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Nandhu123

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Posted: 9 years ago

#61

Nice plz continue

Pragya left abhi

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reshma4875

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Posted: 9 years ago

#62

abhi should control his anger...he said too much...poor pragya...plz update nxt part soon...

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It was a brilliant epi and I am restless for you next epi dear I am very happy to read this story so please update next part soon dear my eagerness is at peak so please update soon

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pooja555

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Posted: 9 years ago

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Chapter 26

When I read the note ,I don't have word to speak my heart stopped for a moment ,again I felt lonely,my life without her is incomplete ,my heart began to scrunch ,I collapsed down ,my hands lost sensation ,I'm just a bear bone without flesh ,even my eye stopped working because no tears are rolling down ,because my tears are not enough to show how much pain my heart is bearing ,everything in my home has changed with resignment of her ,iam not able to see any thing ,everything seems to be blur ,my eyes become swollen ,my face turned its colour ,my lips become dry ,mostly some one is sucking my blood out .I can't bear her absence .with this I tried to get up and I thought there might be any clue in her room.

I went to her room ,every time whenever I am going she will be stopping me from arrival ,now she is not there here ,I am feeling in every part of my life about fuggy ,without her I'm not able to imagine my life .she has addiction than any other drugs .I opened her room I am shocked ,because on every part of wall ,my photos are present ,now I'm realising why I felt pain when she drowning in the water ,now I am knowing y my anger raged when others are commenting on her ,now I know y I'll die to see laugh in her face ,now I know y if she is sad i ll feel restless ,because I love her ,I AM IN LOVE WITH HER ,iam such a unlucky person in the whole word ,when she is with me I didn't realise that she is my love ,when she is not there iam feeling it ,with her thoughts iam not at all feeling to respire .

I laid on bed in her seeing my photos ,smile in every photo remembers her ,she is the cause of arc in my face .without her my face doesn't have smile ,I turned to my left side there was a frame ,in which fuggy and iam standing ,I took it and said to my fuggy ,

THERE IS NO BRIGHTNESS WITHOUT UR WARM LOOKS,

THERE IS NO MUSIC WHICH MATCHES UR LAUGH,

THERE IS NO FLOWER WHICH HAS FRAGRANCE AS U,

I DONT KNOW UNTILL NOW ,THAT THERE IS IMAGE FOR LOVE ,KINDNESS UNTIL I MET U .

I MISS U BADLY, FUGGY .

By tears rolled down on the frame ,I wiped them and kept the frame aside, I began to engroce in my thoughts which I had spend with her ,now I got up from my bed and thought because of sudden jolt in my brain ,that she had written a letter for me.I took the letter and started to read...

MY DEAR ROCK STAR,

I know , I came into your with a contract and commitment in front of press ,but I can't sooth my heart saying this ,so I felt to be a friend ,later I realised I can't be no more friend for u ,because iam loving u so much that I can't have words to express , I felt in the mask of friendship I can be near u ,but no relationship cannot stand with one person , when u said u don't share any relationship I didn't feel bad ,because I have cheated u in the mask of friendship ,I never did friendship with u , that's y u didn't feel my friendship ,bt im happy atleast now I can say my heart out ,I LOVE U SO MUCH ,I am not saying to realise u , I feel everything in my life should be known for u ,

And lastly one word ,don't hurt u ,don't feel guilt because u have not done any mistake .ILL BE REALLY HAPPY WITH MEMORIES OF U

Urs bubbly fuggy.

When iam reading this letter ,I felt my heart had broken into several pieces ,poor one she loves me lot ,hw much she loves me means ,she is ready to die ,if I'll see her once ,I didn't understand her love ,iam stupid ,with this I felt to go out ,I went out and began to roam ,every where iam seeing her ,she occupied my whole world ,with this thoughts I slept on the bench near by .morning every one began to scream rockstar ,rock star is on the road .I escaped from them and suddnly I remembered her words ,to talk with him ( abhis dad ) , yes fuggy ur right I need to sort out it ,I searched his home and finally I reached his home.

He is happy to see me ,I asked straightly what u wanted to say ,he is trying to touch my hand ,I fastly took my hand and said don't dare to do all this ,he said beta ,I said that was my mistake I had born for u ,he said don't say like that I can't bear ,I said don't make me emotional fool with u I lost moms love ur not at all loyal for any relationship ,he said yes I'm not at all loyal for any relationship I married other one for only money , I realised my mistake when I was with her , I left her and searched for u ,by that time ur a rockstar now I really don't have guts to face u ,for which I left u now I don't have that one only ,by this he collapsed down and began to weep ,I took 20 lakhs from car and gave it to him ,he said now I don't have greedy about money , I just need my son back ,I smiled softly and left from there ( abhis dad began to speak put when abhi left: yes , my son is right when my son need his parents ,I throwed him money and I made his mother also move apart with my ego ,now when it is my turn to have relationship... Yes ,I definetly need this punishment.)

One month passed ,now iam a lifeless bone ,I searched her all over Mumbai and near by cities ,she is not all present , with this pain I am sobbing in my room suddenly my phone ringed ,it was my manager ,I lift it hesitatingly and said ,I'm not feeling to do anu show and about to keep ,he said sir I got the address of pragya mam...

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Nandhu123

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Posted: 9 years ago

#65

Waiting to know where abhi will find pragya

Nice update

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pooja555

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Posted: 9 years ago

#66

chapter 27

my manager called me and said ,sir i saw pragya mam and i know address also, i was spell bound i engroced in my own thoughts and relishing sweetness of that thoughts,unknowingly my face filled with a smile ,and i started dreaming about her but my thoughts got stopped by screaming of my manager on other side,sir r u there ?for saying yes it took a minute because my reflexes stooped doing other works and only engaged in her thoughts ,finally i said ha ,he began to say sir i saw madam in AHMADABAD at lk arts college ,later i followed madam but at signal madam has missed some how ,im really sir i didnt bring madam back ...i said hey u didnt do any mistake ,instead u had make me favour that u got address of my fuggy ,by saying i had cut the call. and began to loose my senses and jumped all around the house as a mad person,and finally i regained my senses and said to my self i should start my journey...

i started my journey of love towards her ina four wheeler to reach my four eyes angel,all over the journey im feeling about her,really i didnt leave her a second with my thoughts ,i thought in my mind she would definitely coaxed with a hiccups heavily ,i smiled softly and said to myself arey yaar she deserve it ,she left me in a dark shades ,finally i reached my love destiny .i was really feeling excited to meet her ,but it was too late now ,it was a long journey ,so now i should take rest and start up tomorrow ,and i landed in a hotel and took rest ,though i gave rest to my body ,bt my heart is trampling the love balloons over my body ,with blasting of every bubble ,my love towards her began to rise...

i waked up curiously and went enthusiastically in search of her , i searched all over the area which my manager told each and every place but she didnt appear,i didnt loose my faith my haunting towards my love had raised still more ,but iam searching every place from one week ,my heart began to feel terrible pain,but one side it is only cooling that ull definitely find her.with this burden of thoughts i collapsed down on the bench near by and began to see the sky ,but my attention towards sky had broken with crying of a small girl ,i stood up and went near her ,and made her settle down on a bench ,and i asked hey champ y are u sobbing,she said that she is feeling hungry ,i was shocked with her answer that she did not had food for three days i took her nearby restaurant

i ordered her food she began to eat with a smile , i waited upto her completion of food heart fully ,later after completing her food i felt my hunger got satisfied with her smile ,because from a week i too forgot to eat to sleep ,because my love thirst can be only satisfied by fuggy , but after seeing and took her towards me and asked ,champ where is ur parents ,she slightly bend her neck and said ,they are near god .i dont have anyone on the earth now .i felt soo sad and thought too join her in a gud orphanage .and i inquired about a orphanage near by ,finally i found near by orphanage and i took a small child to the orphanage.

i joined her in a orphanage ,and said to her now u no need to worry at all ,they ll take gud care of u, by the way what is my princess name ,she said cutely that her name is purvi ,i said kk purvi ,this is my number whenever u feel difficulty call me kk,by saying this and im about to leave .i suddenly turned back and shockingly i was feeling in heart ,what i saw is true ir it is a mirrage ,i pinched myself yes it was her ,i again regained my senses yes yes it is fuggy ,and she began to run towards me and i turned back and began to jump ,later after controlling my senses i turned front ,she is no where ,but after a minute she came from room soo sadly ,previously i saw happiness in her face bt now she came soo sadly ,i asked hey fuggy wt happened she nodded her head as nothing happened .

i went near her and asked ,y did u leave me , u know na my anger is like a black clouds before raining ,and u should know the fact right that black clouds is not permanent in the sky ,finally i took her hand and apologized im sorry i shouldnt say like dat ,but still she is in shock weather im present or not .i pinched her, she said oouch and screamed y did u pinched me ,i said for fun , she said kya for fun ,and she started to shout .i kneeled down and began to say

PRAGYA U HAD PROVED LAW OF DIMINISHING MARGINAL UTILITY AS WRONG , BECAUSE HOW MANY TIMES I FIGHT WITH U ,I STILL FEEL FONDNESS TOWARDS U .

U MADE ME AN ARCHAEOLOGIST AND DROPPED IN EXCAVATING MY LOVE WHICH WAS HIDDEN IN UNDERNEATH OF MY HEART.

FINALLY ONE THING PRAGYA ,IF IM A SKY AND UR A LAND MASS ,SHE SAW FLARINGLY , I SAID KK UR ONLY SKY AND IAM A LAND MASS ,IS THAT FINE NOW ,EVERYONE SAYS THEY WONT MEET EACH OTHER ,BT U MAKE IT WRONG BY ACCEPTING ME PRAGYA .

REALLY FROM MY HEART IAM SAYING I CANT BE WITHOUT U ,IAM LOVING U AND I STOOD UP AND WAITING FOR PRAGYAS ANSWER.

she turned back and said im not ready to accept ur proposal and ran from there...

sryy guyz for late update ,ill definitely try to post next episode on time.

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pooja555

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chapter 28

why did she say like dat ,i felt my heart broken once again ,no actually it became lifeless,with rejection of tanu i jst suffocated in my heart ,with fuggies rejection i died completely,i didnt know for whom to live,whom i love they ll be living me very soon,my echo was continuosly killing me inside dat im not worth for all this relationships.this one and half month struggle towards her ,i thought it will start me a new chapter in my life bt noo it closed all chapters in my book .by thinking this my eyes became teary ,i felt great havoc to live inside me,this thoughts collapsed me down to earth.

again my old pals loneliness and silence both took their respective places in absence of her ,they are very sincere they ll attend without fail because they love to spend time with me,may be my life has designed with them.how much i felt to subside with this feelings they showed their power in capturing me as their slave,after a long time i went to bar to consume my slow poison which can kill my thoughts for a while.

iam consuming lots of amount of wine but my raging nerves are not getting cooled,if she really did not love me y did she kept my frames in her room ,y did she care me dat much ,y did she prepare my fvt dishes ,y did my feelings mean that much to her ,this unanswered questions completely made me mad ,i consumed so much that iam not able to stand properly on my legs .bt to my surprise she is standing opposite to me ,i went near her to check whether it was her mirage or not ,bt noo it is her ,she said suniyae ,what are u doing her ,she is about touch me ,i said no need of ur false concern ,bt she didnt listened to me.

she took me to hotel in auto ,after reaching to the hotel she dropped me in the room and about to leave, but i dragged her towards me and pinned to the wall and began to scream ,wt scared u so much dat u bring me to here ,y did u care me so much ,how does it mean to u that weather im alive or not , by dat time she closed my mouth with her soft hands and said not any more .dont say like dat ,but i screamed at her ,wt this mean this i not love in ur sense .she sturned firmly ,i took her near to me ,she began to breathe heavily , y ur heart beat raises whenever i come near to u , i loosed my grip and pushed her and said ,pragya if i had hurt u dat much punish me but dont make far from you ,its not punishment it s a death .

she came near to me and took me to near bed and she placed my head on her lap and brushing my hair with her fingers ,she said whatever the problem is we will discuss tomorrow now u sleep peacefully ,she began to brush my hair with motherly affection .i closed my eyes without further argument ,when i woke up my head is aching as a hell beside my bed on the table there is lemonade and note attached to it ,please go back to home ,im not coming with you ,whatever i did it was out of friendship ,but ur in false illusion dat i did out of love ,please leave me urs fuggy.

my mind stunned for a minute ,in previous note which i had read at home which was written by her clearly mentioned ,that she is loving me so much ,now she is saying that she did all this with out of friendship ,i guess something went wrong in my absence i should find her ,with in next minute i took my car which is at near the bar and went to the orphanage ,and went in and began to call pragya ,pragya. she came out and stood like a rock ,i said i need to with her ,she nodded her in gesture to say ,i dragged to lawn and hold her grip tightly .

i shouted what are u hiding from me ,she raised her head ans said nothing ,then i threw ed both letters which she had wrote for me ,and i began to question in one letter u said u love me ,in another letter u said that u did friendship ,she was shocked because she did not know i would react like this ,she opened her mouth after a while and said i use to love u so much ,but now i cant do because u it self told dat u dont share any relationship with me ,now u came and said dat ur loving me , is am i puppet to play for ur tunes ,by saying this she left from there actually noo she left me in dark shades .now i left nothing to question my chapter towards love gave me a bitter experience that is so much enough to kill me from inside...

{here pragya began to say ,wt would be hell other than this ,cursing him whom i love more than anything ,my heart is scrunching with rejection ,for which moment i awaited for this now i collapsed with my own hands ,he just collapsed down with my answer he would be feeling immense of pain ,but how to explain wt iam facing now...}

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pooja555

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Posted: 9 years ago

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chapter 29

(mey kya karungi uske binna ... i have said him so much it is very hard to him,lekin mey kya karu aab ,by saying this pragya began to cry ,she remebered flashes of her birthday party ,she began to say herself now everything had turned into ashes ,now i cant she his face with smile ,i cant be with him ,i smashed my own love and by crying she had fallen asleep there itself )

y did i gave too much importance to her ,she said that she use to love ,bt now she dont even care for me ,but yesterday when im drunken she showed me care as before ,though she is doing all as before ,is she doing without love? no it cant be i can say her love in her eyes ,simultaneously pain in her eyes ,when she is saying this one to me ,if my illusion is correct,definitely there might be something wrong with her.again my con sense started to work it began to say ,if wt she said was from her heart ,then again ull end up with grief,i began to oppose it by gathering energy to prove my thoughts.

i began to walk slowly ,one side fear covered me up ,other side my loneliness took place with unanswered questions ,slowly i ended up near a window ,what i saw is unbelievable ,now my face began to regain its faded colour ,yes i was right ,fuggy is doing all this because ,she was captured by this ,yes she is my fuggy ,now i began to jump hear there with joy ,this time my tears rolled down ,not because of sadness because of happiness,bt in my mind i stabbed thousand times for doubting her ,bt any how i thought teach her a lesson ,that not only she i can also act better than her.

i walked on my toe ,that my stamping of my feet should nt be audible,i went near pragyas room it was unlocked ,i thanked god for many times ,at least he had done me a favor otherwise i should become a superman to reach her,i stopped for awhile and questioned me from when onwards i began to believe in god...i smiled and said to myself her arrival has changed me drastically ,i slowly stepped in she is on the floor ,i ran to near her ,i can clearly she the fossils of tears on her cheeks, i thought how much pain she might felt by doing all this ,so called drama ...anyways i lifted her up and placed on the bed.and began to see her beauty .

whatever happens ill not leave u my fuggy ,by this words she waked up and began to scream as it was dark she thought someone came to her room ,i switched on the light by closing my hand on her soft lips .she began to speak stutteringly aap ...how come ,i said na evrything has over .then y did u come here .i dragged towards wall and pinned her and said ,see my eyes and say ,she utmost difficult ,weepiing inside and said im not loving u ,i said is this final,she turned back and said haa .here iam not able to control to go near her,but i stopped thinking that she should only convey that she is doing all this because of commitment but not through her like.

atleast she will not say that ,she should convey her love.by this time she turned towards me and said ,hogaya na aapka confession now u please leave me,i took her in my eyes and it was dark so no one is seeing us ,i took her towards my car and placed her ,and she is screaming wt r u doing ,bt i didnt listen to her and said ,i didnt concentrate on all this and i began to drove my car ,finally i reached the destination.

i dragged her out of the car and said ,hey fuggy i know i had tortured u much and said so much ,for that i deserve all the pain .now iam loyable for only pain ,bt not for love right ,bt she began to speak y did u take me to this hill Clive. i said thats the point .i took her near to the edge and said u push me from here as ur not loving me i cant leave without u ,so push me instead of dying with slow poison(wine) ,i woukd like to die in ur hands ,pls push me ,she is shocked with this statement ,i shook her up and said pragya ur not willing to push, its kk ill jump from here by myself

i pushed her back and said hey fuggy pls smile ,from nowonwards no one will be there to torture u ,no one will scream at ,by saying this i was abt to jump ,she ran fast to stop me and yes she succeded ,she catched my hand and said .

no dont do this to me ,aap key bina... i jst cant imagine ,ur the hope of my life ,iam loving u truly ,i cant leave without u , iwas the one who gave u this much pain ,pls dont leave me alone ...by saying this she hugged me tightly...i thought this moment should be freezed like this...

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pooja555

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Posted: 9 years ago

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chapter 30

i thought for a while it should be forever in my life ,when she hugged me she said mey ooh jaan puch kar ney kiya ,oh maajbur tha,pls aap kai math jaana aap key bina mey ji nai pao,iam smiling from my corner of lips,that it was all my acting which she doesnt know,i lifted her head up and she closed her eyes in grief ,i said open her eyes she slowly opened her eyes ,when i she opened her eyes i was captured down ,iam seeing thousands of things ,if i need to explain it cant be possible through one sentence ,iam purely engaged in her eyes ,i can clearly see the traces of love in her eyes .i came to senses and wiped her tears ,but still she was in shock .i shook her ,she began to say really i cant live without u ,she said ur the trace of light in my life ,if u will leave ill be all alone lying in dark shades .

she gulped slowly ,wetting her lips ,she said i dont have any kind of affection through out ,but my only hope is u that i can live without any relation ,but aapka bina ,iam not at all able to say pls dont leave me .i began to say meri maa thu ithna kehnae ki jaarorat nahi heyy ,it is jst enough that if u had say i love u .her eyes shined and slight spark at corner of her eyes ,moreover i can see moon in her eyes ...my dadi use to say that if u can see moon in girls eyes that means she is going to be ur chand,yes my dadi is right whenever i have been with tanu i didnt feel it ,but she made my life complete ,by seeing her face i can stay years together .suddenly she catched my chin and asked a question ,if i was silent that means what i had said to u in lawn if that was real ,wt might be the situation ..why would u take such wrong decisions in ur life,i turned back and began to smile.

she too turned back and asked y ru laughing ,i said hey fuggy iam a rock star i wont do any thing in fluke mey sub kuch jaanti hoo,she asked wt do u know ,i catched her wrist tightly this time ,hey pragya ur acting still ,iam not loyal to share all this things ,is am i stupid that whatever u say ill believe in it and leave u, do u know ill believe u more than my life .by this time she is in tears ,she said lekin mey janana jaarorat hey ooh orphanage mey meri vajae sey kuch ney hona chahiyae ,i need to leave,i shouted at her now also ur not willing to say ,then ill be saying wt all i have seen atleast then u ll open up infront of me.

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when i was scattered down with ur words but my heart is not accepting the thing ,that u said to me ,so i thought u might be in problem and i thought i should ask u and began to come ,i was stopped by the voice which is familiar to me ,he began to say yes i was succeeded now pragya shouted abhi and he was in tears now i can njoy with life of pragya ,she will be totally mine ,now she is a puppet in my hands ,however i move the pawn she will be that much closer to me and that much far from abhi ,after listening to this i was that much happy that u did all this because of helplessness ,so i thought i should make u realize that iam with u whatever the situation be ill be with u so i did all this...fb ends

say pragya still ur not trusting that i cant save u from that ,iron clutches ,she came near and hugged me and said ,ill believe in u ,i know that u can handle all this, but before that he said that he will kill children in orphanage , i thought because of my love i cant take the risk of all that small kids ,pls try to understand if he knows , he will be killing all the kids ,by that time pragya phone began to ring ,her face became pale ,she said she was unable to pick the call ,i took the cell and shocked it is from unknown number ,i asked who is it pragya ,why are u getting tensed ,she is in state of shock . i lifted the call ,he began to shout pragya where are u ?how can u live without my presence . i said who the hell are u man ,he said abhi in trembling voice i said ha mey abhi hoo ooh meri biwi hoo ,how dare u to make her tense .

he cut the call and by this time pragya was tensed , she shouted at me how can u be that careless ,how could u say that to him ,if he kills the children ,i hugged her tightly and gasped in her ear ,pragya calm down first he will not do all this things , lekin ...she said kuch nai ,pls calm down and take a long breathe ,she cooled down ,now i asked who is he pragya????...