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main apni tareef kar he nahi sakta, or na sunta hoon, is kabil he nahi hoon main, lekin bhai mera ye dil bohot achi cheez hai ye main khud keh raha hoon, is ko magic bhe ata hai, lool ye mujhe sab bata deta hai :P

or afsoos yehi meri kamzoori hai.

blv me bhai 5 saal ke bache ka dil itna weak bhe nahi hoga...

kisi ke sath meri dosti hoi hai, PM main baat karte karte kisi ne kaha ke main on ko kafi honest laga, or strng bhe, to main ne pucha kese? to jawab mila tum itne time se os dard ke seh rahe ho to is se zeyada or strong kon ho sakta hai?

on ki is baat pe mujhe sachi wala rona a geya.. baton wala nahi sachi wala a geya yaar. or main ne on ko reply main kaha ke jis ko strong bol rahi ho wo tumhari is baat par he ro para hai,

kis ko strong keh rahi ho? lol

bohot weak hoon main bhai, bohot zeyada...

meri Mama ko meri is baat ka ache se pata tha, isi liye onhon ne kafi zor lagaya tha, wo kehti thin ansar khud ko theek karo tumhain life main bohot nuksaan hoga tum koi baat bardasht nahi karte sidha apne dil pe lete ho,

or main on se 1 he baat kehta tha ke koi problem nahi, Ap ho na mere sath,❤️

to wo kehti thin main ne hamesha tumhare sath nahi rehna,💔

to main ne kaha has kar ke phir bhe koi baat nahi, mujhe mil jayegi koi jo Ap ki jaga le legi, lol

or main galat nikla, jis ko samjha tha ke wo eysa nahi karegi, osi ne ye sab kiya,.

meri baton ko bakwaas samjha jata hai na.... os ko kya fikar hai os ki waja se kya hova mere sath,

os ko to pata bhe nahi jab wo mujhe use kar ke phenk kar chali gayi thi 31 dec, os ke theek 34 hours ke andar andar mere sath kya hova tha..

wait proof de kar baat karta hoon :P

ye raha tha wo sawal jo main ne apne Jiju se kiya tha.. onhon ne mujhe ignore kiya tha is ka jawab nahi diya tha..

ye dekh lain, baat clear ho gayi...

ab main kya bolon? lagaon on par ilzaam apni sari health kharab hone ka? lol

2017 its ok main on pe nahi lagata. meri to on dino on se baat bhe nahi rahi thi,

2019,? kya karon? lol may 2019 kisi ne mujhe rula diya, meri halat buri rahi, dard zeyada hota geya or 30 din se pehle pehle ho geya., abhe main ye samjhon ke on ki waja se hova?? chalo ye bhe on pe nahi ata its ok, :)

magar 1st wala ilzaam to ata he hai na :P mujhe kuch bhe nahi tha, smoking bhe nahi thi, siraf or siraf wo dard tha jo os zalim insaan ne diya tha,! itna roya tha main itna dard tha to ho geya. os ko kya fikar thi, lol wo to apne ashiq ke sath khush thi :P os ko to zindagi main sab mil geya tha os ke milne ke baad. or mujhe barbaad karne ke baad,

kya wo 0.01% ye maan sakti hai ke os ki waja se main heart patient hoon aaj... hai is ko ehsaas dil kya hota hai? kya os ko pata hai ye beemari kesi hai? os pata hai eyse insaan ki zindagi kabhe bhe khatam ho sakti hai, lol

Mom Dad se puche ke heart patient kehte kis ko hain. os ki life kesi hoti hai,

ye to meri kismat kharab hai jo survive kar betha hoon itna weak hone ke baad bhe,!

log pehle wale pe he mar jate hain,

ager main 1st jan 2016 ko mar jata to kya aaj july 2019 is nagin ko ye pata hota ke ansar mar geya hai ya zinda hai? is ne to yehi samjhna tha ke main ne ansar ko cheat kar ke dil se nikala to wo ab mujhe bhool kar kahin or life guzaar raha hoga, :P magar kismat kharab main zinda raha, lol

os ko kuch nahi pata os ne mere sath kya kiya hai, or na he os ko ye idea hai wo sab os ke karne se meri life pe kya asar hova hai.. os ko zara bhe kabhe ehsaas nahi hova, os ne socha tak nahi hoga ke os ke eysa khelne se mere life ke sath kya kya hova..

ye jo har saal main 1 ya 2 baar a kar gussa kar ke chali jati hai na, wo haq mera hai, lol

mera haq hai os pe gussa karon,! magar dekho yahan bhe ulta ho raha hai, zindagi barbaad karne wali he a kar mujhe ache se dant kar, rula kar chali jati hai, 2016 se yehi ho raha hai.

2016.2017.2018.2019. same story..

mera dil is kabil nahi hai jo ye sab bardast kar sake, Kasam se bohot gussa ata hai, lekin jese he wo samne ati hai mera gussa kahin chala jata hai.! reason mujhe nahi pata :P

main gusse main to keh deta tha ke meri sari is halat ki waja wohi hai magar sahi wala ilzaam on par sara nahi tha,

abhe on pe health wala bhe a geya, 100% wo bhe, main ne khud ke sath bura kya karna hai? just smoking he hai na? os ka bta diya wo to april 2016 ke baad start ki, tab tak to ho geya tha pehla :P

or smoking mujhe na maar saki hai or na he maar sakti hai :P main ne apni life main kisi ko smoking se marte hove nahi dekha, is liye main bhe os waja se nahi marne wala, lol

main maron ga to Nagin ki waja se :P osi ki waja se main itna beemar hoon, osi ki waja se meri life main sab kuch bura hai,!

main ne os se apni health to wapis mangi nahi thi, siraf reason manga tha ke btao mere sath khelne ki waja? meri zindagi barbaad karne ki waja,

or mujhe jawab mile, har saaal 1 naya reason bana ke diya kisi ne, os ne samjha jis ke sath main 2 saal pyaar ka natak kar sakti hoon os ko yahan bhe ullu bana loon gi, lekin mujhe yaad tha os ne pehle kya jawab diya tha or baad main kya :P

ab mujhe os ki zarorat bhe nahi, koi jawab nahi chahiye, main ne kon sa frame karwa ka room main lagana hai, lol

marne wala hoon, na mara to khud try karon ga is baar,

os ko abhe is dard ka ehsaas nahi hai, zahir hai kabhe hova jo nahi os ke sath eysa, os ko kya pata jab Ap ko koi pyaar karwa kar ap se kahe ke ab tum jao mujhe tum se nahi os se pyaar hai TO KESA LAGTA hai,! kya halat hoti hai dil ki. lol

summer 2015, main ne 1 larki se dosti ki, to os ki marne wali halat ho gayi thi, 1 week tak batani sunayi mujhe ke ansar congrats mil gayi hai tumhain koi nayi, lol. halat dekhne wali thi os ki :P

main ne socha ye pagal he na ho jaye to main ne os larki ko apni behn keh diya ta ke wo sakoon mai a jaye , ke mera kisi pe dil nahi a raha, lol

wo to chalo 1 mazakh tha, mere sath sab real main hova. hai os ko idea kesa laga tha mujhe.... mere har 1 ansu ke nikalne ki waja kya thi... bohot maza a raha tha os ko mera dil dukha kar tab...