Sanrakshana Kavacha
"Aap keh detin" Mr Misra urged his wife softly as Amma departed
"Ki humse baalon mein gajra nahi lagaya jaata?" Mrs Misra removed her glasses wiped them off and and slid them back on her bridge
Her eyes were moist
Mrs Misra had quit wearing jasmine in her hair after Nupur was gone, she couldnt bear to... anymore
Amma reappeared and handed a plump ripe string of jasmine, the flowers opening up slowly, like babies froma nap.
"Jab aapka mann ho hamey keh dein hum aapko stage par le chalte hain?" Amma offered, as she waved down a waiter, and asked the guy to hand them appetizers and juice
"Aap apne mehmaanon ko dekhen hamari chinta na karen" Mr Misra said warmly.
Amma walked away with unresolved feelings... a little half heartedly
She realized she had "betrayed" Mrs Misra in a way
But she had chosen her child what could be wrong about that
She exhaled audibly
Ruchi sprinted up to her"Amma... koi baat ho gayi? Aap itni udaas kyon hain?"
Amma smiled with gratitude
"Arey nahi..." she shook her head
"Ammmaa" Ruchi warned
"Hamey yeh baat samajh nahi aa rahi, ki hum Misraji ko aur Nupur ki Ma ko kya kahen" Amma stopped walking her eyes filled with tears
"They are so gracious and dignified. Bhai is marrying again within two years. Yet they are here Amma" Ruchi used the opportunity to express her angst
"I hurriedly agreed when he rushed into this wedding" Amma spoke in a whisper
Ruchi held Amma's hand
"Its his life, but by accepting his decision
you are shielding him from all the hate and ridicule he would have otherwise gotten, Amma" Ruchi said choking up
"Umm... uh... umm... Neel ki chinta nahi karenge to kiski karenge" Amma asked authoritatively
"There is no easy way out Amma" Ruchi said sadly
"Suvi ko ghar par laana Nupur ko nikaalna nahi hai" Amma consoled herself
Ruchi didnt say "Amma Nupur JAA chukin hain"
She let Amma have her pretend contentment
Pushkar came by with a tantrumy older son
"Aapko zara apne bachon par dhyaan dena chahiye" he said sternly
Amma extended her arms "Hamey pakdaayen" she said cheerfully, a lil nervous
"Aap apne bete ki shaadi karwayen" he said bitterly...
Ruchi looked stunned
Amma grabbed her son quickly and consoled the boy
Mamiji invited Amma to do a ritual
After it was done, Suvi headed to the rest room escorted by Aabha's cousin
Aabha was unable to mingle or chat or engage in a comfortable conversation with Suvi
She struggled to make eye contact, she was polite and respectful but not warm...
Suvi looked at herself in the bathroom mirror's reflection
She didnt even know the girl that stared at her
Decked in a garland and many gold chains and red and green glass bangles all over her forearm
the saree was most beautiful... BHAVYA... sundar...
Suvi exhaled... releasing the nervous energy audibly
It seemed like a dream...
It must be she concluded since she recognized no one
Neel had been flirty and and pleasant on the ride to the banquet hall
Trying to feel her bare waist... and holding on to her hand... and placing it on his heart etc...
She turned red thinking of him, as her heart danced in joy
"Bhabhi help karen aapki?" the girl hollered
Suvi opened the door with a jolt
A group of women not realizing she was using the bathroom were cackling
"Kisi ne sapne mein nahi socha Neel yon bachpana karenge"
"Arey aap yeh soch rahin hain, hum to yeh soch rahe hain, ki Nupur chalee jaayenge kisne socha tha?"
"Aapne dekha jeeji, woh kuch bolti nahin?" one young lady whispered
"Arey HINDI bhi nahi aati... pata nahi KIDHAR miley Neel bhaisaab unko"
They turned when they heard the rustle of her banarsi saree and tinkle of her bangles
"Dheere... woh to to yahin thi" a woman nudged looking embarrassed
"Bhabhi aap dance kar leti hain?" her escort asked her eagerly
"Nai" she said quietly, raising the shield around herself... following the young girl