Raman entered the room and saw her sitting on the chair waiting for him. Her eyes were downcasted and her head was covered by her heavy duppata while her cheeks were getting red under his gaze.
He smiled and went close to her, she clutched the duppata tightly in her hand, feeling goosebumps. Raman was just looking at her as it was a image to behold forever.
He went to her and sat beside her. He raised her chin by his hand and asked-pasand aaya tumhe.
Ishita nodded in yes and asked -aur aapko.
Raman came too closer to her and said huskily in her ear-bahut se bhi bahut jyada. Ishita closed her eyes feeling butterfly in her stomach due to his closeness.
Raman rubbed his lips in her earlobe and said-i liked u more then ur outfit and jewelleries.
Ishita couldn't take his sweet torture and got up at once breaking their moment.
Ishita-thoda dur reh kar baat kijiye, it's shop. She said in hesitation not knowing how to react to his proximity.
Raman straightened himself hearing this and said-sorry, really sorry. I went overboard. Actually tum Itni sundar lag rahi ho that I couldn't control myself from touching u. Sorry agar tumhe bura lagaa toh. I will be in my limits henceforth. He said faking a smile but deep down he was hurt by her shrugging him.
Ishita realised she did wrong with him. She saw him going out of the room when she hugged him tight from back and said-aap gussa ho gaye .
Raman -no, why would I. U must not be liking my touch.
Ishita-sorry to hurt u raman. It's not like that, that I am not liking ur touch. It's just I never have been touched by anyone like this, toh mujhe bahut ajeeb si sensation hui. Mere royen khade ho gaye, like pet mein gudgudi ho rahi thi. Aur pata nahi kya kya. So I couldn't control it, it's not like I don't like it but Aap samajh rahen ho naa. She said trying to make him understand.
Raman smiled hearing this and turned to her. She hide in him and said-aap please gussa mat ho. If I can hug u then u can also hug me. It's just I need some time to get use to it. Mujhe bahut ajeeb lagaa with ur proximity. She said looking down.
Raman make her look at him and asked-i understand ki tumhe ajeeb lagaa but tell me achcha lagaa yaa bura lagaa.
Ishita nodded in no and said-nahi bolungi. Mujhe sharam aati hai.
Raman -ok then I will think that u don't like it, aisa hi hai naa.
Ishita -no, nothing like this. Mujhe achcha lagaa. She said blushing red.
Raman -sachchi.
Ishita nodded and said-i like ur proximity, it's just I need some time to adjust. Aap samajh rahen ho naa. Agar aapko bura lag raha hai toh I will never stop u again. Bas aap gussa mat hoiye.
Raman look deep into her eyes and said-kyun aisa karogi tum. Ishita look at me.
Ishita look at him, her eyes were teary.
Raman -tumhe mujhse aise please karne ki zarurat bilkul nahi hai. Shaadi hum dono kar rahe hai toh adjustment bhi dono karenge. U will not do anything for me or my family which u don't like. Tumhari bhi ek identity hai, if u r generous enough to add my name with u. If u r willingly giving me rights on urself then I should also respect u and ur preferences. Tum kisi se kam nahi ho, u need time naa.i will give u ample time to adjust and feel comfortable. Tumhe kuch bhi out of the way jaa kar karne ki zarurat nahi. Samjhi tum.
Ishita looked at him with moist eyes hearing his words.
Raman wiped her tears with his thumb and said-stop crying ishita, kyun ro rahi ho. Kuch problem hai toh share karo. I am going to be ur husband. I want u to share all ur pain and grief with me.
Ishita-aap sunoge, she asked with questioning eyes.
Raman -kyun nahi, I an ready to hear everything from u. Issliye hi hoon main, to protect u, to take care of u,to make u smile in happiness and to hide u in my arms when u cry.
Ishita-aap kitne achche ho, aap mujhe kabhi bhi akela nahi chodenge naa.
Raman -never,why would I. U r going to be my wife, my life. Tumhe chodne ka toh sawaal hi nahi uthta.
Ishita -then take me somewhere, where I can tell u my every untold story. Jo batane ki himmat mujhe kisi ko nahi hui. Aap sunoge naa.
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