Vividha's Monologue..

"Mein.. aaj shaadi se pehle hi vidhwa hogayi.. iss aadmi ne mujhe mere Atharva se alag kardiya..

Atharva, Atharva Sujata.. Jis aadmi se maine pyaar kiya, jis aadmi ne mujhe pyaar karna sikhaya.. jisne mere andar dabi hui himmat ko raasta dikhaya.. jisne mujhse hi mujhiko milwaaya..

Atharva, jisne aankhein moond kar bhi kabhi koi niyam nahi maara.. hamesha apni dil ki suna.. sabko paagalon ko tarha pyaar kiya.. aur jisne usse pyaar kiya, uska saath usne kabhi nahi choda..

Mere liye sab kuch dao par laga diya usne.. jail gaya, maar khaye.. apna yeh ghar khodiya.. lekin phir bhi usne mera saath kabhi nahi choda.. jiske liye duusron ki izzat karna utna hi maayne rakhta ta, jitna ki saans lena.. woh apni maa ke saath saath meri maa ka bhi beta bangaya..

Atharva Sujata.. jo ek sahi maayne mein mard tha.. lekin usne apne andar ke bachche ko kabhi marne nahi diya..

Atharva Sujata, uski aankhein.. uski baatein.. uska hasna.. uska rona.. uska darr.. uska junoon.. uska saath.. uska pyaar.. sab.. sab.. aaj nafrat ki chita mein jal gaya hai..

Aaj mera Atharva mujhse alag hogaya..

*Atharva's heartbeats get weaker*

Atharva se maine dil se, aatma se pyaar kiya tha.. mujhe lagta tha ke do aatmaon ko kabhi koi alag nahi karsaktha.. lekin Kailash Kashyap naam ke ek.. nahi.. yeh.. insaan nahi ho sakta.. Kailash Kashyap naam ke ek Rakshas ne humein alag kardiya.. kaamyaab hogaya aaj yeh..

Aaj maine iss Rakshas se haar nahi mani hai.. sauda kiya hai.. Atharva ke zindagi ka sauda.. mera pyaar uske liye kam nahi hua.. bas uski thaal bangaya hai.. mera uske saath hona, uski maut ko wajah hogi.. yeh baat mein jaanti hoon..

Inke gundon ne koi kasar nahi chodi Atharva ko maarne mein.. Kailash Kashyap ke gundon ne Atharva ko itna maara ke uska saara khoon sadak par beh raha tha.. meri kapdon mein toh bas cheetey the uski khoon ki..

bas.. maine faisla karliya hai.. aaj se Atharva ka mera aur mere jism se rishta khatam.. mein ussi sadak pe marta chhod aayi usse.. ek baar bhi, ek baar bhi maine dobara mud kar nahi dekhaa..

Jab Sati maata ke pita Daksha ne unke pati Shiv ji ka apmaan kiya tha.. tab Sati maata yag ke aag mein bhasm hogayi thi.. theek ussi tarha aaj mere pita ne mere pati ko mujhse door kardiya.. aaj mein mann se bhasm hogayi hoon, aur sharer se vidhwa..

Lekin.. agar Atharva nahi bacha.. toh waise hi barbaadi hogi.. farak sirf itna hoga tab pralay Shiv ji laye the.. par aaj tandav mein karoongi.. "

- Vividha Atharva Sujata

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Emotional scenes are Shivani's forte.. There is no doubt about it! But she completely outdid herself today.. Her nuances were so on point.. I know what I say will not do enough justice to explain what a great actor she is.. She is SHEER BRILLIANCE.. I HAD to make this post today not only because of Vividha's monologue.. but because Shivani Surve is underrated as hell.. This girl is so brilliant.. Completely bowled me over today...

I don't know if you guys have seen Mera Naam Yousuf Hai.. but there was this one specific dialogue from MNYH which came into my head while I was watching the JNDSD episode yesterday..

"Qaid mein pade Yousuf ko khareedh kar riha kardiya maine.. Apne aap ko bech diya meine.." - Zulekha

I knew something along the lines would be heading our way, and it did ! I was left speechless cause this specific dialogue hit me really really hard..

"Aaj maine iss Rakshas se haar nahi mani hai.. sauda kiya hai.. Atharva ke zindagi ka sauda.."

Vividha knows that her love is the price she's gonna have to pay for Atharva's well being.. Obviously she's not gonna take any chances when it comes down to Atharva's life.. She will do whatever it takes to make sure that he's safe.. even if it meant letting him go..

KK putting that necklace on Viv was quite symbolic to me.. Like he's trying her down.. Weighing her down.. Like she's got no other choice but to go through with whatever Kailash Kashyap says because she doesn't want to put Atharva's life in jeopardy.. And he made sure she realized that and that is why he insisted on putting it on her himself.. He likes being in control and that specific scene screamed CONTROL to me.. Like he wanted her to know that he's the puppeteer and he holds the strings.. And there's nothing she can do about it..

Okay, today's episode + Vividha's monologue forced me to make this post.. so yeah..

- Steph

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Originally posted by: reachsam

Crap they are extending show like chewing gum.

Not sure whats wrong with adding story line instead on monotonous monologues.

I taught this soap was different like "Ek haseena thi" but its getting shittier day by day especially last 15 episodes no movement.