ll Abhigya/TiSha AT #263-Tum Ek Rockstar Ke Godh Mein Aa Rahi Ho ll - Page 18

JD, one of my biggest problems in my school days and college days was writing. I can't write properly. My teacher used to tell me if I could explain things more, my marks would improve. Then there happened a particular incident in which I became a fan of my classmate. I was an introvert at that tkme. I don't talk to people easily even if they come and talk to me. But somehow the classmate became my friend. Whenever she is with me, I couldn't talk at all and it was weird because she was a girl. My friend used to tease me why are you hesitating like you are going to talk to your crush. 😆 everyday after reaching home, I somehow get the confidence to text and talk to her properly since I don't see the person. My writing got better through chatting. 😆

Originally posted by: Sowmii_cutiee

Helloooi guysss

Awww Nivz, thanks for sharing! Its true, sometimes how you are online, through words and writing can be different than how you are as a person through spoken words!

I didn't expected this 😆don't know what else to say 😆
I can completely relate myself to it because I experienced the same.. Now also I'm talking with you is because we can't see each other and I can think before replying.. I think we should stop now people will think what a weird convos we're having 🤣

Originally posted by: jaydp59

I didn't expected this 😆don't know what else to say 😆
I can completely relate myself to it because I experienced the same.. Now also I'm talking with you is because we can't see each other and I can think before replying.. I think we should stop now people will think what a weird convos we're having 🤣

jd i was just joking with that suniye one i hope u dnt mind 😕

Originally posted by: anishapoudel

jd i was just joking with that suniye one i hope u dnt mind😕

no worry yar...I didn't mind that 😆

Drabble: Investigation

A: Chikita, who did you love before me?

P: *shocked* Excuse me?

A: I mean, I've only been a rockstar for a few years, so before that who did you dream about?

P: Who says I dream about you now?

A: Oh please Chikita, why deny what's obvious? You know everything there is to know about me, you spend every possible waking moment around me, so clearly I must be the star of your dreams every night -

P: You're not.

A: Oh really? If I'm not, who is?

P: Koi hai.

A: *stunned* Kaun hai?

P: Hai koi.

A: Does he wear glasses?

P: What even?

A: Can he beat your Daadi at Clash of Titans?

P: When did we start playing 20 questions?

A: I'm just trying to establish if this "someone" can possibly have qualities to make him better than me.

P: *pats his shoulder* How about you just work on your songs? I have to go back to my desk, there are phone calls to answer.

A: *pouts and watches her walk away wondering who she dreams about now, and before, and why on Earth it's never him, and why he wants it to be...*

Drabble: Invitation

P: *clears throat* So, uh...Rockstar, do you spend a lot of time with your sister these days?

A: Sorry?

P: I don't mean to pry, I mean, I was just wondering, about the other people in your life, you know, and you mentioned your sister is the only girl you know well...

A: Yeah, she is.

P: *surprised his answer is so curt* I'm sorry this was inappropriate, I know as a fan I shouldn't -

A: *casually* I thought we were friends now.

P: *eyes wide* *quickly nod* Of course, yes of course, we are, we're -

A: So I was thinking, as my friend, maybe you want to come to my house and meet my family?

P: Oh. No, I don't think that would be a good idea, actually it would -

A: But you just said you were wondering about the other people in my life.

P: Yes, I did, but I just meant, you know, knowing about them, to actually meet them would be -

A: I've already met and spent so much time with your family. I really think this is the next step for us.

P: N-next step? *nervous*

A: As friends.

P: Oh! Right. Well, umm, I don't want to intrude, so -

A: I can't believe you're my number one fan and you're turning down a chance to go to my house. Do you know how many of my other fans would kill for this invitation?

P: When have you ever known me to be like your other fans?

A: Huh. Point.

P: *walks off while he's distracting pondering how she's not like his other fans, regretting the stupid impulse that made her wonder if he was back with Tanu yet, because the last thing she needs is an invitation to visit his house...isn't it?*

Drabble: Healing

A: So Chikita what do you want to be when you grow up?

P: What is that supposed to mean?

A: I just get the sense that this receptionist thing is temporary for you. You're meant for something else in life.

P: I'm really happy here. The job sort of fell into my lap but it's really working for me now, so I'm not really thinking about anything else.

A: Really? But you know what they say, you only live once. Don't you think you should have an eye for your future, start building towards your next big step?

P: I'm sort of done taking big steps for now. The past little while has been...difficult. So these days I'm just focusing on the present.

A: *sigh* Yeah, I kind of know what you mean. Taking it one day at a time.

P: Exactly.

A &P: *sitting together in thoughtful silence*

A: It's just...Chikita...

P: Mmm?

A: Don't you get frustrated, sometimes? About just being in this phase of your life that's kind of like...floating? Don't you sometimes want...an anchor to your past, or a map for where you're going?

P: Is that how you feel? Floating and lost?

A: A little. Sometimes.

P: One thing I've learned lately...sometimes you have to just let life happen. It can be healing.

A: *frowning* What happened to you, that needs healing?

P: *glances at him beneath her lashes, then looks away* There was a car accident and I...I sort of lost someone who was important to me.

A: ...Sort of?

P: He survived but we're not together anymore.

A: Oh...that's...rough.

P: Yeah. So that's what I mean about just letting life happen. One day I'll have plans and goals again, but for now I'm just learning to live without him.

A: Was he that special to you?

P: *small laugh* I told him once, he taught me how to live...

A: Then do you think he would be ok with you continuing your life like this, just existing, not reaching for the stars?

P: The moon.

A: Sorry?

P: The moon. We used to chase the moon...

A: *realizes her eyes are filled with tears* Hey, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to remind you of something that made you sad.

P: *quickly wipes her eyes* What? No, it's fine, I'm not, I'm...*trails off, can't finish her sentence because she's too emotional*

A: *pulls her into a hug*

P: What are you - what are we -

A: One day at a time.

P: Oh...*melts against him, giving herself permission to enjoy the moment and just hug him back*

A: *tucks her head under his chin, strokes her back comfortingly, and wonders if he's a bad person for being glad that she "sort of" lost whatever idiot it was that didn't come back to her, because...if she hadn't, would she be here with him now?*