*~H.G.O.R.C. #544~*- $~Invites Only~$ - Page 86

or main nahi chahta tha wo jayein. os din wo bohot pyaari lag rahi thin.. lekin onhon ne kaha he itni masoomiyat se tha ke main ne dil pe hath rakh ke kaha ke ok jaao so jao,💔 warna os din jane nahi dena tha on ko main ne,, main ne 1 shart rakhi, ke jese GN type kar ke kehti ho aaj mere samne kaho, or hamari GN main bohot kuch hota tha, muaah bhe, lool to wo karne main kaif time liya tha,

onhon ne baat maani lekin 1 shart rakh di, or kaha ke ansar next time tumhain bhe eysa karna hoga,! matlab jab main nend main hoon to on ke samne wese he sona hoga video call main, lol

magar wo ho nahi sakta tha tab, os ke theek 2 din ke baad wo apne ghar ja rahi thin, apne country, or main bhe apne ghar. to dono he nahi kar sakte they..

ye video call meri fav thi,❤️❤️ jitna time bhe hum baat karte rahe wo pal meri ankhon ke samne se jata he nahi..💔. or koi bhe eyse yaad nahi jese ye hai yaad..

onhon ne ne ijazat nahi di thi magar main phir bhe on ki pics bana leta tha, on ko maloom tha ye bana raha hai, lol

mujhe on main 2 chezain pasand thin, pehli eyes or dosri sharm..

jab hum log pyaar ki batain karte they to serious hote they, jab romantic batain karte they to or tarhan se ho jate they,

or jab romantic se agey nikal jate they to or tarhan se, lool wese ho jata tha, dono main se koi 1 chabi lagata tha or dosra khud he starrt ho jata tha.. or jab ache se wo batain ho jatin thin to dono sochte they OMG ye kese batain kar bethey hum. lol

itna kareeb aney ke baad 1 dosre se kafi free ho gaye they hum, or mujhe jo cheez pasand thi wo ye thi ke wo har baar sharmati thin, jis main wo or bhe pyaari bhe lagti thin <3

voice call karte bhe on ki awaaz se lagta tha ke ye hasne lagi hain abhe,

video call jab bhe start hoti thi wo sharm se mere samne he nahi ati thin apna face chupane ki koshish karti thin,

ache se pata hai mujhe kitna pata tha or kitna pata hai :P

jo bhe tha 1 khubsuraat pal tha, 1 khubsurat life thi wo,

or ager ye kamyaab nahi ho saka to 100% kisi or ki waja se meri waja se nahi,!

main jitna kar sakta tha os se zeyada kiya main ne, phir bhe mujhe help chahiye thi on ki, or help bus itni thi, 1 sath chahiye tha,

wo to hamesha kehti thin ke kya tum yahan aao ge bhe ya nahi? or main 1 he baat kehta tha, thora sabar kar lo sab theek ho jayega,

or jo main kehta hoon wesa hota bhe hai, mera dil ager mujhe keh de ke ye kaam ho sakta hai to phir sri duniya bhe meri baat ke khilaaf jaye to main parwa nahi karta, i know ye sach kehta hai hamesha,

wo khud kehti rahin bhula do sab, ye sab bulane wala hai?

theek hai mana on ko purani koi baat yaad nahi ke wo kesi thin mere sath,! par mujhe to yaad hai na :P main kiyon bhula doon,? or main bhula sakta bhe nahi,

itna agey barhne ke baad main piche kese chala jaon, wo mera sath nahi de sakin to theek hai khush rahain, main eyese he theek hoon....

kuch nahi chahiye mujhe zindagi se, or duniya se, jo mila kafi hai.. wese bhe 25 saal ki age tak main ne wo kaam kar diye jo log 50 ki age tak ja kar karte hain, to theek hai, guzar li main ne apni zindagi, lol

US main na mere kuch friends mere sath they, drive main he kar raha tha, or mera he mobile use ho raha tha songs keyliye,

or mere mobile main on ki sari recordings bhe hain, yehi baat mujhe bhool gayi thi,! abhe songs chalte chalte 1 dam se on ki recordings a gayin, main ne mobile lene ki koshish ki magar meri kahan suni jati hai,

main ne on se bohot kaha plz na karo personal hai, wo kehne lage jahan koi eysi baat aye gi hum band kar dain ge,

os main ye sab thin

ansar i love u,❤️

i miss u,💔

u are idiot, lool,

or muaah wali,

then baki ki care karne wali thin, or mere friends ne sab suni bhe nahi, kuch he sun kar onhon ne band kar din or kaha zara roko or sach sach btao yehi wo larki hai jis ne tumhari zindagi se khela hai? care he eysi kar di meri ke wo heraan ho gaye ke ansar itni zeyada to hamari kisi ne nahi ki...

abhe on ko sab pata hai, A to Z pata hai,! magar on ke care karne ka style he eysa tha ke koi bhe yakeen nahi kar sakta ... ke osi larki ne ye sab kiya hai :P

is cheez main sachi on ka jawab nahi.. main ne eyse he nahi kaha tha ke kuch baton main onhon ne itni care kar di thi jo meri Mama bhe nahi kartin thin :P

mujhe jab bhe koi mesg ata hai on ki awaaz ati hai ansar i miss you, to mere dost ne kaha os ko change kar ke wo idiot wali lagao wo perfect hai tum par, lol

on ka jo bhe style tha na pyaar karne ka ya care karne ka wesa kisi or main suna nahi tha main ne,

mere he dost is cheez ko mante hain,

wo kya hai ke jab 2 log pyaar karte hain or larki kuch na kuch req karti rehti hai apne lover se, mujhe onhon ne kabhe nahi ki thi :)

jese mera dost US geya tha to Bhabi os ko har month kuch na kuch kehti rehti thin or wo on ki baat sunta tha, or abhe tak sunta hai,

or 1 main tha jo on se kehta tha ke kuch to le lo mujh se :x

main ne kaha laptop gift karon? jawab aya no,! main ne kaha mobile de doon? jawab aya nooo,

main ne gusse kaha acha teddy bear de doon? jawab aya ansar mujhe tumhara gift nahi chahiye tum chahiye... tum ye pese sambhal kar rakho or apne kaam main lagao or jaldi se mere paas aao, jitni bhe life hai khud keyliye jeena hai wahan jee lo, jab yhan aye to mere liye jeena parega,

to ye gifts abhe nahi ye sab pese apne business main lagao..

abhe ye on ko soch bohot achi thi, ye care karne ka 1 or style tha jo main ne kabhe kisi mai nahi dekha :P i m serious main ne dekha hai larkiyan to larkon se kuch na kuch kehti he rehti hain,

or main khush bhe tha ke GOD jee main to bare pese kharch karta hoon, logon ke account main pese na hon to on ki tention hoti hai or main wo ullu hoon jis ke account main pese hon to tention hoti hai,

is baat pe khush tha ke saving karne wali mili hai, meri tarhan pese waste karne wali nahi, lool

isi baat pe mera wo dost kafi heraan hova tha, os ne ye bhe kaha tha ke on ka number do main apne wali ko deta hoon ta ke ye baat kar ke os ko bhe ye sab sikha dain ke eyse care karte hain, lol

main ne shayed kuch din pehle bhe kaha tha ke onhon ne mujhe kha tha ke mere paas 500 dollars hain le lo,

i dont know on ke paas they ya wese he mera dil rakhne ko kaha tha, magar mujhe zaorat nahi thi, mujhe bohot zeyada ki zarorat thi, 500 kya main to 1500 se 2000 USD ki 1 month main gareeb logon ki help kar raha tha on dino main,

wo sab onhon ne jane anjane main kaha tha on ko pata nahi tha mere plan ka is liye..

mera dimaag kabhe kabhe sochna band kar deta hai,

mujhe dono he baton pe 100% yakeen hai, ye bhe ke wo sab sach tha, or ye bhe ke wo 1 drama tha,

dimaag mera kharab ho chuka hai.

pagal to main pehle he ho chuka hoon,

mere bari khuwiash thi on ko 1 gift to bhej doon, jo kab ka sambhal ke rakha hai yaaar, blv me 2015 se mere paas hai, jahan jata hoon sath le kar jata hoon, lol

on ki is BD pe dene ka paka irada tha magar himmat nahi kar paya main.!

shayed yehi theek hai, ager kar deta to onhon ne dekhe bina he sidha dustbin main phenk dena tha, abhe mere paas hai to safe to hai na,

main ne aaj ke baad eysi love story wali games nahi khelni,

os ke baad phir kisi ki kafi tareef karne ko dil karta hai,

kal main dec 2015 wali batain read karon ga,

phir a kar kahon ga drama tha or drama he hai,