Part=30 Ishita was on cloud nine after knowing that raman is going to Propose her today she wants to look best she was confused what to wear for the evening she messed up all the room to select a perfect outfit for the evening
I: kya pehnu aaj raat ko? Kuch samajh nahi aa raha shit aaj itna special day hai i want to look best
She said looking at her clothes which she messed up badly she made cute pout
I: itne kapde hai kya pehnu? Kuch samajh nahi aa raha
Finally after thinking so much she decided to wear a saree she chooses red colour saree with black border and sleeveless blouse she wants to look beautiful today for raman after sometime she finally get ready wearing saree she let her hair open she wear matching earrings and applied minimum makeup she was looking breathtaking she looked herself in mirror and blushed thinking about raman's reaction
I: pata nahi raman mujhe dekh ke kaise react karenge? Aaj mai specially unke liye ready hui hoon aiyo murgan mujhe to bhot nervous feel ho raha hai i can't believe aaj raman aaj mujhse apne dil ki baat kehne wale hai itna wait kiya iss moment ka and finally aaj wo moment meri life mai aa hi gya
She said and smiled she was lost in thoughts when someone hold her from behind she get scared she looked in mirror and saw raman looking at him smiling ishita smiled looking at him
I: raman aap
Raman hugged her from behind
R: aaj meri jaan lene ka irada hai kya?
He said kissing her neckline making her blush
R: tumhe pata hai maine kitna wait kiya iss moment ka
I: aapse zada wait toh maine kiya kabse aapko apne dil ki baat kehna chathi thi
She said and comes out of his hold and turn towards him he tucked her hair stand behind her ear she closed her eyes
R: bas kuch time aur phir tumhe keh duga apne dil ki baat
He pulled her to himself
R: hum dono hamesha ke liye ek saath ho jaayge koi bhi humko alag nahi kar payega
I: mai bhi ye hi chathi hoon apni sari life aapke saath bitna chathi hoon
He smiled and kissed her forehead she closed her eyes feeling his touch
Ishita open her eyes and realised that it was just a dream she hit her forehead and blushed
I: i think pyar mai sach mai pagal ho gayi hoon raman jaldi aao mujhse aur wait nahi hota
She said and smiled and start waiting for raman three hours passed like this ishita was waiting for raman impatiently but he did not come ishita tries to call him but he was not picking her call making ishita worried
I: itna time ho gya abhi tak toh raman ko aa jana chaiye tha phone bhi nahi utha rahe ek baar mihika se puchti hoon shyad usko pata ho
She said and call mihika
Mi: hello ishu finally tujhe meri yaad aa hi gayi
I: sorry mihiku wo mai office ke kaam mai busy thi
Mi: tumhe pata hai naa kuch dino mai meri shadi hai aur tum meri best friend ho so tumhe shadi ki tyari mai help karni hogi mujhe teri bhot zaroort hai
I: mihiku i am always there for you tum tension maat lo acha ek baat puchni thi mujhe
Mi: haa pucho
I: wo raman ghar pe hai kya? Actually mujhe ek project ke baare mai unse discus karna tha but wo mera phone nahi utha rahe
Mi: bhai toh kabke ghar se bhar chale gaye
I: kaha gaye hai tumhe pata hai?
Mi: wo toh mujhe nahi pata kuch zaoori kaam hoga
I: mihika agar wo ghar aaye toh mujhe call karna bhot urgent kaam hai
Mi: par tum
I: mai tumse baad mai baat karti hoon mujhe thoda kaam hai bye
She said and cut the call
I: raman ghar pe nahi hai toh kaha hai? Unho ne bola tha wo aayge toh kaha jaa sakte hai?
She said worriedly her phone rings she picked the call seeing his name flashing on the screen
I: hello raman kaha ho aap? Mai kabse wait kar rahi hoon aap
She gets shocked listing the answer from other side
I: what? Mai abhi aa rahi hoon
She said and picked her bag and run out of the house soon she reached in a bar she went inside and get shocked seeing raman fully drunken state he was not able to stand properly ishita went to him
I: raman ye sab kya hai? Aapne drink kiya hai are you fine?
She asked touching his face he pushed her hands away
R: don't touch me stay away
I: raman aap kya bol rahe ho?
R: kisi ko mere paas aane ki zaroort nahi hai mai bhot bura hoon please mai tumhari life barbad nahi karna chata tum jao
Ishita was shocked listing him a waiter comes there
W: mam maine hi aapko call kiya tha sir ne bhot drink karli hai khood ko sambhal bhi nahi paa rahe sara bar khali ho gya par ye yaha se jaane ko tyar hi nahi kisi ko apne paas bhi nahi aane de rahe the
I: thank you so much aapne mujhe call kiya mai inko le jaaugi aap please meri thodi help kardo inko uthane mai
W: ok mam
I: raman chalo mere saath
R: mujhe nahi jana kahi tum jao
He said drinking ishita takes the bottle from his hand
I: raman
R: chodo mujhe aur tum jao please
Ishita cupped his face
I: raman i can't leave you like this agar aap nahi jaaoge mai bhi aapke saath rahugi yahi pe
R: tum
I: raman please mere liye please come with me
She said looking in his eyes she hold his hand while waiter helps her with the help of the waiter she takes him out she takes him in her house in the taxi on the way she call mihika and inform her that raman is in her house she and raman are working on a project soon they reached house ishita takes him inside she made him sit on the couch and bring water for him
I: raman ye kya haal kar liya hai aapne apna? I don't believe this aap aisa kar sakte ho mai itni der se aapka wait kar rahi thi aur aap
She tries to make him drink water he throws the glass away
R: mujhe kuch nahi chaiye kuch nahi chaiye mujhe tum kyu kar rahi ho ye sab? Please stop it
He said shouting making her scared
I: raman
R: mujhe mere ghar jana hai
He said and get up he was not able to walk properly he was about to fall ishita hold him
I: raman please iss whakat aap hosh mai nahi ho aap aaj raat yahi rahoge maine aapke ghar inform kar diya hai pata hai aapko iss haal mai dekh ke unko kitna bura lagega
She hold him
I: aap please aaram se betho aur agar aap kisi baat ko leke tensed ho toh aap mujhse share kar sakte ho i can't see you like this
She said cupping his face he hold her hand tightly
R: tum kyu nahi samajh rahi ishita tum mujhse door raho
I: raman mujhe dard ho raha hai mera haath chodo please
He hold her hand more tightly and pinned her to wall
R: mai tumse yahi kehna chatha hoon mai sirf dard de sakta hoon aur kuch bhi nahi
He leaves her hand and put his arms around her pinning her to wall
I: raman aap kya bol rahe ho?
R: tumhe meri life mai nahi aana chaiye tha ishita kyu aayi tum meri life mai kyu?
He said shouting while Ishita's eyes filled with tears
I: aap sach mai mujhe apni life se door karna chathe ho
R: haa tum please chali jao just leave me alone
I: raman wo sab kya tha jo hamare bich tha? Aap ye kaise bol sakte ho
R: tum bhool jao sab just go away
I: chali jaaugi pehle ek baat ka jawab dedo kya aap mujhse pyar nahi karte? Don't you love me?
She said looking in his with teary eyes while he became silent listing this
I: bolo naa chup kyu ho? Aap mujhse pyar nahi karte kya?
R: mujhe kisi ko pyar karne ka haak nahi hai ishita mai tumhare pyar ke layak nahi hoon i don't deserve you tum bhot achi ho tumse toh kisi ko bhi pyar ho jaye par mai tumhare liye perfect nahi hoon
He said while tears start flowing from his eyes
I: raman aapko kya ho gya hai? Kaisi baatien kar rahe ho? Raman aap mere liye perfect ho aapse milne se pehle mujhe pyar pe vishwas nahi tha aapko milne ke baad pata nahi mujhe kya ho gya mujhe pata hi nahi chala kab mujhe aapse pyar ho gya kabse aapko ye baat bolna chathi thi par himmat nahi hui aaj aap khood mujhe propose karne wale the mai kitna kush thi i can't tell you i know aap bhi mujhse pyar karte ho aapse acha mujhe koi mil hi nahi sakta raman
She said looking in his eyes he cupped her face and wipes her tears she closed her eyes
R: i am sorry ishita par tum mere saath kabhi kush nahi reh sakti acha yahi hoga ki tum mujhse door raho ye hum dono ke liye acha hoga
He said and leaves her ishita was looking at him with teary eyes he turns to go
I: thik hai raman aap jaisa chathe ho waisa hi hoga mai aapse door chali jaaugi bhot door aapke ilava aur koi meri life mai nahi aa sakta aapko apni life mai meri zaroort nahi hai toh thik hai mai bhot door jaa rahi hoon aapse
She said and picked a knife from table and put it on her wrist raman turn towards her and get shocked he comes to her and hold her hand
R: ishita leave it
I: aap mujhe khood se door karna chathe ho mai wahi kar rahi hoon
Raman hold her hand and take the knife and throw it away
R: tum pagal ho kya? Tumhe kuch ho gya toh mera kya hoga socha hai
He said cupping her face she was looking at him with teary eyes he pulled her for a hug and hugged her tightly crying she too hugged him back
R: phir aisa kabhi maat karna please jisko bhi mai pyar karta hoon wo mujhse door chala jata hai but i don't want to lose you agar tumhe kuch ho gya toh mai khood ko maaf nahi kar paauga please aisa kabhi maat karna
He said crying hugging her tightly ishita was caressing his back trying to console him she broke the hug and cupped his face
I: i am sorry raman mai bas aapko realise karvna chathi thi ki meri tarah aap bhi mujhse door nahi reh sakte i know raman you love me toh kyu mujhe khood se door karna chathe ho
She said looking in his
I: aap itne khush the subhe aap mujhe propose karne wale the toh achank kya hua? I know raman koi baat zaroor hai issi liye aap aisi baatien kar rahe ho maine pehle bhi aapki aankho mai koi dard dekha hai aap please mujhse share karo naa kya baat hai raman? tell me please
R: kuch nahi
I: raman please aap iss topic ko avoid nahi kar sakte mai aapko ache se jaanti hoon aap kabhi bhi jaanbhooj ke ye sab nahi karoge zaroor koi baat hai please tell me a add p apna dard mere saath toh share kar hi sakte ho
She said looking in his eyes while he looked away
R: maine kaha naa kuch nahi hai
I: raman aapko meri kasam please tell me i promise you raman mai kabhi aapko chod ke nahi jaaugi jo bhi ho jaye aur aapke past mai kya hua mujhe koi farak nahi padta mujhe bas aapke present aur future se matlab hai jisme hum dono saath hai please raman aapko kuch bhi chupane ki zaroort nahi hai mujhse
She said caressing his face lovingly while raman's eyes filled with tears
R: agar mai tumhe sach batauga toh shyad tum bhi mujhse nafrat karogi tum bhi mujhe chod ke chali jaaogi
He said looking away he was about to fall ishita hold him and make him sit on the couch and sit near him
I: raman mai kabhi aapko chod ke nahi jaaugi i promise aap mujhe sab batao
She said wiping his tears he smiled between tears
R: sab aisa hi bolte hai par sab chod ke chale jaate hai meri kismat hi aisi hai jinko pyar karta hoon wo mujhe chod ke chale jaate hai pehle maa papa phir raj phir sanjna
I: sanjna?
Raman looked at her
R: haa sanjna bhot pyar karta tha mai usse tin saal ka rishta tha hamara kya kuch nahi kiya uske liye par wo mujhe chod ke chali gayi
He said making her shocked
R: sab sahi kehte hai ki pyar mai dard ke ilava kuch nahi milta iss liye toh mujhe pyar pe vishwas nahi tha pyar mai sirf dhoka milta hai tumhe pata hai ishita meri maa mere papa se bhot pyar karti thi par papa ne bhi maa ko dhoka diya
Ishita looked at him confused
R: papa ne maa ka vishwas tod diya maa ko dhoka de kar dusri shadi karli maa ko jab sach pata chala wo bhot toot gayi meri aankho ke saamne unho ne suicide kar liya
He said making ishita shocked
R: you know what hum sab ek saath bhot khush the papa maa mai aur simmi a happy family humne kabhi socha bhi nahi tha papa aisa karge jab maa ko pata chala ki papa ne unko dhoka deke dusri shadi ki aur unke do bache bhi the romi aur mihika maa sach jaanke toot gayi thi papa ki dusri biwi ek accident mai maar gayi aur wo romi aur mihika ko ghar le aaye maa se papa ka dhoka bardash nahi hua papa ne bhot samjne ki kossish ki but maa ye sab bardash nahi kar payi maa aur papa mai bhot jhagra hua maa ne meri aankho ke saamne suicide kar liya par mai chathe hue bhi unko bacha nahi saka jab tak papa ghar wapis aaye maa jaa chuki humko hamesha ke liye chod ke
He said crying while ishita's eyes also filled with tears
R: maa ke jaane ke baad papa bhot pareshan rehne lage the wo khood ko maa ki maut ka zimedar maante the wo iss guilt ki wajeh se jee nahi paa rahe the aur maa ki tarah papa ne bhi apni jaan dedi simmi romi mihika bhot chote the maine apni aankho ke saamne apne maa papa ko marte hue dekha apni family ko barbad hote hue dekha par mai kuch nahi kar paya mai rota raha par koi nahi tha mere paas bhot mushkil se maine simmi romi aur mihika ko sambhala bechare romi aur mihika ko toh papa ka sach pata bhi nahi hai aur maine unko kabhi mehssos nahi hone diya ki wo mere bhai behan nahi hai maine simmi ki tarah unn dono ko bhi pyar diya papa ki last wish puri ki
He wipes his tears
R: maa papa ke jaane ke baad hamare mama ne humko apne ghar pe rakha bhot mushkil se maine khood ko sambhala kyu ki mujh pe apne bhai behno ki responsibility thi mama ki wajeh se mai uss shock se bahar aa paya aur maine unki help se apne bhai behno ko apne bacho ki tarah pala unko kabhi maa papa ki kami mehsoos nahi hone di dheere dheere sab thik hone laga mihika aur romi bhi mujhse utna hi pyar karte the jitna mai unse time ke saath hamara rishta aur bhi majboot hota gya aur bade hone par bhi maine kabhi unko sach ka pata nahi chalne diya simmi ye baat jaanti hai par mai nahi chatha tha ki romi aur mihika ko ye baat pata chale sab thik chal raha tha phir
I: phir kya hua?
R: phir meri life mai sanjna aayi tab mai college ke first year mai tha aur wo college ki sabse sundar ladki har koi usse friendship karna chatha tha par mujhe inn sab mai interest nahi tha mai bas padna chata tha aur papa ke business ko dobara start karna chata tha par sanjna mere piche thi usne mere saath dosti ki aur mujhe bhi isme kuch galat nahi laga aur dheree dheree dosti pyar mai badal gayi i start liking her we started dating each other hamara rishta pure tin saal chala par sanjna kabhi mere saath kush nahi thi mai hamesha kossish karta tha usko kush rakhne ki but wo kabhi kush thi hi nahi usko bas paise se matlab tha aur phir
He took a pause and looked at ishita
R: maine socha ki mai usko propose karunga aur hum dono shadi karke ek saath kush rahenge aur farewell wale din maine deiced kiya ki mai usko shadi ke liye propose kar dauga par farewell ke din mujhe uska asli chera dikha tumhe pata hai maine apne bachpan ke best friend raj ke saath usko dekha kiss karte hue wo sab dekh mai bilkul toot gya tha aur jab maine unn dono se pucha kyu kiya mere saath aisa toh dono ne keh diya wo ek dusre se pyar karte hai mere saath pyar ka natak wo sab toh sanjna ke liye game tha usne apne friends se sharat jitne ke liye mere saath pyar ka naatak kiya wo toh raj se pyar karti thi jo mera best friend hua karta tha dono ne milke mujhe dhoka diya itna gussa aaya mujhe dono pe maine sabse zada trust kiya aur unho ne mujhe dhoka diya
He said while crying
R: aur jab maine usse pucha ki usne mujhe dhoka kyu diya maine usko itna pyar kiya itni kossish ki usko kush rakhne ki toh usne kaha ki mai kisi bhi ladki ke layak nahi hoon mujhse koi ladki pyar nahi kar sakti kyuki mai kabhi kisi ko kush nahi rakh sakta mai apne maa papa ko marne se nahi bacha paya aur mujhe pyar ka koi haak nahi hai mujhe kabhi sacha pyar nahi milega uske liye mai bas game tha wo mujhe jitna chathi thi kabhi mujhse pyar nahi kiya aur maine usko itna pyar kiya par mujhe pyar ke badle mai dhoka mila mere khood ke dost ne mujhe dhoka diya jisko mai bhai manta tha ek hi din mai mera dost aur pyar mujhse door ho gaye
Ishita eyes filled with tears listing this she cupped his face and wipes his tears
I: raman aapki koi galti nahi thi jo bhi hua
R: nahi sab meri hi galti hai mai jisse se bhi pyar karta hoon wo mujhse door ho jaate hai tumhe pata hai maine uss sab ke baad kitni mushkil se khood ko sambhala maine kabhi romi aur mihika ko ye pata nahi chalne diya ye baat sirf simmi ko pata thi mai ye sab bata ke apne bhai bhean ko dukhi nahi karna chatha tha kyu ki mujhe dukhi dekh ke wo bhi dukhi ho jaate uss din se mujhe pyar se nafrat ho gayi aur maine sara pyar sirf apne bhai behno ko diya kisi ko apne paas nahi aane dena chatha tha maine apni studies complete karke papa ka business dobara se start kiya apna dard hamesha sabse chupa ke rakha aur apni puri jaan laga di papa ke business ko dobara successful karne ke liye mai sabko dikhna chatha ki mujhe apne bhai behno ke ilava kisi ki zaroort nahi hai aur bas maine khood ko saabit kar diya mama ki death ke baad hum bhai bhen akele reh gaye par maine puri mehnat se kaam kiya aur apni puri life apne bhai behno ki khushi ke liye laga di meri life mai unke ilava koi nahi tha mai unko khona nahi chatha mai darta tha agar mujhe agar dobara pyar hua toh mai phir se apne pyar kho duga iss liye maine kisi ko khood ke paas nahi aane diya
He looked at ishita with teary eyes
R: par tumne aake sab kuch badal diya tumne mujhe badal diya itni kossih ki tumhe khood se door karne ki par mai nahi kar paya kab tumne mere dil mai apni jagh bana li mujhe pata hi nahi chala
Ishita eyes get moist he cupped her face
R: tum bhot achi ho ishita but mai tumhare layak nahi hoon mai tumhe khona nahi chatha jaise maine maa papa ko kho diya jisko bhi maine pyar kiya wo mujhse door ho gya par mai nahi chatha meri wajeh se tumhe kuch ho meri wajeh se hi ashok ne tumhare saath batmizi ki tum itni badi musibat mai padi meri wajeh se meri wajeh se tumhari itni insult hui par ab mai tumhe aur dard nahi dena chatha tumhe sirf dard hi milega mere saath please tum mujhse door chali jao please
He said crying bitterly ishita did not know how to console him she cupped his face and hugs him
I: no raman aisa nahi hai jo bhi hua usme aapki koi galti nahi thi aur sanjna ne jo kiya usme uski galti thi usne aapko dhoka diya aapse acha koi aur ho hi nahi sakta isme uska lose hai aur mai aapko kabhi chod ke nahi jaaugi kabhi nahi
She said looking in his eyes while he keep his head on her lap and cries ishita was caressing his hair lovingly she kissed his forehead she was also in tears seeing him in so much pain soon he fall sleep ishita was caressing his hair
I: mujhe nahi pata tha aapne apne dil mai itna dard chupa rakha hai itna kuch hone ke baad bhi aapne kisi ko apne dard ka pata nahi chalne diya jo bhi aapke saath hua usme aapki koi galti nahi thi ab mujhe sab pata chal gya hai i promise you mai aapko dobara kabhi dukhi nahi hone dugi mai aapko itna pyar karugi ki aap sara dard bhool jaooge aaj mera aapke liye pyar aur bhi badh gya i love you raman jo ho jaye mai kabhi aapko chod ke nahi jaaugi
She said kissing his forehead
I: raman toh aaj itni ache mood mai the mujhe propose karne wale the toh achank inko wo sab kaise yaad aa gya jo bhi ho raman aapko jitna rona tha ro liya aaj ke baad aap bas kush rahoge aap aur mai ek saath
She said caressing his hair looking at him lovingly
P. S: i know you guys want to see ishra confession but sorry i just want to reveal raman's past first i will show ishra confession soon please do share your reviews
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