Part 5
Akshat was confused but he wanted to know what is in guddan's heart and than he remembered her words from beach " kaash k hum inki biwi hote par, unhone ne dusri shaadi bhi kisi aur se krli, guddan ko toh mauqa nahi diya" akshat's inner thoughts " kal usne yahi kaha tha na k guddan ko toh mauqa hi nhi diya, iska kya matlab hosakta hai " he looked at her innocent face resting on his shoulder his fingers tangled in her hairs.
After the goa trip she was so happy that she went to her home to share her trip experience with revti and akshat used that opportunity to use to check her room, wrong way but no other way. All that he found was his pictures everywhere and a diary he read a few pages all he read was her confessions for him , some lines caught his attention
Kash hum aek duje se milte hi nahi
Jab mil hi gaye thay toh bichartay hi nahi
After reading the above stanza he was compelled to read more , next page stated what is she actually feeling
" hum ajkal jindal saab k ghar main hain , hum bohat khush hain k hum unke bohat kareeb hai, mano jaise hum unki patni ho par aisa nahi hai, aj hume pta chala k akshat ji ne dusri shaadi krli hai par woh hum nahi hai, kyun bhagwan maa k jaane k baad hume apse sirf jindal saab ko manga tha par guddan ki aisi kismat kahan k jo woh mange usey mil jaye, par hum khush hain k woh humare itne qareeb hain , thoda gussa krte hain par humare sari farmaish puri krte hain. Chahye jo hojaye hum akshat ji se pyaar krte rahein ge aur unki khushi main khush rahein ge" he close the dairy and went back to his work he was happy that guddan loved him dearly she even wrote k agar jindal saab thode chote hojate toh woh khud unhe propose krdeti but was feeling low because she was suffering due to her own naiveness.
He thought to approach her but he had to leave for some work for few days. It was karwa chauth and akshat was out of town , she take it as opportunity and continued with her yearly ritual, she wore a beautiful red saree with a backless blouse. By the time she was all ready she went to terrace waiting for moon to sight she was tired today she almost fainted/ slept on the sofa . At the same time he came back, " guddan , guddan" no reply came than he saw light on terrace he found her on lying on sofa , firstly he admired her " bilkul meri dulhan lag rahi hai" " guddan utho " he shook her " pani, pani" he made her drink water
" yeh tum kis ki shaadi main jaane k lye tayari hui ho" " hum kahin ja nahi rahe bus tayar hone ka dil kiya toh hogye" " are you sure" " ji " guddan inner thoughts " inko kya btayein k aj KC hai aur hum ne inke lye vrath rakha tha islye itna tayar hain, par hume khushi hai k hum ne inka haath se" " guddan kahan kho gyi" " kahin nahi" " tayar toh aise ho jaise kisi ki nayi dulhan ho" " dulhan toh hum apki bna chahte thay par humari aisi kismat kahan" " kya kaha tum ne" " kch nhi jindal saab" akshat shook his head he very well knew what was going on but chose to kept quit he was leaving when guddan hold his hand " jindal saab hum apse kch mange toh mana toh nhi karein ge" " bolo" " kya hum apko hug krle sirf aek baar" akshat opened his arms and she ran into his arms , his one arm was around her waist and othe on her head " jindal saab jab humari shaadi hogi toh hum achi patni sabit hon ge na yeh humse ho payega na" " haan tumse ho payega" akshat's inner thought " tum aek bht achi biwi ho aur tumse sab kch bht ache se hopaya hai" thinking he tightened his hold around her and peck her forehead out of affection.
He could feel tears on his clothes " kya hua guddan tum ro kyun rahi ho" he asked her, he tried pulling her back but she refused " humse koi kyun pyaar nhi krta, hum itne bad naseeb kyun hai, hum ne bs sirf aek shakhs ko chaha tha par hume woh bhi nhi mile, hum unse bohat pyaar krte hain bus aek mauqa chahye tha par bhagwan ko woh bhi manzor nhi tha" " kaun hai woh jisey tum pyar krti ho btao mujhe" " hum apko nhi bta skte plz" " kyun nhi bta skti " " agar hum ne apko bta diya toh jo thodi khushi hume mil rahi hai woh bhi nhi bachegi" " tum itna negative kyun sochti ho , btao mujhe" " hum apse pyaar krte hain jindal saab " " kya kahan tum ne" " hum apse ...ap..ap..se ..pyaa..pyaar ...krte hain" she was literally stammering this time seeing stern expression on her face, immediately a smile appeared on his face he cupped her face " aur main tumse bht pyaar krta hun, i love you guddan" he bend captured her lips for a sweet kiss " guddan uth jaa sapna dekhne ka time khtm hogaya hai uth ja" saying this she fainted in his arms. Akshat does not know how to react woh muskare , hasey ya usey daanta " kyun yaqeen nhi aata tumhe apne ache naseeb pe aur is baat pe k tumse koi bhi pyaar krskta hai koi bhi" he picked her up and took her to her bed.