RoSid FF: Hate Or Love Completed FF - Page 15

Diiiii please give Sid's pov. Not just roli alone, even I'm being mad with his weird behavior. Now it's really time for you to reveal the suspense of why sid behaves so towards roli. Update soon

Part 13

Days are passing...

Day by day... i am hearing and seeing good things about him...

But the weird look towards me doesn't seem to change at all...

I am really fed up with this person... But unable to ignore too...

I finally joined my course and started going in the weekdays...

This helped me a lot to keep me engaged in weekdays...

I get weekends alone to handle all these confusions...

And its a secret that i don't even want to go away from it now...

I started getting used to his goodness towards others and his other weird side towards me...

Though it was irritating a lot earlier.. i started ignoring that irritation instead of ignoring him...

In the try of solving the puzzle of his behavior.. i myself has become a puzzle now...

Of course i am... then who will handle all those weird looks and behavior and still doesn't hate or ignore him...

I started going to the garden regularly noticing his each & every action...

He is really good in nature... He by now planted small plants and trees almost everywhere in that garden...

I saw him helping the people in need...

He got good respect for elders... Elders too have good regard towards him...

He plays with the kids too and all the kids like him...

I have even seen him playing with those kids at times...

And yes.. those girls... I dont know how many are behind him to get a chance...

Looking at him.. Smiling at him... Trying to make conversations with him.. Much more...

Few even wear weird dresses to attract his attention...

I feel like punching those girls and get rid of them...

But why??? WHy i wish to get rid of them when they are behind him only and no way connected or concern to me???

I really dont know the answer for this... But to be honest.. i wish to get rid of those girls for sure...

Is it called as jealousy??? But why i am in need to get jealous of those girls...

Is it because Siddhant is behaving good to even them unlike his behavior towards me???

But No... I feel the punching on face of those girls not when he is good to them...

Instead its when they try to get near to him...

Now more than his look and behavior.. i have become weird creature in this world...

Then what who will become jealous towards such weird person...

Specially when he hates me to the core and i got nothing to think good between us...

But still i am... I am jealous... Of all in this world.. i am jealous towards someone who hates me...

Just wait for few more updates and it becomes the job of Roli to find the reason and then i will start giving his side of updates...

Oh god Sid behavior confusing everyone poor roli getting mad to think about it. I really want to know the reason update soon

Ha ha roli became weird confused seeing sid behaviour different with others & her poor roli doesnt remember np find it soon baby i m waiting for sid pov eagerly di update next soon

Jealousy and weird roli haha sid is making her go mad. Eagerly waiting for next. Update soon di.

Part 14

I am feeling weird...

I know i myself have become weird lately... But this is different...

Yes... I feel weird like someone is noticing me...

Initially i doubted whether it is Siddhant who is giving the weird feelings as usual...

But know.. i am used to Siddhant look and feel now...

This is not the same and it was not giving good feel inside me...

Does this mean.. the weird looks of Siddhant was giving good feel inside me???

I really dont know.. As usual.. its always confusions when it comes to Siddhant...

But again.. this is different... None of the feelings i am getting now is same as i get towards Siddhant...

I tried to locate who is that.. but was not successful...

Then i took the help of one of my friend in that apartment who came to talk to me...

'Sumana can you help me???' i asked...

'Tell me Roli.. what you want???' she replied...

'Can you stand facing me and casually talk.. in the meantime look around whether anyone is looking at me???' i said...

'Sure i will...' she replied and came to my front and stood facing me...

'Just keep your expressions casual and dont express anything on your face...' i cautioned...

'But what are you expecting.. i cant understand...' she expressed...

'Actually for past few days.. i am feeling like someone noticing me unknown to us...' i clarified...

Now she understood what i want to know...

She was talking to me casually and was looking around behind me...

In a while...

'You are right Roli.. i got the person...' she said...

'Who is that???' i asked...

'Its none other than the next block Naveen...' she said...

'Oh that guy... i was guessing it should be him...' i said...

Yes.. he was one of my guess.. because i noticed him looking at me different even when it happened to face him directly few times...

His eyes filled with lust looking at me always...

So he is the culprit... Ok...

Now after knowing he is the one.. i can be cautious around him...

After that day... i felt he is coming behind me more than before...

Oh God... Why cant he leave me at peace....

But there is no solution for this problem too...

Of course what can i do??? can i complaint to my mom like a kid???

I need to handle this... These like people will always be there around...

But the feelings it was giving was not bearable...

I felt like i lost my privacy... I felt like someone is always noticing me...

I was always in need to be cautious to do whatever...

This was becoming more difficult for me than handling Siddhant...

Yes.. Siddhant was behaving weird with me... But he never looked at me with lust...

There used to be tint of hate on his look for which the reason only God knows...

But this lustful eyes are giving me irritation and uneasy feeling...

I decided to put a full stop for this soon...

In the meantime... Sumana came to me one day...

'Roli.. you know that Naveen have started telling everyone that he is in love with you...' she said...

'What???' i felt only irritation...

'Yes Roli.. one of my friend from his block told me about this... also you know what???' she stopped giving me tension...

'What now???' i asked...

'He decided to confess his love to you on New year eve...' she explained...

'As if i am going to accept his so called love...' i expressed more irritated...

I took a deep breathe to release my tension on hearing those... then continued...

'Sumana... first he is not having any love towards me.. i can only feel lust on his eyes which gives me irriation feeling and nothing more than that... None will look at lover in that way..' i expressed...

'I can understand... that is why i thought of informing you before it happens so that you can be prepared to face it...' she said and went from there...

Oh God... what the hell is this??? i need to find some solution for this...

New year eve is not very far and i need to decide quick on what is to be done...

I took a deep breathe...

Part 15

New year eve...

Celebrations were arranged in the apartment and all were enjoying...

There were music.. competitions... prize distributions... etc...

None of these were giving happiness to me...

Yes.. i was confused what that Naveen planned for me...

I need to do something to get rid of his irritation

SUmana came towards me looking at me in tension...

'Roli.. Are you tensed about Naveen???' she asked...

'Of course i am... i need to keep my reply ready...' i said...

'What is there to think much??? just tell him that you are not interested...' she said...

'Thats easy... but he will be again continuing to come behind me thinking i will change my mind...' i replied...

'That is also right.. then tell him that you are in love with someone else...' she said casually...

'What are you talking Sumana??? how can i tell him something which is not true???' i asked...

'Roli... He is not any God that you need to tell only truth.. even if you tell the truth he is going to continue coming behind you.. Instead if you tell that you are in love with someone else.. then he may leaving trying you thinking you belongs to someone else...' she clarified...

Sumana went telling this as someone called her...

I was in deep thinking... Is this going to workout???

In a while... before i can come to some conclusion...

'Hi...'

I heard someone telling me and i lift my face...

Its Naveen only with a smile standing in front of me...

Oh God... what i am going to do now???

'Hi...' i replied...

'Roli... since long i am thinking of telling you something...' he started...

'What???' i asked with irritated tone...

'ROli... I love you...' he said...

I really felt like slapping him... His eyes are only showing lust even now looking at places which is not right... But his lips are talking about love...

'Sorry... i cant love you...' i replied...

'Why???' he asked...

'Because.. i am not interested...' i replied honestly...

'You will get interest in some days... Please accept my love and once we start getting together.. you may change your mind...' he said...

I felt like vomiting on his ideology...

'Sorry.. i cant as i said already... ' i denied confidently...

'Tell me a valid reason.. Otherwise i will be coming behind you always...' he almost threatened...

'Stop coming behind me already... there is no need for me to give you the reasons...' i said in harsh tone...

'Then you cant stop me from coming behind...' he said shrugging his shoulders...

Now i thought the solution given by my friend is best...

'I love someone else... so please go out of my way...' i said very fast to avoid identifying as lie...

'Are you trying to fool me???' he asked...

'No.. I am not... there is no need for me to fool you...' i said...

'Then show me...' he said...

'Show what???' i asked horrified...

'SHow me who is your lover...' he asked...

Oh GOd.. what can i do now...

'I cant do that... No need for me to show you my lover...' i tried to avoid...

'Then you cant avoid me coming behind you as i dont think it is true... you are just trying to give me fake reason from accepting my love...' he said...

What can i do now??? i was wondering... while i noticed him crossing the way...

'Siddhant...' i called...

He turned towards me wondering why i am calling him as i never did that before...

Then he came towards me giving look at me and Naveen who was standing in front of me...

'Naveen.. he is the one...' i said...

'I dont believe this...' he said...

'I dont care whether you believe or not... you told me to show my lover and here he is...' i said holding Siddhant hand with mine...

'Is it true Siddhant...' he asked looking at Siddhant...

I am gone... what if he denies.. then i will be in trouble...

I prayed to God to help me out...

Siddhant looked at me and nod his head...

Naveen got fed up and left the place...

As soon as Naveen left i took back my hand from Siddhant hands...

I turned towards Siddhant to explain myself while he was not even waiting for a moment to hearing anything...

Siddhant too left the place...

I decided to go out of this place and went to terrace...