since long...

'Mom just coming in a minute...' i answered back over phone and rushed to my home...

When i came out of the lift from terrace... i saw him coming through staircase...

We turned towards our houses and started walking...

I can see him avoiding to even look at my direction... while i want to read his expression to know what he really thinks about me...

By now we reached the door of our houses...we pressed the calling bells and were waiting for the door to open...

I can see him going restless standing there.. It was clearly showing the uneasiness he is feeling because of standing near me...

Oh man... I should be the one who should become more restless seeing you fearing what if you repeat it again taking the chance... instead its you now behaving as if i am going to attack or rape you..

The doors got opened and he rushed inside his house in record speed...

I went inside my house and wish my mom 'Happy new year...'

Then went to my room to sleep the rest of the night...

I was on my bed.. but my memories were on the terrace...

This confusion was on top of every confusion he has given me all these days...

Does this mean.. i am hating him for doing that...

Surprisingly no... I am not hating him... I felt like missing him... The lips was so good on mine... He is a good kisser...

THis doesn't mean i got quiet an experience on kisses.. Of course this was my first.. But it was so good... the feeling was so great..

Of course it was... What can i do??? i should be honest to myself and accept the fact right... and the fact is only this... I liked him kissing me... i liked his lips on mine...

I smiled and closed my eyes and sleep took over me...

Siddhant was moving towards my face...

He hold my cheeks and moved towards my lips...

The passionate kiss again.. again... again...

Then i found him moving away from me...

'Siddhant...' i shouted and sat on my bed sweating all over my body...

Was it a dream??? I was dreaming like Siddhant kissing me again...

Its good that my mom is in other room... Otherwise what she might have thought hearing me shouting his name in dream...

I lay down on my bed again and closed my eyes...

Siddhant was only coming in front of my eyes...

I started remembering every moments with him since our first meet in the apartment...

By the morning.. i realised... though he was always behaving weird with me and looking at me so weird... I started falling for him since long... I was already admiring him since i came to know about his goodness... May be that is the reason i was ready to introduce him as my lover and i was able to hold his hand in confidence... That is the only reason i didn't even tried to push him away when he kissed and i started kissing him back...

Yes... I realised... I am in love with Siddhant...

I blushed...

Super update... I am confused about Sid behavior... Roli realised her love... Eagerly waiting to know how roli will find mister of Sid behavior...

Wow so roli realised her love super waiting for sid pov update next soon di