~Pagal Mastikhors~#7 (SIO) Aao Kabhi Haveli Pe !!! - Page 70

Originally posted by: maha786

But ,no one on the forum knows about this to be honest ,thst is what I am saying ,if it is a girl.ecetuone stars supporting her ,but I am.a guy ,but I am very oversensitive and maybe I think a lot ,but I amm. The same person you all thought of me as Maha ,but my name is not maha ,that is all ,bit I never had bad intentions ay all ,that is what I am saying ,everyone supported me because they thought I am a girl ,but if I am. A guy ,no one will support me and make fun of me then ,Shahil. Made fun of me because I had feminine choices like watching serials and all ,IA have a problem with evry one who is a bully

all this is insane.. and i generally choose to ignore drama.. but i have to answer your question whether or not rukhi and kd would have supported you had they known you were a male.. just look at it.. these two have been supporting doc Z who is a male by the way since he is being wrongly accused of being inappropriate... i fought with shahil when he made personal comments on hannan and boss.. btw they were males too....

so please you can already stop with this excuse of yours...

Many happy returns of the day Sky 🥳

Originally posted by: maha786

I am sorry guys for creating the confusion, but Rukhi you were right, inorder to create hate in Doc Z's mind against me, I pretended to be Maha's brother, so that, he can hate me because I always sued to feel that, he likes me which is why he supported me , so I wanted to just make him hate me because I wanetdhum to have hate for me

I am nto a guy at all, I am a female, yes I did have issues with him, I did try to get that situation off form my mind, but now I guess I will let it go, but trust me everyone, I did forget all this until few days ago

I wanted Doc Z to react and start hating me and I keep asking him, I just wanted to know form him if I was a guy, would eh have supported me against Shail, but he never replied to me, so my impatience kept going

I am a female, but this was to only make Doc Z react , I wanetd Doc Z to hate me, so that, he stops calling me his little sister and all

I just wnaetd to ask some qeustions to Doc Z which I wanted to clear from PM, but he wa snot ready to answer me, that si all

Guys please give me one more chance to clarify myself, I left in March 2019 and after that I forgot about all this, but in the past few days, I relaly ahd this htough bugging me which si why I wnaetd to ask some questions, but please just listen to me once

yes I ddi lie this time about the brother part , but that wa sonly to make him hate me

I think this is where I was wrong and I should nit have lied, but the rest I am speaking the truth, this was only to make him react

honey you need to stay away from social media for some time.. if you are so strongly affected in negative way by people who have no direct influence in your life then i am worried how will you react to the 'actual' life that is ahead of us.. social media was supposed to used in your free time.. and have fun... meeting few good people in the way is a blessing... but if this is affecting you in such a bad way and creating so much drama in your mind then it's not worth it..

focus in your life.. do well in academics or anything that interests you... if you enjoy watching serials and films then try joining a drama school... do theaters... if poetry is what you are interested in then join poetry classes.. don't make social media a major part of your life...

and start knowing and appreciating your own worth that you don't need validation from people on internet you never met... social media is a place like this only.. if you keep your point which is different from majority of people then be ready for hurtful comments from few people.. it shouldn't ideally happen but we don't live in an ideal world... that doesn't mean you have to take all those comments to your heart.. learn to ignore random people... toughen up a little.. be a little more involved in your real life...

Originally posted by: doc.z

Many happy returns of the day Sky 🥳

wish you a very happy birthday sky 🤗

god bless you...

doc sahab sky se party mangte hai 🥳

Originally posted by: Amirita4

honey you need to stay away from social media for some time.. if you are so strongly affected in negative way by people who have no direct influence in your life then i am worried how will you react to the 'actual' life that is ahead of us.. social media was supposed to used in your free time.. and have fun... meeting few good people in the way is a blessing... but if this is affecting you in such a bad way and creating so much drama in your mind then it's not worth it..

focus in your life.. do well in academics or anything that interests you... if you enjoy watching serials and films then try joining a drama school... do theaters... if poetry is what you are interested in then join poetry classes.. don't make social media a major part of your life...

and start knowing and appreciating your own worth that you don't need validation from people on internet you never met... social media is a place like this only.. if you keep your point which is different from majority of people then be ready for hurtful comments from few people.. it shouldn't ideally happen but we don't live in an ideal world... that doesn't mean you have to take all those comments to your heart.. learn to ignore random people... toughen up a little.. be a little more involved in your real life...

Thank you Amrita for such kind words, honestly I do nto have ba dintentiosn at all, please Rukhi try to understand once, this brother thing, I really don't know why I created this confusion

But, apart form that, if I wa sa troll or MID, I would have been bothering you all time and again, but I did go, but I am seriously saying that, those comments did hurt me a lot which I read

I know Rukhi, you won't believe me, but I will really leave if you guys want me to, I did once too, I don't know why I came back

This whole confusing I did just to make Doc Z react and answer my questions because I just wanted to know form him if he is friendly with everyone ro just girls

I request you all to believe me once and see because after this I will really not bother, I do have some days where I do have a hardtime stopping myself from overthinking, but that does nto mean I have betrayed anyone

I have nto betrayed anyone, my stand againstDoc Z was real, but yes I wanted to get some clarity form him, so had to lie

Maha why you want me to hate you? I supported you coz I felt you are child-like innocent soul. And trust me I would have supported you regardless of your gender. I always treated you like a little sister in my head and we even exchanged pms where we call one another bhai-behen. So I'm really not getting why all the ruckus what am I missing here?

Guys I really don't want to leave on a bitter note, out of being hyper and overthinking, I guess I have wasted a few days of my life thinking about someone who should not affect me, but it did affect me

But you are right Amrita, I will focus on myself from now onwards and build my own selfesteem and try to work on it Out of impulsive behavior, I really wasted my time and Rukhi and KD's time, butI never wanted bad thinsg to happen with you two

During BB12 Time, you both stood by me and I form that time decided to continue my friendship with you two and I have always tried, though this time there was a disagreement, but honestly I never wanted ti to end up this way

Thes epast few days, I was trying to distract my mind into other things, then those thoughts about Doc Z were coming in my mind that, eh said this, said that

But, I really want to start a new life and I will try to sue the forum less now, guys if you all want, can we end things on a positive note, please for once

Originally posted by: doc.z

Maha why you want me to hate you? I supported you coz I felt you are child-like innocent soul. And trust me I would have supported you regardless of your gender. I always treated you like a little sister in my head and we even excahnged pms where we call one another as bhai-behen. So I'm really not getting why all the ruckus what am I missing here?

Now that you have finally replied , I only wanted to know form you what if I wa snot a female, would you have supported me, that is all what I wanted to know form you, but you chose nto to reply, I kept getting impatient and there were other things which I wanted to ask you

But, you were just nto answering me at all and I was having restless nights , I always felt that, you treat girls and guys differently and that is why I was asking KD as I know she would hear me out

But, today I had to lie about my gender and this is nto true at all, I am sorry everyone fore the confusion

I had to make Doc Z react, so that I can ask him questions

Originally posted by: doc.z

Maha why you want me to hate you? I supported you coz I felt you are child-like innocent soul. And trust me I would have supported you regardless of your gender. I always treated you like a little sister in my head and we even exchanged pms where we call one another bhai-behen. So I'm really not getting why all the ruckus what am I missing here?

I always wanted to know why you don't talk to the guy member sof the tread and that thought wa sjust not leaving my head

Well I was forced to say it , but I ad issues with your behavior since February

But, let's just end the topic here now

Rukhi and KD, I really don't have anything against you guys especially KD, like I only lied to clear out things with Doc Z and to get some answers which were nto leaving my mind

I am promising that, I will leave now, but please can we end it on a positive note