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27 may 2012 --- 💔 --- 27 may 2019..

kisi keyliye sab se bura din, or mere liye sab se acha din.

7 saal ho gaye,

mujhe yaad nahi kis ne pehle baat ki thi, date show hoti thi time nahi hota tha warna pata chal jata, bilkul yaad nahi kis ne kiya tha pehle.

magar 1 cheez jo main ne aaj se pehle note he nahi ki thi, ye hamari 1st time baat hoi thi, mera ID mere naam se nahi tha, or mujhe nahi lagta main ne apna naam ansar likha ho kabhe profile main, hamesha funny likha hota tha kuch na kuch, phir kisi ne pehle he baar mera naam le kar pukara, , jab ke os se pehle main ne kabhe dekha bhe nahi tha, i dont know kya hova tha os se pehle,

meri yadash bohot achi hai, os se pehle baat to kya main ne wo ID kabhe dekha bhe nahi tha,

pehle kis ne baat ki ye bilkul nahi yaad, bus dono ne he 1 dosre ka naam le kar baat ki,

bohot he interesting story hai hamari, pehle 2 saal shayed main jeet jata tha apni shararton ki waja se, magar takar thi samne se bhe feel hota tha ke ansar bache dheyan se,

or 2 saal ke baad kisi or ki jeet hone lag gayi, kisi ke talent ki waja se,

pichle janam ki dost. is ka matlab ye hova ke mera pichla janam bhe eyse he barbaad hova hoga,

os hisaab se 2 to ho gaye barbaad, i hope next wala na ho ab.

bye bye bolne ka style pehle he din se eysa tha, bohot change ho geya tha ye wese 2 saal ke andar he,

bye, TC ke sath or bhe kafi chezain lag gayi thin, or sath main 1 voice mesg bhe paka, kese bhool sakta hoon, GN bolne main he 15 mints lag jate they... baar baar.

yakeen nahi ata wese, jis ko main apni best friend list main bhe add nahi karna chahta tha os ke sath itna agey kese nikal geya...

aaj se kisi ka naam ''Bhootni'' khatam,

dard ka pehla step hota hai, ansu, dosra hota hai rona paglon ki tarhan. 3 hota hai jab Ap wesi halat main ho to koi bhe apna samne aye or haal puche ya na bus dil karta hai os ko gale se laga kar sare dukh keh dain..

4. beemar ho jata hai insaan. marne ki baat karta hai,

or last main, insaan khamosh ho jata hai, dard hota hai magar ansu nahi atey...

kabhe kabhe insaan jab dil se kisi bhe cheez se pyaar kare na or wo sadma/dard Ap bardasht nahi kar pate, to i think Ap ke dimaag pe koi asar ho jata hai, normal nahi rehta insaaan, or ye mazakh nahi hai..

main eysa to nahi tha... dil wohi hai. bus kuch chezain eysi hain jin main pagal ho chuka hoon...

mujhe aaj 1 insaan ki yaad ayi na jane kiyon, wo bohot he kabil insaan hain.. businessman they wo. or sahi wale ameer bhe. main jab 2013 indonesia geya tha, to wahan 1 admi aya karta tha, mujhe tab indonesian zara bhe nahi ati thi bus main baki sab ke sath beth kar dekha karta tha ye kya bol rahe hain,

wo insaan itna bolta tha jis ki koi had nahi, jese main hoon lihkta hoon kafi magar bolta kam hoon, jitna 1 post main likhta hoon itna 1 week main bhe nahi bolta main aj kal,

to main ne Apne jiju se pucha ke ye insaan eysa kiyon hai? Ap sab bus sunte he ho is ko ye jab bhe ata hai bolta he rehta hai.

to Jiju ne kaha ye thora ''pagal'' ho geya hai, mujhe laga shayed bachpan se eysa hai, lekin Jiju ne kaha nahi kuch saal pehle he hova,

jese main aaj batain karta hoon millions ki magar meri khud ki okaat abhe 10$ ki bhe nahi hai. same wo bhe eysa karta tha, wo kya hai jo log os manzil pe ja kar wapis ayein na wo eyse he hote hain.

then main ne Jiju se kaha ye baton se or harkaton se lag raha hai ke koi cheez tha to Ap plz explain karain ge ye eysa kiyon ho geya? eysa kya hova is ki life main..

to on ka jawab tha is ko is ki ankhain band kar ke muhabat karna le doobi...

main ne phir puri story suni, jo aaj mujhe yaad ayi,.. mera koi taluq nahi os admi se bus yaad a gayi..

jese main ne Apni company ka naam rakha hai wese os admi ne siraf naam he nahi, apna sara business apni wife ke naam kiya hova tha. A to Z.. business se le kar apni puri life apni wife ke hath main de rakhi thi coz wo bohot pyaar karta tha, wo kiyon ke 1 ameer insaan tha to wo larki jaldi he maan gayi koi mushkil nahi hova on ke milne main, magar shadi ke kuch saal ke baad wo larki apne he husband ka passport, sara bank balance le kar kisi larke ke sath dosre country main bhaag gayi.. business sara bhe osi ke naam tha,

or wo insaan itna ameer tha yaar ke jese hum log store pe jate hain kuch buy karne wese wo japan, hong kong , jahan os ka man karta tha wo jata tha, kiyon ke wo koi eysa wesa insaan nahi, millionaire tha. sahi wala ameer.

then main ne Jiju se kaha ye kesa insaan hai? is ne koi case nahi kiya kuch nahi? to jawab mila nahi.. ye pyaar he itna karta hai ke is ne os ko kuch kaha nahi or kuch bhe wapis nahi liya jo isi ka tha,

wo keh rahe they ke jab os ka dil toota tha to wo bechara itna dard seh nahi saka or os ke dimaag pe asar ho geya,.. kuch log is ko pagal he samjhte hain..

tab 2013, mujhe nahi pata tha pyaar ka dard kesa hota hai. magar main ne os insaan ko apne samne dekha tha to feel hova ke is bechare ke sath bohot bura hova jo bhe hova..

mujhe tab bhe yakeen nahi aya, phir os ki kuch purani pics dekh kar sari baat sachi lagi.

abhe mujhe dekha jaye to halat same hai. bus case thora sa he alag hai zeyada nahi..

eysa hota hai. bilkul hota hai... Ap khud ki life ko bachana chaho bhe to nahi kar sakte, reason yehi hai ke hum log jo karte hain dil se karte hain.. hamare jese logon ki shakal achi ho na ho dil 1 dam red hota hai.. yehi cheez hum jese logon main achi hai or yehi cheez hamare khud keyliye khatarnaak bhe hai...

magar phir purani batain he yaad ati hain.. main ne koshish ki thi na yaar..

u know koi bhe eysa insaan nahi meri life main, wo beshak online hai ya wese he real main, mujhe sab bohot bolte rahe. on ki batain sun kar main bus on ko kisi ''zalim insaan'' ke dec 2014 se may 2015 tak ke kuch SS dikha deta hoon, bus itna he kafi hota hai, wo agey se kehte hain ansar ab hamare paas jawab nahi tumhari baton ka.. kiyon ke os waqat main kisi ki jo zid thi wo bohot zeyada thi..koi bhe hota to os ka bachna mushkil tha, ye main nahi, wo sab kehte hain jo SS dekh lete hain, main kuch bhe kar leta khud ko door nahi kar sakta tha kisi se..

theek hai ye sab meri waja se he hova hoga, magar mujhe eysa banaya kiyon.. akal thi na mujh main? dimaag tha na? jo kaam bhe kar raha tha or keh raha tha ke ansar bachaaaa lo khud ki life is ke hath se... tab kisi ka 1 tang pe khare hona har 1 din.... balke har pal mujhe ye kehna ke tum kuch bhe kar lo main tumhari he hoon. tumhain door jane de he nahi sakti.. pata hai na dec se may tak kitna time hota hai? kisi ki zid ko main ne ignore kiya tha. magar kab tak karta yaar, koi 1 tang pe khara ho geya tha jab to....

or main ne chance diya or osi time sorry bhe bola? pata hai kiyon? is liye ke main ne on se kaha tha ke Ap ka pyaar sahi tha bus main zara dar geya tha is liye itna time Ap ko chance nahi diya os keyliye maafi chahta hoon.. lool,

meri life thi na? mera bhe future tha? maana ke tab bhe bohot mushkil hota kisi ko dil se nikalana lekin,! lekin main ne soch to liya tha ne ke bus over,! or koshish bhe ki..

ager kisi ki wo zid na hoti to kuch galat na hota meri life main.. mujhe maar diya kisi ki os zid ne.. kahin ka nahi rehne diya mujhe.

eysa nahi hai ke hum log sachi bewakoof hain, meri baat to kya karni osi admi ki karta hoon. ager wo 0 se millionaire ban geya tha to kya wo pagal tha? na samjh tha? mature nahi tha?

or ager main khud ko dekhon to kya mera banaya hova plan aaj millions nahi de raha owner ko? bache they hum log jo itna kuch kar liya? kisi ko pata bhe hai millions kamana kitna mushkil hai? kuch bechare log apni puri life mehnat kar ke bhe nahi kama sakte utna,

kisi ko pata hai mere hath main kitni power thi is business ko le kar? log apne he country main rehte hove itna taluq nahi bana sakte jo main ne kisi anjaan country main banaya, jante ho wo log kon hain? naam likhne se wikipedia pe detail mil jati hai on ki :P

to eysa karne wale insaan ki agaer aaj eysi halat hai to wo kiyon hai? zahir hai dec 2015 ko jo bhe hova tha wo dard itna tha ke mera dil to toota he lekin mera dimaag kharab ho geya sath os ke.. kya sachi kisi ko lagta hai main normal hoon?

nai matlab main ne apni Mama ki kasam kha kar kaha tha ke mere dimaag se kisi ka kheyal 10-15 mints keyliye bhe nahi jata. is ka matlab ye nahi hai ke har 10 mints main 1 baar kisi ki yaad ati hai, nahiiiii,! is ka matlab hai ke har time he mera dimaag wahan he rehta hai.. haan kabhe kabhe kahin or dheyan chala jaye to 10 mints ke andar andar wapis a jata hai.. ye matlab hai os 10 mints ka..

pata hai main sota kese hoon? nend se pehle onhi ke kheyal dil or dimaag main, jo mujhe tarpate hain, or wese he so jata hoon, osi halat main dreams atey hain, or wese he jab ankhain khulti hain to mehsoos he nahi hota ke main nend main tha? time dekh kar pata chalta hai ke main soya tha,

abhe bhe kisi ko lagta hai main normal hoon?

main har baar 1 baat bolta hoon ke wo meri life main na atin to jo main ne kiya wo kabhe nahi kar sakta tha, os ki waja hai na, meri life main kabhe peson ki kami nahi rahi thi, to mera dheyan is taraf os taran se nahi tha jese dosron ka hota hai. ager wo meri life main na atin to main ne 2014 ka bhaag jana tha wahan se, main to mummy dady bacha tha yaar. shararti to tha he utna he nazuk bhe, mujhe mere parents ne pholon ki tarhan rakha tha, isi waja se to meri mom ya dad dono main se kisi ne danta he nahi tha kabhe,

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onhon ne wo kaam kiya jo wo kar saktin thin, mujhe himat dena, mera housla bharhana, magar baki to main ne kiya na, or meri jaga koi or hota to shayed apna he fan ban jata jo kiya main ne, main kuch karne se pehle kuch seekhta nahi,pehle start karta hoon phir seekhta hoon, jab main ne wo sab start kiya to to mujhe indonesian itni bhe nahi ati thi ke main larkon se itna he keh sakon ke mujhe pani chahiye, lol or pehle he month ki meri avg itni achi thi ke wo insaan jin ko wahan 25 saal ho ho gaye they main ne on ko haara diya,

tab ja ke mere jiju ne kaha tha ke yaar tum kaam ki cheez ho, warna socho koi bhe insaaan kisi junior ko chance nahi deta , wo bhe jab baat milllions ke business ki ho.. wo mere jiju they lekin mujhe wo itna nahi jante they jitna baki sab jante hain, or main ne sab kiya bhe wese halaat main tha jab mujhe wahan ki indonesian bhe nahi ati thi, mujhe kuch chahiye hota tha to workers ko google pe pics dikha kar kehta tha ye laao,

on ka thanks onhon ne chance diya or mai ne kar ke dikhaya kuch.. wahan koi 200 se zeayda log hain, sab ke sab mujh se piche reh gaye they just 1 saal ke andar he.. kahan main kal ka bacha or kahan wo jin ko wahan itne saal ho gaye they. on main se kuch log to mere khilaaf hain or kuch mujhe pyaar karte hain,

ager main wo sab kar sakta hoon, to wo kon hai jis ko dil se nahi nikaal saka? ager main tab bhe eysa pagal hota to kuch nahi kar pata, meri zindagi main yehi sab hova hai, log mujhe 1 alag insaan ki tarhan samjhte ayein hain hamesha, main ne kisi dost ko ya os insaan ko jis se taluq hai kabhe agey jane he nahi diya , zid se nahi, main hoon he eysa, jo bhe kiya eysa kiya ke log dekhte he reh gaye. phir ye 1 kaam he kiyon nahi kar saka main?

har tarhan se sabit hota hai main normal nahi hoon, mera dimaag sachi main os gham ki waja se eysa ho geya hai, theek wese he jese wo indonesian ka btaya oper.. main eysa tha to nahi...

main apni bus kamyabi bata raha hoon, or ye bata raha hoon ke dil tootne se pehle wala ansar kon tha, or aaj wala ansar kon hai, pehle wale ko duniya slaam karti thi or aaj wala ansar mirror bhe dekh le to sharm ati hai ye kon hai looser samne.. itna kuch hone ke baad bhe is looser ki waja se bohot se log aaj khush bhe hain. on ki life kese behtar ho gayi ye to wohi bata sakte hain na,

school life jab thi na mere teachers ke sath main kafi mazakh kiya karta tha, wo kehte they yaar tum seedha kaam karte bhe ho kabhe? main ne on se kaha tha sir 1 din eysa karon ga Ap dekhte reh jao ge..

1 din main jakarta main tha to wahan 1 admi aya mere paas, jo kafi ameer lag raha tha, magar main eyse logon ko dekh kar pareshan nahi hota tha, kiyon ke meri bhe pehchaan thi, wo aya or wapis chala geya, main ne os ka number le liya tha or jab add kiya to dekha os ki pic jo WA pe thi os main wo barack obama ke sath tha tab wo USA ke president they na,, ye baat main ne os zalim larki ko btayi bhe thi, on ko yaad nahi hoga, magar ye raha os ka proof bhe ke on ko dikhayi thi, ye 1 good news thi to main ne sab se pehle on ko btayi thi, or socha tha ke ye kahin mujhe jhuta na samjh lain is liye ye pic on se share ki thi ta ke wo yakeen karain is baat ka,! ye pic abhe mobile main nahi hai lekin saaaf dikh raha hai ye kon hai obama hai ya nahi,

wo pehla din tha jab mere dil main ye kheyal aya tha ke ager is business ko dimaag laga ke use kiya jaye to ye behtar ho sakta hai,

main ne os se baat ki, or os ne jawab main kaha ke wo mere sath deal nahi karega coz os ko lagta hai ke mera business os kabil nahi hai,! mujhe itna bura laga tha ke dil kiya os ko batain suna doon ta ke ye chup ho jaye,! magar main ne gusse pe control kiya or os se kaha bolo tumhain kya chahiye ,:P

abhe wo jo bhe hai na os ne sidhi baat ki or kaha ke deal main karwa sakta hoon jis main se tumhain to fayda hoga lekin mujhe kya milega? kiyon ke ye deal eysi wesi nahi hai, main ne jab sari baat samjhi to bina kisi se puche os ko 1 car gift karne ka soch liya, jis ki price USA main, 85.500 USD hai, magar pakistan or indonesia main ye mehngi hai 100K tak,

main ne os ko bina kisi se puche wo gift karne ka promise kiya, then meri deal done hoi, or os deal ne hamari duniya he badal di, lol wo 85K bhe wapis mile, or bohot sara profit,! meri is harkat pe Jiju mujh se naraz rahe they, or onhon ne pehli baar kaha tha ke tum apni he marzi karte ho, marwa diya hai tum ne aaj. lekin jab sari baat on ke samne ayi to onhon ne sorry bhe bola tha or kaha ke aaj se tum kuch bhe karo main raste main nahi aaon ga,

business hai na, eysi games khelna parti hain, tab main ne os se os deal main total 250% profit liya tha os ke baad wali main 400% + kisi main to 600% tak bhe liya, or phir jiju kehne lage ke ansar yaar hath zara halka rakho tum bohot pese le rahe ho, to mera jawab tha ke gareeb logon ko main khud se deta hoon or ameer logon ko main jane nahi de sakta sorry, lool,

os insaan ke sath meri eysi dosti hai ke main ne on se kaha ke mujhe obama uncle se milwa do jab wo ayein ge to wo kehne laga bus yaad karwa dena jab aya wo yahan to paka milwaon ga,

ye wo mera pehla kaam tha jis main sahi wala dimaag use kar ke main he eysi deal bhe ki or eyse insaan ko bhe apna bana liya jo bohot kaam ka hai,! warna is se pehle bus main soch he rha tha ke akhir main karon to karon kya , kiyon ke meri life ruk gyai thi agey nahi ja rahi thi jis se main kafi pareshan tha,

kuch logon ko peson ki zubaan samjh ati thi to main phir on ko peson ki zubaan main he samjhata tha or ehsaas dilata tha ke beshak dikhne main meri shakal achi nahi hai, magar mere kaam par na jana,!