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Jenny. 6 months he hove they on ki or meri dosti ko. onhon ne jan 2016 mera kafi kheyal rakha, on ko in sab se koi matlab nahi tha. kya rishta tha mera on se? dosti,? bhai ? bus ? lol phir bhe onhon ne dekha ke ye ansar mar jayega to onhon ne jitni care karni thi meri wo ki. or wo eyse is liye kar rahi thin kiyon ke on ko idea ho geya tha meri halat ka .... jenny ne to meri 1 voice recording bhe nahi suni thi, lol on ko pata bhe nahi tha ke main sach main ro raha hoon. tab bhe

or mujhe dukh hai onhon ne jan ke start main os NAGIN ko WA pe kiyon btaya tha ke ansar hostpital main hai,! SS dikha diye they mujhe Jenny ne, lekin galat kiya on ko ye bhe nahi batana chahiye tha,

main eysa kehna nahi chahata lekinn...

Khuda kare os nagin ke sath kuch eysa ho ke wo roye or os ki awaaz bhe bahir na nikle :P

ta ke os ko ehsaas ho dosron ki life se khelne ki saza kya hoti hai :P

meri Khuda se req hai ke os ko 1 eysa sabak sikhaye ke os ko insaniyat ki keemat ka pata chale :P

meri khuwiash hai ke Khuda os ko os ke dil ke hone ka ehsaas karwaye,jab os main dard hoga to wo samjhegi ke dosron ke dil ke tukre karne ki saza kya hota hai,!

lekin zeyada saza nahi.💔siraf 2 se 3 din he,💔is se zeyada nahi❤️

utne din he kafi honge samjhne keyliye os ke, lol

mujhe laga tha ye matlabi hai magar chotti baton main, itna zeyada thi ke zindagi se khele gi apni khushi keyliye i mean time paasss karne ko ye nahi ne socha bhe nahi tha.

na main kuch kar sakta hoon ab, main bohot niche doob chuka hoon.. na health theek, na dimaag theek, main kuch nahi kar sakta,

os ko yaad nahi to yaad karwa doon main ne os ko 2016 main keh diya tha ke jo tum ne kiya hai mere sath ab tum bhe theek karna chaho wapis to bohot time lagega.. or abhe 2019 hai..

mujhe bhe to batain samjh nahi atin na, lol

jab kisi ne saaf kaha tha ke tumhari life ki mujhe zra fikar nahi hai tum beshak sad raho, rote raho i dont care, main ja rahi hoon os ke paas kiyon ke wo sad hai or main nahi chahti os ki holidays kharab hon,

to mujhe samjh jana chahiye tha na ke 1 taraf 1 insaan ki life hai, or dosri taraf dosre ki holidays,

mujhe samjh jana chahiye tha.. pagal tha jo itna time kisi se umeed lagayi, wait kiya, lol

mera dimaag kharab nahi hai kisi ko eyse he mu utha ke galat keh dena, ya ilzaam laga dena, ye sab hova to he laga raha hoon.

is story ko samjhna mushkil nahi hai, lol

meri family or mere friends duniya main number 1 ka zidi samjhte hain mujhe, on ko pata hai ansar ne jo socha bus baat khatam phir ye nahi rukne wala,

yaar os larki ne meri zid ko tora, lol

main har baar 1 he baat baar baar karta hoon jis pe dheyan dene wala hai..

2014 mei 3 baar,!

2015 main 1 he baar lekin pure 6 months, lol

kisi ne 1 tang pe khare hoke zid ki, main har baar apni life ko bachne ki koshish karta tha, lekin kisi ki zid hoti thi, tum ho he mere, tumhare bina rehna he nahi, tum pehla pyaar ho, tumhare sath zindagi guzarni hai bus soch liya.

ary main os ki tarhan pathar nahi tha, insaan tha.. os ki batain mere dil ko dukha deti thin or main khud ko galat kehna shoro kar deta tha ke main os ke sath galat kar raha hoon,!

os ne ek ek chance kar ke na meri zindagi mujh se he cheen li, lol

SS old hain kafi baar dikhaye hain phir se sahi 1 baar, lol

ye batain mazakh thin kya yaar? main ne 1 din main baar baar ye zid suni.. subha, din main, raat mei.

main kya karta??? is zid ke samne main apna sar na jhukata to btao mujhe main kya karta,!!! kya option thi mere paas? lol kisi ko chance dena right? main ne diya,! or badle main mujhe ye sab mila, lool, 3,7 saal ke ansu, beemar ho geya, zindagi barbaad ho gayi, lol

ye hai wo sab batain jis ki waja se main ne os ka naam NAGIN rakha tha ke os ke zehr ne sab cheen liya,! lekin meri family ne tab bhe kaha ke nahi,! nagin nahi kehna, lol ❤️

Sis. Ap naraz ho gayi i know, magar kuch din pehle Ap gussa kar rahi thin ke main pagal ho geya hoon, main ne Ap ko detail se jawab nahi diya tha,

ye sab read karna Ap ko jawab mil jayega,

ye had nahi ho gayi wese. lol

pehle wala SS mujhe kaha, 2nd wala apne ashiq ko, lol.

wah re kismat kya khel khela tum ne bhe mere sath :P kis ko bhej diya meri life main :P

sab se funny baat ye hai, ye sab karne ka kisi ke paas reason tha os ne eysa kiya, lol

is main last wala mesg dekho zara os ka,

or ye wo khud dikha rahi thi ke dekho mujhe kisi se kitna pyaar hai..

i will never stop loving u

only my heart knows that i love u like crzy,

even if u blv it or not.

wah, lol

main khud ko bewakoof kahon ya kisi ko bohot zeyada sharpmind, , lol

Sis, lol

ye 1 ya 2 SS dikhane se sari story samne nahi ati,

main phir se keh raha hoon 6 months 2015, or 2014 ke alag se hain, main bus 2015 ki baat kar raha hoon,

ye mesgs jo hain na in ki line lagi rehti thi subha sham din raat :P

voice mesgs alag se they..

mujhe call karne ki koshish alag se thi..

main nahi jeet saka kisi ki zid ke agey , haar geya, or kisi ko chance dena matlab suicide karna tha,

theek wese he snake ko Ap masoom samjh ke ghar le aao ge to wo to nahi chorega kisi ko sab ko kaat dega, lol

meri dil ki halat. or jin halaat se main guzra hoon or guzar raha hoon ye koi nahi janta, jis ke oper ye sab guzar chuka ho wohi samjh sakta hai kesi pain hai ye.. kesa lagta hai din raat.